sacred and silly

I was able to pay the rent. Thank you everyone so much. We haven't paid the water and power in a long time, that's sitting at 547 + 1301 = 1848. Not as urgent as rent was but they're bugging us about it. Anything helps.

need $218.11 by Wednesday before like 4pm. had to use borrow to pay the past due bills so literally anything helps since ive also been overdrafted, we need toilet paper & litter. idk when the transfers will come in for previous donos im just trying to make sure things are paid on time even if i lose out on sleep and food. ty for any help

hi im still like $175ish away bc i was previously overdrafted & today ive been passing out all day to exhaustion. there's still donos im waiting on due to transfer/processing times but it still won't be enough to pay even this one bill of $218.11. please please help i dont have any borrow left or anything to make it sure its paid on time

ublock origin is not enough i need advertisers to feel physical pain

looking back at my teenage years i was so very obviously drowning in gender dysphoria but at the time i had no idea what that was. i had such an intense background radiation of self loathing, i was depressed, i didnt care for how i dressed, i hated looking in the mirror. i didnt have a sense of self, i couldnt conceive of a future, i was a husk. and for all those years my only examples of trans women were "man in a dress" and "knew it the whole time" and neither of those were me so it never occured to me i could be trans. i dont know where id be now if i didnt have a friend bully me onto tumblr when i was 17 or 18, thats where i learned i could be a girl. about 8 months into hrt i spent a whole evening sobbing because i realized how much weight had been lifted from me, how much less i hated myself and how bad it was when i was young. my high school years were stolen from me and ill never get them back. fuck everyone refusing to represent transfemininity. fuck everyone who thinks its taboo to be transfem. fuck the egg prime directive. nobody should have to suffer like that