You left me with no apology, no responsibility to claim it was you
You called us a con but it was you the true artist
the invisible notes were left from past loves for me to find warning me of your choices that you were and will never be truly mine
I spoke without riddles and thought you could hear but all my words spoken fell on deaf ears
you blame me for leaving, something I should have done for years . Yet I stayed in your presence and slowly disappeared.
you watched me fade and cry in the dark... I cut... I felt no pain. you knew and said nothing, no light no spark
withered away running as far as my feet would allow... I lost my heart, quieted my voice and my body fell to despair.
you observed me losing and kept on your way.....After 20 years of abuse from a family you set up so high, you chose them over us and I said my goodbyes.
Now 2 years have passed and I am still tied with two strings. No drama from your family no gold wedding rings.
you live your life like you're replacing memories of things once were. I am sure you tell lies and con artist her.
you jet pack away showing off your minute skill , leaving two children behind, wondering when it’s their thrill.
I have 2.5 more years of sharing them with you and then I will send you permanently away.
you are not good for my heart, not brightness for my soul. you chose those people over your own. I gave you everything and you made me feel like nothing.
Even after divorce I betray myself and wonder what I did wrong... I seek answers I will never receive in letters... of your last words you said to me. you say...I did nothing wrong.
my careful words as I start to shut the door.....I say .. you did nothing...and that's what was wrong