what am i, a doctor or a MOON shuttle conductor?

sometimes i get overwhelmed by an unrealizable urge to let every stranger know that captain kirk and spock startrek are literal soulmates and their love is so deep and all-encompassing and i'm sure i'm in good company both past and present but people we aren't doing enough we need to spread the gospel we need to stand outside libraries

Every time I think about "dig it in there mr spock" I think about the implications. That he would *expect* Spock to rub his back. That there's some precedent for this happening. Have they done this before, privately? In Kirk's quarters? How many times? Lying down on his stomach, Spock straddling his hips to press his hands (sensitive) (erogenous zone) (roughly equivalent to a human mouth) into his back (oiled up) (sweaty) (beefcake) kneading sore muscles. Making little noises under him. Spock (touch telepath) (repressed homosexual) focusing on not thinking about it. 1. Don't get hard 2. Don't let him hear you telling yourself not to get hard 3. Don't hear whatever he's thinking about. You both know you want each other but you can't. The rituals are so intricate

Microdosing fucking Spock by doing whatever this is. Feeling his weight pressing him into the mattress, heavier than he looks, solid for Vulcan's gravity. Still restrained, careful; he could probably crack his ribs like this if he wanted. He presses his ass against Spock's crotch a little and he almost passes out

the problem is i really do love staying up until one billion o'clock. it just cant be helped

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

everyone stop reblogging this I hate to be reminded of my own good advice

the thing is when people say a specific fanfic trope comes from supernatural they usually mean "it was invented by the supernatural fandom in a fanfic". on the other hand, when people say a specific fanfic trope comes from star trek, they mean "it was the plot of at least one star trek episode"

Star Trek Tropes & Genres vs Supernatural Tropes & Genres on Fanlore