jennie

~in our past life~

you’ve always felt kim junkyu was familiar.

PREVIEW

“my prince, your tea is served.” you bowed your head, handing over the tea with both hands, just like how you were taught to do.

“y/n, you know you don’t have to use those formalities around me when we’re alone right?” junkyu, the crowned prince, also your closest friend in the kingdom, told you.

“yah! you may never know who might hear, i have you know they might have my head for this!” you lightly scold him, rolling you’re eyes at him playfully.

he just made a funny face at you as a respond, which may you add, is very immature as he is the crowned prince.

“so... i heard the princess from the neighboring kindom is coming for a visit.” you teasingly said to him, disregarding your heart clenching at the thought.

“i don’t want to talk about it,” junkyu held his head as if it hurt. “the king wants me to woo her into being my queen when he gives the throne to me in a few years.” junkyu whined, seemingly dreading meeting said princess.

“its funny how you call your father the king when in fact, he is your father.” you chuckled taking your mind off what he just said.

“yah, don’t change the topic, help me.” junkyu held your hand in his, much to your surprise. “what do you mean help you?” you furrowed your eyebrows, confused.

“run away with me.” junkyu told you with the straightest face. no trace of joking in his features.

“are you crazy?!” you couldn’t believe him, “im just a mere servant, the kingdom will disown me, maybe even kill me, if we get caught.” you told him, panicking over the thought.

“that’s why we won’t get caught y/n! i won’t let that happen to you! you should know that!” he tried to convince you, and sadly, it was working.

“i want to tell you something first though, i have loved you since i met you, i never really understood why our social status make such a difference, my love for you is the reason i don’t want to be married off to some princess. i only want you.” he confessed. a breath of relief coming out right after.

“i’ll give you time to decide, meet me at the boats tonight at 7:00 pm.” he said as he heard someone approaching. he left abruptly leaving you there.

you wanted to go with him. run away. because you reciprocated all his feelings. so you decided. you were going.

~in our past life~

you’ve always felt kim junkyu was familiar.

PREVIEW

“my prince, your tea is served.” you bowed your head, handing over the tea with both hands, just like how you were taught to do.

“y/n, you know you don’t have to use those formalities around me when we’re alone right?” junkyu, the crowned prince, also your closest friend in the kingdom, told you.

“yah! you may never know who might hear, i have you know they might have my head for this!” you lightly scold him, rolling you’re eyes at him playfully.

he just made a funny face at you as a respond, which may you add, is very immature as he is the crowned prince.

“so... i heard the princess from the neighboring kindom is coming for a visit.” you teasingly said to him, disregarding your heart clenching at the thought.

“i don’t want to talk about it,” junkyu held his head as if it hurt. “the king wants me to woo her into being my queen when he gives the throne to me in a few years.” junkyu whined, seemingly dreading meeting said princess.

“its funny how you call your father the king when in fact, he is your father.” you chuckled taking your mind off what he just said.

“yah, don’t change the topic, help me.” junkyu held your hand in his, much to your surprise. “what do you mean help you?” you furrowed your eyebrows, confused.

“run away with me.” junkyu told you with the straightest face. no trace of joking in his features.

“are you crazy?!” you couldn’t believe him, “im just a mere servant, the kingdom will disown me, maybe even kill me, if we get caught.” you told him, panicking over the thought.

“that’s why we won’t get caught y/n! i won’t let that happen to you! you should know that!” he tried to convince you, and sadly, it was working.

“i want to tell you something first though, i have loved you since i met you, i never really understood why our social status make such a difference, my love for you is the reason i don’t want to be married off to some princess. i only want you.” he confessed. a breath of relief coming out right after.

“i’ll give you time to decide, meet me at the boats tonight at 7:00 pm.” he said as he heard someone approaching. he left abruptly leaving you there.

you wanted to go with him. run away. because you reciprocated all his feelings. so you decided. you were going.

~in our past life~

you’ve always felt kim junkyu was familiar.

PREVIEW

“my prince, your tea is served.” you bowed your head, handing over the tea with both hands, just like how you were taught to do.

“y/n, you know you don’t have to use those formalities around me when we’re alone right?” junkyu, the crowned prince, also your closest friend in the kingdom, told you.

“yah! you may never know who might hear, i have you know they might have my head for this!” you lightly scold him, rolling you’re eyes at him playfully.

he just made a funny face at you as a respond, which may you add, is very immature as he is the crowned prince.

“so... i heard the princess from the neighboring kindom is coming for a visit.” you teasingly said to him, disregarding your heart clenching at the thought.

“i don’t want to talk about it,” junkyu held his head as if it hurt. “the king wants me to woo her into being my queen when he gives the throne to me in a few years.” junkyu whined, seemingly dreading meeting said princess.

“its funny how you call your father the king when in fact, he is your father.” you chuckled taking your mind off what he just said.

“yah, don’t change the topic, help me.” junkyu held your hand in his, much to your surprise. “what do you mean help you?” you furrowed your eyebrows, confused.

“run away with me.” junkyu told you with the straightest face. no trace of joking in his features.

“are you crazy?!” you couldn’t believe him, “im just a mere servant, the kingdom will disown me, maybe even kill me, if we get caught.” you told him, panicking over the thought.

“that’s why we won’t get caught y/n! i won’t let that happen to you! you should know that!” he tried to convince you, and sadly, it was working.

“i want to tell you something first though, i have loved you since i met you, i never really understood why our social status make such a difference, my love for you is the reason i don’t want to be married off to some princess. i only want you.” he confessed. a breath of relief coming out right after.

“i’ll give you time to decide, meet me at the boats tonight at 7:00 pm.” he said as he heard someone approaching. he left abruptly leaving you there.

you wanted to go with him. run away. because you reciprocated all his feelings. so you decided. you were going.

~in our past life~

you’ve always felt kim junkyu was familiar.

PREVIEW

“my prince, your tea is served.” you bowed your head, handing over the tea with both hands, just like how you were taught to do.

“y/n, you know you don’t have to use those formalities around me when we’re alone right?” junkyu, the crowned prince, also your closest friend in the kingdom, told you.

“yah! you may never know who might hear, i have you know they might have my head for this!” you lightly scold him, rolling you’re eyes at him playfully.

he just made a funny face at you as a respond, which may you add, is very immature as he is the crowned prince.

“so... i heard the princess from the neighboring kindom is coming for a visit.” you teasingly said to him, disregarding your heart clenching at the thought.

“i don’t want to talk about it,” junkyu held his head as if it hurt. “the king wants me to woo her into being my queen when he gives the throne to me in a few years.” junkyu whined, seemingly dreading meeting said princess.

“its funny how you call your father the king when in fact, he is your father.” you chuckled taking your mind off what he just said.

“yah, don’t change the topic, help me.” junkyu held your hand in his, much to your surprise. “what do you mean help you?” you furrowed your eyebrows, confused.

“run away with me.” junkyu told you with the straightest face. no trace of joking in his features.

“are you crazy?!” you couldn’t believe him, “im just a mere servant, the kingdom will disown me, maybe even kill me, if we get caught.” you told him, panicking over the thought.

“that’s why we won’t get caught y/n! i won’t let that happen to you! you should know that!” he tried to convince you, and sadly, it was working.

“i want to tell you something first though, i have loved you since i met you, i never really understood why our social status make such a difference, my love for you is the reason i don’t want to be married off to some princess. i only want you.” he confessed. a breath of relief coming out right after.

“i’ll give you time to decide, meet me at the boats tonight at 7:00 pm.” he said as he heard someone approaching. he left abruptly leaving you there.

you wanted to go with him. run away. because you reciprocated all his feelings. so you decided. you were going.

fully inspired by conan gray’s song heather, i recommend you listen while reading thank you!

“I still remember

Third of December

Me in your sweater

You said it looked better

On me, than it did you

Only if you knew

How much I liked you”

december third, a day you wished that never ended , it was the day where hyunsuk, your bestfriend since first grade, and you were hanging out at his house baking christmas cookies.

“oh fuck, the heater in my car broke.” you said, crying in the inside as it was as cold as hell outside. wonderinh how will you go home without freezing your toes off.

hyunsuk looked at you with worried eyes, “you can’t drive in this weather, you’ll freeze before you even get to your car!” he dramatically exclaimed, being the mom he is.

it probably wasn’t a good idea that all you were wearing is a thin shirt, leggings and your padded coat.

“i thought i was just here to drop off your things that you left at my place, who knew you would drag me to bake cookies with you!” you pouted, genuinely troubled by the situation.

hyunsyuk disappeared for a few seconds, coming back with a blue sweater and a thick blanket. “here wear this and wrap this around you first before you go.” he offered you the items.

you smiled a little to yourself, happy to wear your crush’s sweater, favorite sweater at that. “thank you.” you beamed at him. going to the bathroom to change.

you walked out, doing a little extra twirl for the fun of it. hyunsuk laughed at your antics, “ you look great! better than i ever did when i wore that.” he told you, scraching the back of his neck.

“really? out of the ten thousand times you wore this?!” you teased him, a sly smirk on your lips because he complimented you.

“yeah yeah yeah, you better get going before it gets colder.” he waved you off.

“thank you hyunsuk!! i’ll return this to you when i see you next!” you shouted behind your back, dragging the blanket around your shoulders then walking out the door.

“ oh how i wished you knew how much i like you.” you whispered, driving off.

“But I watch your eyes, as she

Walks by

What a sight for

Sore eyes

Brighter than a

Blue sky

She's got you

Mesmerized

While I die”

“HYUNSUK!!” you shouted from the other side of the field. fumbling with his sweater you were holding.

you ran to him as quick as you can without disrupting other people. “thank you for lending me this.” you genuinely smiled at him. sad to let it go nonetheless.

he took it from your hands. “anytime, y/n.” he said, it was directed at you but his eyes were elsewhere.

you whipped your head at the direction he was looking at. and you saw her, heather. in all her glory. what a sight for sore eyes.

you looked back at hyunsuk, he looked completely out of it. you snap your fingers infront of his face.

“heather huh?” you joked. heart breaking a little as the seconds tick by.

“she’s absolutely stunning, the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen.” he gushed. still looking at her, dazed.

“well, i’ll get going then.” you bid him goodbye not looking him in the eyes because he might see the hurt in yours.

he waved at you as you hurriedly walked away.

“Why would you ever kiss me?

I'm not even half, as pretty”

“y/n, im so sorry, it didn’t mean anything.”

hyunsuk’s words echoed in your head, you grimaced as you recalled what happened.

there was a party at jihoon’s house, you were celebrating jaehyuk’s graduation.

hyunsuk had a little bit to drink while you were completely sober. he pulled you to the backyard.

“y/n, im thinking of confessing to heather after her last class on friday.” he slurred, breath smelling like cheap alcohol.

“oh really?” you pretended to be happy for him. planning on crying the whole night when you got home. “i support you!” you told him in fake excitement.

“thank you for being my bestfriend.” he told you.

and the next thing that happened was completely unexpected.

he smashed his lips into yours. you’re eyed widened in shock and you couldn’t even kiss him back. you pulled away and saw that he was shocked as well.

and you did what you had to in that moment, you ran away.

he voicemailed you the following morning saying that he was sorry and the kiss meant nothing. and that hurt you even more.

“of course, who am i to have you? she’s perfect and im not half as good as her.” you said into thin air, burying your face into your pillow.

“You gave her your sweater

It's just polyester, but you like her better

Wish I were Heather”

in has been 2 weeks since the incident, you and hyunsuk kept in touch since then but not like before, which in your case is a good thing.

you didn’t have to thirdwheel on the newly formed couple every single day.

she held his hand everywhere they went, you could see it everytime they went around campus.

he gave her the same sweater he lended you, but you can’t help but think she looks better than you in it.

he grabbed her by the waist and whispered sweet nothings in her ear as you watch from behind.

silently wishing you were heather.

you lie in bed, you have just woken up about five minutes ago because you remembered jihoon, your boyfriend of a year should be coming home today.

you jump out of bed to prepare a big breakfast as he said he’d arrive at about 11 am. you whipped up his favorite breakfast that included a bunch of pancakes and some scrambled eggs, just the way he likes it.

“BABY!” you jumped at the sound of your boyfriend’s lovely voice, almost spilling the juice you were pouring into a cup.

“jesus christ jihoon. you might as well have given me a heart attack.” you said, walking towards him with arms open.

“im sorry, i got way excited to see you y/n.” he said as he looked you up and down. “looking great in my pj’s.” he chucked.

“oops they’re too comfortable so i get to wear them when u don’t.” you stuck your tongue out to him.

disgustingly enough, jihoon grabbed your tongue when you stuck it at him, making you take a step back from him.

“that’s what you get you big baby!” he exclaimed as he finally hugged you.

“you’re so mean when i even prepared this amazing breakfast for you!” you pouted, making him coo at you.

“here’s your payment.” he cheekily said. “wha-“ you started but got cut off by jihoon pressing his lips softly against your’s.

you melted into the kiss as you have been deprived of his kisses for a week because he was so busy with his debut.

“thank you.” he quietly said as if he didn’t kiss you just now.

“let’s eat jihoonie~” you teased.

“fine.” he pouted.

fully inspired by conan gray’s song heather, i recommend you listen while reading thank you!

“I still remember

Third of December

Me in your sweater

You said it looked better

On me, than it did you

Only if you knew

How much I liked you”

december third, a day you wished that never ended , it was the day where hyunsuk, your bestfriend since first grade, and you were hanging out at his house baking christmas cookies.

“oh fuck, the heater in my car broke.” you said, crying in the inside as it was as cold as hell outside. wonderinh how will you go home without freezing your toes off.

hyunsuk looked at you with worried eyes, “you can’t drive in this weather, you’ll freeze before you even get to your car!” he dramatically exclaimed, being the mom he is.

it probably wasn’t a good idea that all you were wearing is a thin shirt, leggings and your padded coat.

“i thought i was just here to drop off your things that you left at my place, who knew you would drag me to bake cookies with you!” you pouted, genuinely troubled by the situation.

hyunsyuk disappeared for a few seconds, coming back with a blue sweater and a thick blanket. “here wear this and wrap this around you first before you go.” he offered you the items.

you smiled a little to yourself, happy to wear your crush’s sweater, favorite sweater at that. “thank you.” you beamed at him. going to the bathroom to change.

you walked out, doing a little extra twirl for the fun of it. hyunsuk laughed at your antics, “ you look great! better than i ever did when i wore that.” he told you, scraching the back of his neck.

“really? out of the ten thousand times you wore this?!” you teased him, a sly smirk on your lips because he complimented you.

“yeah yeah yeah, you better get going before it gets colder.” he waved you off.

“thank you hyunsuk!! i’ll return this to you when i see you next!” you shouted behind your back, dragging the blanket around your shoulders then walking out the door.

“ oh how i wished you knew how much i like you.” you whispered, driving off.

“But I watch your eyes, as she

Walks by

What a sight for

Sore eyes

Brighter than a

Blue sky

She's got you

Mesmerized

While I die”

“HYUNSUK!!” you shouted from the other side of the field. fumbling with his sweater you were holding.

you ran to him as quick as you can without disrupting other people. “thank you for lending me this.” you genuinely smiled at him. sad to let it go nonetheless.

he took it from your hands. “anytime, y/n.” he said, it was directed at you but his eyes were elsewhere.

you whipped your head at the direction he was looking at. and you saw her, heather. in all her glory. what a sight for sore eyes.

you looked back at hyunsuk, he looked completely out of it. you snap your fingers infront of his face.

“heather huh?” you joked. heart breaking a little as the seconds tick by.

“she’s absolutely stunning, the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen.” he gushed. still looking at her, dazed.

“well, i’ll get going then.” you bid him goodbye not looking him in the eyes because he might see the hurt in yours.

he waved at you as you hurriedly walked away.

“Why would you ever kiss me?

I'm not even half, as pretty”

“y/n, im so sorry, it didn’t mean anything.”

hyunsuk’s words echoed in your head, you grimaced as you recalled what happened.

there was a party at jihoon’s house, you were celebrating jaehyuk’s graduation.

hyunsuk had a little bit to drink while you were completely sober. he pulled you to the backyard.

“y/n, im thinking of confessing to heather after her last class on friday.” he slurred, breath smelling like cheap alcohol.

“oh really?” you pretended to be happy for him. planning on crying the whole night when you got home. “i support you!” you told him in fake excitement.

“thank you for being my bestfriend.” he told you.

and the next thing that happened was completely unexpected.

he smashed his lips into yours. you’re eyed widened in shock and you couldn’t even kiss him back. you pulled away and saw that he was shocked as well.

and you did what you had to in that moment, you ran away.

he voicemailed you the following morning saying that he was sorry and the kiss meant nothing. and that hurt you even more.

“of course, who am i to have you? she’s perfect and im not half as good as her.” you said into thin air, burying your face into your pillow.

“You gave her your sweater

It's just polyester, but you like her better

Wish I were Heather”

in has been 2 weeks since the incident, you and hyunsuk kept in touch since then but not like before, which in your case is a good thing.

you didn’t have to thirdwheel on the newly formed couple every single day.

she held his hand everywhere they went, you could see it everytime they went around campus.

he gave her the same sweater he lended you, but you can’t help but think she looks better than you in it.

he grabbed her by the waist and whispered sweet nothings in her ear as you watch from behind.

silently wishing you were heather.

you lie in bed, you have just woken up about five minutes ago because you remembered jihoon, your boyfriend of a year should be coming home today.

you jump out of bed to prepare a big breakfast as he said he’d arrive at about 11 am. you whipped up his favorite breakfast that included a bunch of pancakes and some scrambled eggs, just the way he likes it.

“BABY!” you jumped at the sound of your boyfriend’s lovely voice, almost spilling the juice you were pouring into a cup.

“jesus christ jihoon. you might as well have given me a heart attack.” you said, walking towards him with arms open.

“im sorry, i got way excited to see you y/n.” he said as he looked you up and down. “looking great in my pj’s.” he chucked.

“oops they’re too comfortable so i get to wear them when u don’t.” you stuck your tongue out to him.

disgustingly enough, jihoon grabbed your tongue when you stuck it at him, making you take a step back from him.

“that’s what you get you big baby!” he exclaimed as he finally hugged you.

“you’re so mean when i even prepared this amazing breakfast for you!” you pouted, making him coo at you.

“here’s your payment.” he cheekily said. “wha-“ you started but got cut off by jihoon pressing his lips softly against your’s.

you melted into the kiss as you have been deprived of his kisses for a week because he was so busy with his debut.

“thank you.” he quietly said as if he didn’t kiss you just now.

“let’s eat jihoonie~” you teased.

“fine.” he pouted.

[12:00 am]

“you’ll always be my day one.” yedam comforts you, you have been worrying about the future now that yedam has officially debuted.

“i know but what if you meet someone else? they’ll be better for you than me.” you argued with him, furrowing your eyebrows.

“no one is better for me than you, no one knows me like you do, please believe me when i say you’re the one for me.” he pleads with you, shooting you his puppy eyes.

fully inspired by conan gray’s song heather, i recommend you listen while reading thank you!

“I still remember

Third of December

Me in your sweater

You said it looked better

On me, than it did you

Only if you knew

How much I liked you”

december third, a day you wished that never ended , it was the day where hyunsuk, your bestfriend since first grade, and you were hanging out at his house baking christmas cookies.

“oh fuck, the heater in my car broke.” you said, crying in the inside as it was as cold as hell outside. wonderinh how will you go home without freezing your toes off.

hyunsuk looked at you with worried eyes, “you can’t drive in this weather, you’ll freeze before you even get to your car!” he dramatically exclaimed, being the mom he is.

it probably wasn’t a good idea that all you were wearing is a thin shirt, leggings and your padded coat.

“i thought i was just here to drop off your things that you left at my place, who knew you would drag me to bake cookies with you!” you pouted, genuinely troubled by the situation.

hyunsyuk disappeared for a few seconds, coming back with a blue sweater and a thick blanket. “here wear this and wrap this around you first before you go.” he offered you the items.

you smiled a little to yourself, happy to wear your crush’s sweater, favorite sweater at that. “thank you.” you beamed at him. going to the bathroom to change.

you walked out, doing a little extra twirl for the fun of it. hyunsuk laughed at your antics, “ you look great! better than i ever did when i wore that.” he told you, scraching the back of his neck.

“really? out of the ten thousand times you wore this?!” you teased him, a sly smirk on your lips because he complimented you.

“yeah yeah yeah, you better get going before it gets colder.” he waved you off.

“thank you hyunsuk!! i’ll return this to you when i see you next!” you shouted behind your back, dragging the blanket around your shoulders then walking out the door.

“ oh how i wished you knew how much i like you.” you whispered, driving off.

“But I watch your eyes, as she

Walks by

What a sight for

Sore eyes

Brighter than a

Blue sky

She's got you

Mesmerized

While I die”

“HYUNSUK!!” you shouted from the other side of the field. fumbling with his sweater you were holding.

you ran to him as quick as you can without disrupting other people. “thank you for lending me this.” you genuinely smiled at him. sad to let it go nonetheless.

he took it from your hands. “anytime, y/n.” he said, it was directed at you but his eyes were elsewhere.

you whipped your head at the direction he was looking at. and you saw her, heather. in all her glory. what a sight for sore eyes.

you looked back at hyunsuk, he looked completely out of it. you snap your fingers infront of his face.

“heather huh?” you joked. heart breaking a little as the seconds tick by.

“she’s absolutely stunning, the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen.” he gushed. still looking at her, dazed.

“well, i’ll get going then.” you bid him goodbye not looking him in the eyes because he might see the hurt in yours.

he waved at you as you hurriedly walked away.

“Why would you ever kiss me?

I'm not even half, as pretty”

“y/n, im so sorry, it didn’t mean anything.”

hyunsuk’s words echoed in your head, you grimaced as you recalled what happened.

there was a party at jihoon’s house, you were celebrating jaehyuk’s graduation.

hyunsuk had a little bit to drink while you were completely sober. he pulled you to the backyard.

“y/n, im thinking of confessing to heather after her last class on friday.” he slurred, breath smelling like cheap alcohol.

“oh really?” you pretended to be happy for him. planning on crying the whole night when you got home. “i support you!” you told him in fake excitement.

“thank you for being my bestfriend.” he told you.

and the next thing that happened was completely unexpected.

he smashed his lips into yours. you’re eyed widened in shock and you couldn’t even kiss him back. you pulled away and saw that he was shocked as well.

and you did what you had to in that moment, you ran away.

he voicemailed you the following morning saying that he was sorry and the kiss meant nothing. and that hurt you even more.

“of course, who am i to have you? she’s perfect and im not half as good as her.” you said into thin air, burying your face into your pillow.

“You gave her your sweater

It's just polyester, but you like her better

Wish I were Heather”

in has been 2 weeks since the incident, you and hyunsuk kept in touch since then but not like before, which in your case is a good thing.

you didn’t have to thirdwheel on the newly formed couple every single day.

she held his hand everywhere they went, you could see it everytime they went around campus.

he gave her the same sweater he lended you, but you can’t help but think she looks better than you in it.

he grabbed her by the waist and whispered sweet nothings in her ear as you watch from behind.

silently wishing you were heather.