Nina🪼

Im a new writer( don’t know if I could say that,I’m just an amateur) ,I write for fun ,nothing serious

This will be updated but for now I don’t know what most my content be like or what it is about,I just know that I’ll try to feed sevika nation,ambessa nation,and all the lesbians girlies as much as I can,amen 🙏🏻

There will be smut and spices,angst ,violence,if you don’t like that please kindly scroll away

Pairings: ambessa x reader

Summary : you and ambessa are having a spicy session ,she’s your romantic partner and also your domme,you are in a bdsm relationship with her ,you are submissive

, light bdsm pictured in this fic( like barely)

Ambessa ,your sweet lover,has been fucking for hours now,not that you had any break to grab your watch and look at the time ,it’s just a mindless guess from you,the woman is sweetly ruthless and gentle at the time with your body,treating it like her most prized possession but also her absolute favorite game toy

See,for someone like ambessa,8ft tall and mascular as hell,also her being a general and going on hours or days long work hours made her incredibly resilient to feeling tired

So here you are,sprawled on your back on her massive bed in her even more massive private chambers,she is strapped and already took out god knows how many orgasms out of you,you lost count after four

You were all sweaty and heaving compared to ambessa who was on her knees between your legs ,a little sweaty ,looking down at you ,all glistening and wet ,your cheeks red and your pussy and lips plump and swollen from all the sweet abuse they took from ambessa

You thought you were done,but ambessa was just taking your image in her mind,you looked so pretty to her,so pliable and moldable in her huge mascular calloused hands, there were evidence of her on every inch of your body,bruises,marks,hickeys, all adorned your body making it look like a masterpiece

It turned her on more,so she simply grabbed your hips and pulled you closer to her,her dark huge strap just resting on top of your vagina

You were feeling mindless,barely even able to register what’s happening around you from all the euphoria and ecstasy you’re feeling,it felt like flying in clouds,it felt like being drugged

But since your body has been overused it was overly sensitive,everywhere,especially your swollen up pussy,it was basically pulsing,so when she put her cock on you it was like an alarm went out in you mind

“C—can’t!… no..” you pleaded hurriedly but barely could talk ,you can’t take no more

“Shhhh it’s fine child, you’re fine,just one more “she reassured so casually and gently ,her tone warm and caring despite her aggressive movements earlier,caressing your thigh sweetly and give a little encouraging squeeze ,cuz what she says is final

Your legs closed in panic

“No…please,l-love.. can’t…”you started whimpering in overwhelming pleasure,hoping your partner would have mercy on you

Ambessa just smiled gently ,cupped your face with her hand ,gently rubbing away your tears from earlier

“I don’t give you something you’re not able to handle ,little one, I know you, I know you can handle it if you leave all this whining”

She continued with the same caring tone, a bit condescending too but not like your brain is working to register that

Her talking was overwhelmingly effective and heartfelt to you ,you calmed a bit,not knowing what to do-tho not like your decision is yours-,but you were hesitant,and ambessa noticed and lowered herself and took your mouth in her abruptly making let out a gasp

Her kiss was loving and hungry, somehow she was managing to touch you so carefully like trying not to break you but so brutal and craving like she was a nymphomaniac beast

Sucking and licking on your lips and tongue,the kiss instantly killed any resistance you had ,and she cut the kiss off with a grin cause she knew that all it took for you to

“Good girl “ she whispered in your face so cunningly it made you sick and hot in your stomach and lower parts..

She straightened her back and grabbed your thighs squeezing them and pulling them apart to reveal your pussy and boy she was salivating to the image of it

“Do me a favor and grab your legs for me dear “

And you did ,obediently and slightly trembling from the scene ,taking in big breathes preparing yourself

“Relax ,I won’t hurt you ,I’ll make it smooth for you” she said without any sarcastic tone ,just genuine love from her to you , you usually love the hurting part since you’re a masochist ,but she understands your body abilities and limit to certain things too,and also she trusts you to use the light system and inform her if you even feel slightly out of scene

Putting her cock outside your entrance ,one of your legs on shoulder ,she lovingly kissed your ankle and caressing your leg ,calming your nervous system down all while maintaining solid eye contact and reading you face and expressions

When she knew it was safe,she started pushing inside of you ,that’s when it truly hit you,the sensation,her thick cock stretching your walls making your whole pelvis floor to tremble ,you gasped and uncontrollably backed up trying to run away from the feeling,but ambessa was quicker and she immediately grounded you with her hands on your leg and stomach

“Breathe”

She commanded,and you tried ,and kept trying to get familiar with the feeling as ambessa kept pushing it all, she stopped for a couple of seconds before pulling it fast making your wall that was clenched on it rub against it hard hitting all the sweet spots and making you whine loudly , making your mind blank

She started thrusting in carefully and out fast , not too fast that you won’t feel all the veins on the silicon strap printing on your walls inside

The sensation of a foreign part penetrating you over and over again was heavenly you started reciting her name like a prayer,that was of course when ambessa gave you a minute to breath without rearranging your agrans

You were a fine mess, squeezing on her huge wrist trying to ground yourself,tears falling and moans feeling the enormous chambers ,you looked so pethatic like that, weak and helpless under her, completely overpowered and controlled ,it made you drip in pleasure and tense your lower regions,and ambessa could tell

She put her palm on your clit and started rubbing gently ,you moaned her name even louder

“Ambessa..ahh-GOD!”

Ambessa chuckled gladly,proud of her work,proud of wrecked you are

“Yes little one?”she said so teasingly,while keep hitting your cervix with great force,harder ,and harder , you felt like a earthquake happening in your body and internal organs

“CUM!anghhh fuck …imma cum!”

Your toes curled in excitement,her stimulating you from inside and outside ,her intense eye contact on you,just her completely was driving you insane ,it took embarrassingly quick time for you bundle of joy to create in your lower parts,and it was about to explode ..again

Ambessa just nodded and smiled in encouragement

“Go ahead, release yourself “

Just a four more pushes inside of your wet and steaming hot vagina and a couple of rubs from her palm,and your were grabbing into her tight, breathing rapidly like a dog and your back arching ,you got to your maximum pleasure and released your orgasm

Your body trembled sharply ,your face contorted in pain and pleasure, unable to hold her gaze in this moment feeling numb in your limbs for a couple of seconds, your heart beating violently you almost think it will explode,and wetness tripling,you finally and slowly come down from your high,new tears adorning your cheeks

Ambessa takes in your state with pride

“It’s over now ,love,you took it well” she said tenderly,fondling your body with her hands anchoring you ,she very slowly and carefully started pulling out

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(This part is only aftercare) once she pulled out completely,you whimpered lowly from the emptiness,she quickly took off the strap and tossed it on the ground before tending to you ,everything in this room will get washed anyway including you two too

Ambessa brushed your hair out of your face ,brushing her digits tenderly against your cheeks , kissing you without tongues,just small pecking your lips and praising you for you endurance

“ such good doll” “ looking so pretty wrecked by me” “you did so well my love “ “ so proud of you”

She wasn’t waiting for your response obviously,she knew you were beyond talking ,she fucked you dump and fucked your brain out

But when you tried to talk and all came out was raspy whines instead of words and sentences,ambessa couldn’t hold herself and laughed at your pethatic attempt

“My,I hope I didn’t fuck the speech out of you ,little one,that would be quite the problem “

You frowned slightly,not trying to respond,but no doubt ambessa knew your pouting expression and she surprisingly adored it ,she loved how real and full of life you looked everytime

She loved you simply

She only smiled and got up , bringing a pillow and leveling you up as you were still quite shaken

She grabbed water that was on the stand beside the bed and one hand under your chin and the other sating you until you you were hydrated again

After that she simply scooped you into her embrace ,her hands gently massaging your neck,shoulders and back avoiding the bruised/marked areas in your body ,and you simply closed your eyes enjoying melting into her touch

“ it was so good…”

You said genuinely,your voice raspy and low

After calming down and all the euphoria leaving you,it was exhaustion that settled in you ,you were literally getting in and out of consciousness and slowly drifting to sleep

Ambessa pulled the soft warm cover on both of you ,she wasn’t technically tired,but laying beside you and seeing your angelic sleeping face was worth wasting a couple of hours on the bed doing nothing but enjoying your closeness or simply staring at you

“You deserve all the good feelings,darlin,now take some rest ,we’ll shower later”

Ambessa replied and tightened her embrace a bit ,she’s never letting you go ,ever ,you are everything she ever hope for in a partner ,she finally found her match and she couldn’t be more content in her life .

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So…I wrote this at 2am after a great orgasm and was like “shit that’s good I should share it” so I hope you guys like it!

No proofread here,maybe I’ll do in the morning and edit some things

Also I just notice how little there are ambessa fic,I’m actively trying to change

English isn’t my first language,so excuses me for any mistakes and I I’ll happy to take any corrections or suggestions you have

She’s your gf and she love you .

Fluff ,comfort,Sevika x reader

Butchfemme relationship,established relationship

You’re having your period soon,the next week probably,it’s not unusual,it’s normal,most uterus owners get periods

What’s not normal is going through the five stage of grief in span of seven days ,yes ,it’s pmdd/pms,pre menstrual dysphoric disorder.

You have it every month ,you know when you have it and get a bad idea like ending everything is “just a phase “,but knowing doesn’t actually make you feel better and it definitely doesn’t lift the big rock of sorrow and gloom on your heart,the feeling of suffocating,wanting to be hit ,or hit someone,it’s very confusing really,you have a hard time understanding yourself let alone describe it to someone else

That’s where conflict rises with sevika , your girlfriend, not that she’s impatient with you or anything,she just doesn’t understand where her sweet loving and gentle spirited girl goes every month and getting swapped by an evil hater ill mannered and short tempered witch -your words,not sevika,she’d scold you if she heard you talk about yourself like that-

So,despite your fears of her not accepting you ,you sat her down one day ,and told her you have pmdd,how your hormone levels completely control your brain chemistry and your brain function,and then you describe how you felt ,empty,numb,depressed,extremely enraged and heated, having self identity crisis ,dysphoria,extremely sensitive and all that without and actual real life event reason so you feel like you’re going insane

Sevika sat down quietly and listened intently ,asked a ton of questions- understandable,and she told you she understand now.

“So you go through hell once a month regularly”

She tried to lighten the mood a bit after you teared up talking and explaining,then reached out and raised your hand and kissed it dearly before interlocking your hands

“I’m so sorry you endure this shit,you totally don’t deserve to be in this mess,you don’t deserve the pain,is there anything I could do to help? Is there any medication that helps?treatments?”

You smiled warmly through your swelled up eyes and tightened your hands in hers

“Having you with me and understanding me eases my pain and worries by a lot ,love. And no,there are no direct treatments,I can take mood stabilizer like SSRIs,but I don’t wanna go that route unless I actually have to “

Sevika nodded in understanding and then grabbing into her lap ,telling you she’d take good care of you now that she’s aware and that it doesn’t make you any less of complicated in her eyes at all ,of course all that while her hands warmed up your body in admiration and her drowning you in kisses and laughter in a way that made you feel like you never experienced any sadness or pain in your life,she had this kinda effect on you

Now ,you can say she didn’t disappoint at all,she’d actually mark when you will have your period so she knows when you’re pmsing,and treat you extra specially and carefully in that time,she cares for you sleep schedule a lot ,making sure to tire in fun activities like going for a walk saying she simply wanna walk with you or turning the music on and asking you for a dance -sevika hated to dance,that’s kinda like last resort for her- or ask you simply to go with her to the gym,or spice things up between you and wreck you completely,you always get sleepy after spicy scenes,this way you’d be in bed before 10pm begging for sleep

Next,your diet,she’d start taking over the kitchen at those times,you would be too tired anyway to cook or function,she makes sure you’re having high nutritional value foods-especially protien and magnesium rich food,it was tiring everyday coming up with new recipes with good nutritional values that you actually like,but sitting down and watching you get happy and giggly when you taste the delicious food literally makes her day and makes her want to cook more just to see you all giddy

Of course,even with all this structure,you still could all the complex emotions that makes you irrational and confused,that unintentionally you take out on sevika,not that you mean to hurt her,you always feel hella awful when you act bad with sevika - mostly ignoring her,snapping at her,accusing her of made up scenarios,trying to light arguments with her-and you hate yourself for it ,but sevika is patient,she’d ignore you ignoring her in a gentle non-punishing way,giving you space , not talking back when you’re snapping-or simply saying that you’re right and she sorry,whatever she thinks will put you at ease, assuring her completely that she loves you in any and every scenario and that even in “if” situation she won’t do you dirty,and she keeps sheepishly silent when you try to argue ,listening to you actually and hearing you ,reminding you that these are not your thoughts and she’s not against you

Truly,9 out of 10 times you get your pms it goes on a lot more peaceful and less stressing that sometimes you just think you don’t have it anymore,all that thanks to sevika .

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Okay yeah im pmsing so bad i have to imagine Sevika comforting me ,and yall it helps,in Sevika magic i trust .

Hurt and comfort,fluff,love confession,work environment

Enjoy<:

Sevika was cold,especially in the work place

She was careful,her interactions calculated,she did what she needed to do in the office and didn’t like chitchatting with the other employees,some would say she was scarier than silco himself and he’s the manager

But not to you

Sevika,somehow,was all docile for you,of course not like she would hug you or show it big ,but you noticed it when you made mistakes others would get fired for but you would get nothing, how when you get confused about doing a job instead of mocking you like she does to other employees,she just simply is patient and helps you, how when you’re late sometimes she just ignores it,and she actually says “good job kiddo” casually when you achieve something,but you realized after talking to other employees that it’s not casual at all ,she never compliments or praise anyone.

But you never took advantage of that,not when other employees asked you to talk to Sevika because she’d listen to you,and not even now,that you were in back alley of the building, trying to calm down your thoughts after nearly having a fight with another employee, they thought you were being too much,dramatic,they didn’t say it but you felt it with their reaction and how they collectively sided with the other one and asking you to “apologize “

One person even asked “you should manage your anger”

Huh?

Maybe you do have an anger management issue,but the other guy was totally at fault,he made you uncomfortable,all he wanted to do was talk and talk and you had to sit and fake laugh at his stupid jokes and tried times and times to show you’re not interested,he just was a dumbass so when you actually respectfully tell him to fuck off you are the asshole?

Stupid shit,you lit a cigar .

It was not helping that you were having a shitty week too,feeling your life crumble and even tho you were outside,you felt like you were suffocating,like miniature being squeezed ,you felt numb and anger and pa-

A clank cut your thoughts off,the door behind you was opened and a huge frame came out,your chest tightened,Sevika

Her expression unreadable as always,stoic,with a bit of a frown,was she here to lecture you? Yell at you? Was she mad? Maybe you should just apologize now before she starts,will you get punished?oh the other will get thrilled,they hate you get special treatment ,they hate you

“Didn’t know you were a smoker”

She,surprisingly enough,said that with a neutral tone ,no trace of anger was heard ,instead,it felt like something else,something soft,like worry maybe?

You sniffed,your nose red with the cold-and angry crying- ,you cleared your throat -or tried,your voice came out hoarse and dim-

“I guess I am now”

“Uh”

She said simply then raised a brow

“Anything to do with the fight in the office?”

She leaned her back on the wall with arms crossed over her chest waiting for your answer

And you froze for a second,tears swelled up in your eyes before you can think ,they told her ,of course they did,what can you say now? You felt like you’re panicking

“I’m sorry-“

“Nah,jack is an asshole ,so many have reported him to HR already,it’s a matter of time before he gets fired,I’m not here for that,I wanna know if you’re okay ,kid”

And you sobbed ,feeling relieved that she wasn’t mad and also emptying all your negative emotions out because this was extremely stressful ,hand over your face ,you cried your heart out ,having little sad whimpers between sobbing ,what made your brain lag for a moment was feeling warm and hugged

Sevika was hugging you,patting your back gently

“Hey,it’s okay love,you can let it out,I’m here,I got you”

You grabbed her tight and started crying even harder,feeling safe in here embrace,she got you

“I’m really tired,I tried—i really did! It hurt -they hate me ,I want home” you kept mumbling incoherent sentences between sobbing,and Sevika was comforting you with simple word like “I get it” “it’s okay” “hmm” and kept caressing you

You calmed down after a few minutes, having small after- cry gasps ,you finally let Sevika go ,she wiped your tears off your cheeks with her big rough hands-and it felt gentler and softer than any touch ever- and leaned a bit down gazing at you directly ,soft eyes,and smiled.

Sevika smiled

Your heart exploded.

“Better?”

You blushed a bit and nodded

“So,wanna tell me what happened,kiddo?”

“Didn’t they tell you? Inside?”

“Yea but I wanna hear it from you ,I trust you”

You blushed harder and averted your gaze ,taking a breath in

“Nothing serious, I was just having a shitty week-“

“I know,it was obvious,and?”

“And jack was bothering me so much, he uses me like I’m his slave,make me do his coffee, force me to listen to his stupid complaints about his wife and family and telling personal stuff that I don’t wanna know , I tried ignoring him politely but he wouldn’t get it,so I told him today that I needed space and suddenly I was being to insensitive and rude,then Cassie got in between and kept defending him saying I was not considerate enough and that if I wanna be a part of this office I should socialize more and what not so I told her to fuck off and the whole office got in my face telling me to apologize “

“And you flipped them?”

She raised a brow in amusement

“And told them I hope they suffocate tonight in their sleep”

Sevika broke out laughing, which brought out a small smile out of you despite your red eyes,she was so beautiful laughing,ethereal even

“Didn’t know you had this side in you”

“Me neither,they just pushed me to my limit “

“I can see that ,honestly they are ruthless,and the age gap between you and the rest of them makes it worse,they see the office as a family because honestly they have no family or friends outside work,they see you as an outsider “

Sevika explained gently,not excusing them but trying to make you thier reasoning

“Also our relationship and the rumors are not helping”

you said before thinking twice,making Sevika frown in confusion tilting her head to the side

“What rumors?”

You burned with shame ,fuck me and my mouth

“Uhmm,you know ,the rumors including me and you ..”

She kept gazing at you confused,waiting for you to elaborate

“Uhmm,you know,they.. they think you treat me differently “

You fidgeted with your fingers avoiding looking at Sevika ,feeling blood rushing to your cheeks and ears

“Different how?”

“Uhmm… they think we are dating,silly huh?”

Silence,just silence

You lift your gaze to her expecting a disgusted look ,but her expression was gentle,almost a soft smile before she asked while gazing at your eyes like she was looking deep into your soul and sighed

“We could be if only you understand hints”

Your eyes got wide with surprise,and confusion,but worst of all,admiration,lust,it filled you,you tried to deny the signs and the hints,thinking you were delusional,not wanting to play yourself,all the while you deadly craved Sevika,her touch,her grey gaze,her sweet -sweet voice and even sweeter words and action made you completely fall for her but you kept saying she’s out of your league ,you couldn’t believe what were you hearing

“What do you mean?”

You asked scared of the answer not be what you want

But oh,it was even more than what you wanted,when you felt Sevika’s full soft lips on yours ,your heart raced like a horse till you thought it would jump out of your chest,one hand grabbing your waist gently,and the other on your cheek and jaw,holding you like you were sacred,and kissing you like was you are everything she wanted in life,the kiss was soft but deep,gentle,caring, and she didn’t break it until you felt out of breath

her forehead on yours,looking at you directly,her dearest possession now that you are in her hands, tears was back to your eyes but this time because of how happy you were ,you can’t count how many times you dreamt of this

“I like you,okay? I have waited enough,I did everything for you to notice but god you are clueless aren’t you? I want you to be mine ,and I want to be yours ,do you understand me?”

You just nodded ,unable to speak,sevika’s hand grew loose around you not sure in your reaction,but you grabbed her hand on your cheeks dearly

“I love you…*sob* .. I…I really do love you,I want to be with you too, and I’ve always wanted to “

You said with weak voice,you who always articulated your words,felt speechless here,but full ,your heart was very full.

Sevika smiled big ,a small chuckle escaped her at how adorable your face looked ,red and soft under her touch

“So,out on Saturday? Dinner? How about that sweet cheeks?”

You chuckled at the nickname,it felt so silly coming out of her mouth ,but it was so good

“Kill me if I said no!”

Sevika laughed ,pecking you with a fast kiss before pulling away laughing cause you were holding to her

“Now,let’s leave that to our date ,no? Also,I’ll need to go back and fire that asshole”

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FIRST TIME EVER WRITING YALL AND ACTUALLY FINISHING IT! Yay!

This work is very uhh-ish, mediocre, and wrote in procrastination to not study , but the fantasizing about sevika’s hug and sevika makes me so happy ,hope you enjoy it,also I’m taking any criticism needed for me to improve and actually grateful for it ,also sorry for any mistakes,English is not my first language.