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한 지성 ⠀smut, fluff, angst, smau. ❦⠀ ── mainly han ff! But write others often! Requests are open! No rpe or SA in req Ⅶ I am learning how to write better pls bare with me!

❀ 사랑、월경. Han Ult!

From⠀ US ⠀!! ⠀【 ... 】  I 🤍 Jilix .   

͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟ ͟      she/her prns . 18

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Sunset and summer air, it felt cool for once..

the smell of the salty sea water and jisung..

Jisung.. 

Your alarm beeps and you shut it off and get up from around jisung and get ready for work as he sleeps, you brush your teeth then your hair, then you get dressed and leave. Jisung for some reason had been super.. distant lately you can’t really find out why. Is he cheating..?

I mean how can he.. you had sex a few days ago.. 

Long work day. You feel drained and not excited to come home mainly because Jisung had been ignoring you. You hate the fact that he is.

You walk up to your apartment you share with him and start to unlock the door and walk in taking your shoes off. “Sungie I’m home.. Sungie?” You hear no response and you go to the bedroom to see if he’s just sleeping and he’s not there.. and some of his clothes are gone..? Where did he go.

You text him and a text comes back as,

“This number has blocked you.”

“Where did you go Jisung..” you place your face in your hands you feel like crying, why did he leave. You end up grabbing your phone and checking socials to maybe to text him through there but he blocked you again and again. You end up crying. You miss jisung. You get up and grab one of the shirts jisung had left and take off your work clothes and put it on and cuddle up to his pillow. “I miss you already..”

It’s been about 2 weeks since Jisung had left without even telling you and depression has been hitting you like a brick. You've been cutting yourself and thinking about suicide. You can’t do anything now.

One day you decide to go to the beach nearby and just go there to watch the sunset to calm your nerves. The breeze feels amazing and the water is so calming. You wish you could stay here forever.

But then looking over you see someone.

Jisung… crying.

You remember the day, the day Seungmin said “I love you” in front of an entire audience.. You felt uncomfortable, and rejected him. But, he didn't take it very well.. 

That day still remains in your head. It replays, the faces people made, it’s burned into your head it wont leave.

That day still remains in your head. It replays, the faces people made, it’s burned into your head it wont leave. “So um,” Seungmin taps your shoulder. “I- um..” Seungmin stutters and the audience goes silent, you had a mic in hand talking about how grateful you are to get a win, “(Name).. I love you.” you froze and you only saw the audience.. And their disgusted faces.. There comments you could hear even from afar.. You couldn’t move, you felt embarrassed, your face was down not looking at him. “Seungmin.. I'm sorry but- I’m not interested..” The mic is up to your mouth as you tell him that, but the thing is.. He was wanting to be rejected..

It’s your day off, finally a day away from idol duties you have decided to just chill at the dorm and just sleep all day. 

It's about 10am and you are just lying in bed scrolling through your phone until you find a post of that moment again. And text over it saying hateful things to you for rejecting him. You just block the person and continue to scroll due to always seeing them posts. You did have your reasons on why you did reject seungmin though.

One reason is that he always acts super weird around you.. like he watches you all the time. Another is that you’re just not ready for a relationship yet.

Your stomach growls and you move to sit up “I’m gonna go get something to eat” you say to yourself, you get up and get a bra and a more appropriate shirt and shorts on and head out of your room and see one of your group mates chilling in the dorm living room. “I’m gonna go get some food, I will be back.” You say and put your shoes on and grab a mask to cover your face and head out.You get to a local restaurant and order some food to go, you could’ve easily ordered online but you wanted some fresh air so why not take a little walk and maybe after get some actual clothes on and go out shopping or something. 

You walk up to the cash register and order your food and wait, while waiting a few people recognize you and ask for an autograph and they leave you alone and leave. “Order for (Name).” You walk up and grab the bag out of their hands and leave and walk home stopping by a convenience store to grab a few drinks as well. 

“Thank you!” You walk out of the convenience store and something feels off? You can’t put your thoughts into it but you feel like someone is watching you.. and you don’t know who. “Who the fuck is following me.. I knew I should’ve just stayed home oh my god..” you thought and looked around making sure you weren’t crazy but it seems like you are. No one is there..

You get home safely and you place the food on the table and take everything out of the bag and grab some utensils and sit down and start eating.

Seungmin loves you, he does so much to the point it’s unhealthy.. he stalks you all the time, your social media, your idol activities.. He has even hired a saseang when he can’t and they will take pictures and send them to him. None of his group mates know about his obsession, and he hopes to keep it secret.Seungmin owns all of your groups albums, and specifically all of your photocards, and postcards and you specific inclusions.. he hides all of this from his members. He wants no one to know about this, no one to know how jealous he is of any guy that is within a one mile radius of you and he wants to kill anyone that gets near you. He did kill once. It was another idol.

 “Hey, seungmin.. are you okay?” Bangchan asks seungmin as he lies on the floor “yeah I’m fine..” Seungmin replies. He gets up and moves towards his room and closes his door and locks it.

Seungmin walks into his room and looks for his stuff of you. He hides his stuff in a large drawer that he could easily lock but also to fit everything. “Where is my key..” Seungmin looks around and finds it and opens the drawer, and sees things out of place. “Who got into my shit fuck oh god..”

Seungmin panics and he doesn’t remember anyone coming into his room he normally always locks his door. Then he hears a knock at his door he gets up nervously and walks to his door and cracks it open to see who is there.. he sees Minho. “H-hey Minho um what do you want?” Seungmin asks with a tremble at his voice. “May I come in?” He asks with a smirk and seungmin lets Minho in and he sits on his bed. Seungmin closes the door, 

“I know your secret.” 

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Notes - This fic is like over a year old? I started writing it forever ago. The ending is undecided and also may take awhile for chapters due to school. Some things are prewritten so it may not be fully proofread. FOR CHAPERS its undecided on the amount. It may be over 10. I have no clue.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2 (in progress)

"J-ji..." You can't breath much, his arm is around your neck. But it feels nice so why are you complaining.

"You wanted it." He says and starts to flex his arm more around your neck. You start choking. He hums then moves down to between your legs and rubs your clothed clit softly and you start to jerk at the sensation.

"Your such a slut you know that?" His voice is so casual as he says that, so addicting. You try to nod but can't with his arm around your neck. You let out very slow breaths as thats all you can manage to do.

He uses his fingers to push aside your sleep shorts and panties and rubs your clit softly. "Mm so wet for me yeah?" He chuckles and kisses the top of your head. "Doing so well.." He continues to rub your clit and you choke out moans and your body continues to jerk. "S-sung-gie.." You can barely even speak. "Aww having troubles speaking?" He coos and smirks, he starts to play with the entrance. You want him to put his fingers in so badly but hes just teasing. "How badly do you want it?" He says,

"p-ple-please"

He inserts his fingers in and starts to pump them inside. "So tight baby.." he smiles and you feel like your gonna pass out due to the choking, but it feels too good to ask him to stop.

"Gonna cum?" He asks and you try and nod and he goes a bit faster. "Such a good girl for me yeah?" He groans and you start to jerk again and he knows your about to cum. "Go ahead." He mumbles and you release on his fingers and he removes his arm from around your throat, takes his fingers out and you start gasping for air.

"Was it too much angel?" He tilts his head.

Bf Bangchan who would... Literally always text you making sure your fine and all your needs are to his standards. Hes very overprotective in a healthy way. He just looks out for you so much.

Bf Bangchan who would... Always send you lunches when hes out and not able to make food with you. He loves to cook with you especially at dinner. He always makes sure your tummy is full.

Bf Bangchan who would... Constantly shower you in affection, he doesn't mind PDA when it comes to you. He will proudly say your his. He will remain close to you all the time, but when you want space he will gladly give it to you.

Bf Bangchan who would... Try and make room for a date night once a week. Always trys to do fancy restaurants and or late night shopping. With his insomnia he don't mind to stay up he'd rather do this than struggle to sleep.

Bf Bangchan who would... Get you gifts and anything you want. He doesn't care how much it costs if you want it he will buy it.

Bf Bangchan who would... When shopping hold all your bags from shopping so you can browse without struggle.

Bf Bangchan who would... Gift you flowers once a week and make sure they are the prettiest he can find. He always wants the best for you.

Bf Bangchan who would... Try to get into any intrests you love. If your into a certain anime he will beg to watch it with you. He always wants to know what your interested in so he can be closer with you.

Bf Bangchan who would... Cuddle with you constantly if your near him on a couch or anywhere. He loves to be close to you and you enjoy it.

Bf Bangchan who would... Try his best to take you to every single tour stop. He will pay for everything if he has to pay for flight tickets if the company says no he will do it. He wants you to see how his life is like during tour. And to have you with him if he needs the support.

Bf Bangchan who would... Say how much he loves you in the mornings, give you so many kisses all over.

Bf Bangchan who would... Make love to you in the mornings. He loves how the light shines through the windows in the morning. He doesn't do it often but when he dose he likes to take it slow. He isnt into quickies or rough sex unless he is in the mood which is very very very rare.

Bf Bangchan who would... Send you a text about 100 things he loves about you.

Bf Bangchan who would... Always be their for you emotional and mentally. He doesn't want you sad and Always wants you to be honest. And he will open up to you as well.

Bf Bangchan who would... Fall asleep on your chest so peacefully and doesn't struggle. When hes with you its like his insomnia goes away.

Bf Bangchan who would... Love you for the rest of his life. And hope he will love you in every life.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Take you on beach dates just to hear the waves and the way your hair flows in the wind. And how you look in the moonlight.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Take you back to the dorm after the beach date and cuddle you to sleep. He makes sure your asleep before he falls asleep.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Wake you up so softly and make sure you always have tea or coffee when you wake up, and pamper you with kisses.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Always write a love poem for you before he leaves for work, he writes everything from his heart. And you save every single one of them poems.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Make sure your always cared for, he will always buy you lunch every day.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Come home everyday even when he is exhausted and cook dinner with you. He loves cooking dinner with you he loves how romantic it is.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Take showers with you and make sure your all washed and you wash him. He makes sure your all taken care of. He brushes your hair, dresses you. And you return the favor back.

Bf Hyunjin who would... play songs in the background while you guys fall asleep, he plays cigarettes after sex definitely and loves to imagine them love songs about you and him.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Wake you up on his day off so you guys could go out to breakfast. He would pick the most fancy and luxurious spot for the breakfast.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Paint you, he has nude paintings and drawings of you he keeps to himself. He will stare at your figure and face for hours before even painting it. And hes able to paint and draw you from memory from the amount of times he stares at you.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Do painting dates once a month, he would paint whatever you want and you would paint whatever he wants. And he always loves how yours turn out. He saves and cherishs every one of them.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Always be their for you emotionally and will always check in on you.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Always make sure you feel loved even if hes across the world for touring. Always texting you and always calling you.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Make love to you often, he loves the emotional depth to sex. He will never see it as a hobby but as a way to emotionally connect. He loves the way it feels and he will always prefer this over a quick fuck.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Make love to you before he leaves for tour. He will make sure he takes his time to make you feel good before he leaves for a month.

Bf Hyunjin who would... Love you for the rest of his life, he wants to be someone's first and last love and he found you. His love forever.

Jisung is stressed but also excited, he's gonna be at the Met Gala so obviously gonna be excited. But also super stressed because this is one of his first real big events he's ever been invited too.

Tommy decided to buy you a ticket and conveniced Anna to put you on the guest list because you are stunning, almost like your a model. You have done some modeling before so its not like your unknown aside being Jisungs girlfriend. But they designed you this absolutely gorgeous red dress to match with Jisungs suit.

Currently, the day of the Met Gala it's super hectic. Early morning getting up super early, you didn't mind it nor did Jisung just so much happening around with makeup artists and also tailors to help with modifications. He just couldn't take the loud noises.

Drinking a cup of coffee and your sitting besides him,

"Ji, you excited?"

"I am but also super stressed.." He sighs and runs his hand through his hair, his makeup is already done just waiting for his hair. You have gotten your makeup done as well but that doesn’t stop jisung from what he is about to do.

"Come." He gets up and you stand up as suit and he walks to the bathroom and you follow in, he closes the door and locks it. "Jisungie what are you about to do?" You say softly your face questioning him but his face is just very tense. He walks up towards you and kisses you very hungrily and then he pushes you up against the wall pining you down, making a thud. You moan softly and he just keeps going, his hands make up up underneath your tanktop and start to pull it up.

"Need you so fucking bad." His voice hungry and he takes off your tanktop then unclasping your bra. You whimper and you grab the bow to his robe and untie it and he then shakes the robe off.

He then takes off his boxers then takes off your shorts and panties both at the same time and already lines up at your entrance and teases you slightly.

"Want it?"

You nod, "Use your words baby."

"P-please yes.." He pushes in without hesitation and starts a quick pace, all you hear in the bathroom is skin slapping and moaning and could be heard from outside the bathroom. "So fucking pretty yeah? Fuck your moans make me want to cum already." He groans and he keeps going faster and you try and muffle out your moans with your hand. "Mssungie.. mmfucksmm s-so much.."

"Like it when I fuck you dumb yeah?"

He starts to play with your clit and he can tell your close, as well as him. "Cum for me?" He looks at your eyes and your eyes are lining with tears from heald back moans.

You finally cum with a high pitch squeak and he cums inside you. "S-sungie..." you gasp softly and he slides out and finds a washcloth and wets it and cleans you off. "Sorry I was so rough.. just needed to blow off steam." He coos "I love you." He smiles, "I love you too."

You guys both emerge from the bathroom and you see Chan standing right in front of the door. "Jisung your like a fucking rabbit literally everyone heard you and her fucking." He sighs and shakes his head in disapproval and jisung gives a smirk, "Sorry just was kinda stressed you know?" And Chan just walks away.

"Your makeup is messed up by the way baby." Jisung points out looking at your face.

Jeongin recently got you some new clothes, and he made sure everything was to your taste and to your preferences. He loved styling you like you were his own doll. Enjoyed it a ton, could choose everything you put on even panties.

It's your night out with him, you haven't really been able to see him recently due to comeback preparation. But he somehow was able to make time to choose your outfit for the night out.

Wearing a black evening gown with some heels and some dainty jewelery. Well, Jeongin got ready inside of the practice room and took a shower at the JYP building. He didn't have time to run home.

Jeongin picked you up at the dorms in his car, and he just can't believe how amazing you look in that evening gown.. But he has to keep the excitement in.

"Hi baby, you look so pretty."

And you smile and finally buckle your seat belt in. "You're pretty too innie." Your face is looking so stunning, your expression too. He can't keep his eyes off you.

At the restaurant, he kept giving you this hungry expression like he wanted something badly. But you ignored it, or at least tried to. He kept brushing his hands on your thighs under the table. He couldn't reach under your dress sadly, which made him sad. He just wanted to touch you all over.

"Baby, let's go somewhere private real quick, okay?" He says his voice very low and has a flirty undertone to it. You nod innocently, not knowing what he was wanting to do.

Back in a very closed off area of the restaurant where no one ever entered, he kissed you. "Innie.. what do you want.

"On your knees." He commanded, and you obey him and get on your knees. He unzips his slacks and pulls down his boxers slightly to free his cock.

"Suck."

You do what he says and take his dick in your mouth. Letting out very faint moans here and their. "Fuckkkkk feel so good slut... maybe I should just fuck you here." He murmurs softly, "Should I end the dinner now? Want my cock for dinner instead?" He coos and pats your head as you bob it back and forth.

"Answer me."

"Y-yes s-sir, please.. I only want you for dinner.." You pant out, and your makeup is slightly ruined due to the tears from sucking him.

"Good girl.. let me cum in your mouth and we will get going, yeah?"