PRETTY / ODD *

Things that also happened:  Them: I was adding character I didn’t want bc they asked me to and I wanted to make people happy but I hated having to do it. Me: I was adding characters I thought would fit into your bubble of roleplay to try and get more interactions.  Them: Maybe you were trying too hard then. Trying to squeeze into something that’s already established never ends well.  (So basically what you’re saying my accusation of bubble roleplaying is 'all in my head’ but in the same breath, you’re telling me only the four of you are allowed to interact within that narrative and nobody else is allowed to ‘squeeze in’? And me adding characters that might work with yours is ‘trying too hard’, but the four of you are constantly adding new characters specifically for interactions with each other? Okay...) Them: I spoke to someone else on our group bc you gave me anxiety with your message telling me you felt left out. Me: I’ve been speaking to someone outside of the group about how the whole group gives me anxiety because my requests for interactions go ignored and whenever my character contributes to a conversation, everyone else seems to stop talking suddenly. Them: That’s really shitty! I don’t know who you’ve spoken to so I can’t give my side of the story!!  Me: *gets called manipulative because I said people within an RPG should be able to go to their admins with issues they’re having within the RPG without them being like ‘you’re making me anxious, you’re making all this up, it’s your anxiety telling you this. you’re the problem and I pointed out that I actually acknowledged and apologized for my behavior and for making them anxious when it wasn’t my intention* Them: Thanks for making me cry. I hope you find what makes you happy because clearly that’s not me.