Embrace the mystery

to my friends who I am still in contact with, those who I lost contact with, those who were still around and those who, like me, have emerged from the woodwork due to tragedy - I love you I see you I’m thinking of you

it's crazy to think that memories you've had for years will just never look or feel the same again. all those memories from 2012 when i first got into 1D, all the concerts, all the songs and the first time hearing those songs, the first time watching music videos, the posts and memes here on tumblr... like none of it will ever feel the same. it'll always be tinged by loss and a degree of emptiness from here on out.

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

Like not to get Too Deep but 1d was one of the best things to happen to me like I was such a snob when it came to popular media before then and then just…. Everything changed and I started liking stuff I liked cause I liked it and they genuinely made me Nicer and helped me get through some of the worst times of my LIFE like they were my constant never ending source for happiness and STILL ARE and like truly I wouldn’t be who I was rn if it wasn’t for 1d and I’d be a worse person for it like. I’ve never loved anything as long as I’ve loved 1d and I’ll love them forever OK goodbye

Those 5 boys and the community around them held such a strong role in shaping me and knowing one of them is just... no more... I can't explain this feeling.

i know there’s a lot of old one direction fans especially in this fandom so i just wanna say i am hugging you if you want one. be kind to yourself today. be kind to others.

Honestly thought I’d be like 78 years old before I’d get the news that a member of one direction died

sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on