dream dreams

might delete later when im feeling less delirious but just dumping this here if i can just be ectremely honest and confess for a minute its weird to seriously consider making a priv/reviving this tumblr for hornyposting because i genuinely just have never done it ever. lowkey repressed bc ive never felt safe enough witb the main group of guys ive been friends with for years to do so (or any groups in recent times really but mostly them for more reasons than one) and the last time i couls freely chat about things like that was years ago with a friend im no longer close with so ive just had these things locked up in my brain not necessaeily with the notion that its Bad (but to an extent, yes, that its not wronf to have these thoughts but its certainly Never Appropriate to express them) and its just very odd that my new interest in recent times has kinda have had these convos bringing it up casually with mutual comfort and im just like huh. didnt know that was an option