âI know. Trust me, I know.âÂ
It was a battle, a war, but Ryou knew not every battle could be won. But oh how he relished in the victories he did have. But the battles he lost, would continue to carry weight upon his soul. Especially when the alcohol started to flow through his system and he was no longer fully capable of pushing forth the facade of apathy. To pretend like he didnât give a shit. To pretend that what happened to him didnât affect him every day.Â
How he was slowly becoming like the man before him.Â
âPeople care.â He knew it deep down. That eventually one of his so called friends would check in on him, mostly out of societal obligation. Sayuri definitely would, the one person he knew he could count on for many years. Even if romance didnât quite work between them, she was his closet friend. As well as others on the team of their little podcast.Â
As their eyes met, Ryou felt the familiar tug at his heart strings at his mind. Words that at one time wouldâve lured him into the otherâs arms. To become ensnared in that web of lies and deceit.Â
And for a moment, he leaned into it. A hand reaching for Bakuraâs before trailing up the otherâs arm as he hopped off the counter. For a moment, Ryou allowed his lips to hover over the Spiritâs, his breath stable as he mulled over the words.Â
âYou do,â he whispered, tenderly. âPain, weakness. But nothing of my spite, my pride,â he continued, a faint smirk coming to his lips.Â
âEver the devil at my door, but ever so dreadful at leading into temptation. Iâm not that child anymore, âkura. You have to try harder.âÂ
     It had been a while since he played with the other in such a manner. That bite back from the boy, it was familiar and almost therapeutic. Only person he knew of that would fight back against him, who wouldnât deal with his sly tongue and manipulative words. It was enticing, especially with alcohol coursing through his system.
      â You are definitely a masterpiece at work.. â There is a light chuckle from the spirit as he allowed the other to slip down in front of him, taunting him with his words and the closeness they had. It was a different perspective, curiosity tugged at him as he wondered just how far he should go to push those invisible buttons.
      What those buttons did, it was a mystery he was more than curious to find out about.
      His eyes narrowed into that of one could call derading. â I am very aware of your spite, yadonushi. It was the same spite I had in my youth. â His arms went on either side of the other to keep him from fleeing the space. â I can read it easily as it is how I was. You just arenât aware of how much about you I do know about you. â
      Once more, his eyes trailed over the otherâs form. â I would say not. You have developed into a marvel. â With a smirk, he would lick his own lips, hovering just as close before stepping back away to turn and pour himself another glass. â As for trying harder, I am unsure what you mean. â