What she says: Iâm fine
What she means: Anastasiaâs Stay, I Pray You is a remarkable, heart-wrenching piece on multiple levels. First is the fact that it is a quiet yet powerful nod to the Russian tradition of waiting by the door before a long journey; passengers are called to board the train, Vlad murmurs, âWe should go,â and yet everyone pauses and looks on, off beyond the stage to the land, the home theyâre leaving behind. They stand, some sit, all performing this Russian ritual of waiting before going off on their trip from which there will be no return. In the practical sense, this custom helps the traveler remember if theyâve forgotten an item they need; in this case, it lets these refugees remember their home, lest there come a day when they look back and forget even a single detail of their harsh and sweet and bitter time in Russia.
Secondly, the fact that Constantine Germanacos starts off the song (with nothing but vocals, letting his words and call for a moment be the sole focus at first); this is important because he not only plays the ill-fated Count Ipolitov but also the late Tsar Nicholas II, Anastasiaâs father. In the Prologue and Once Upon a December, we see Anastasia/Anya dance with her father, and each time he bends down on one knee while she dances around him. Count Ipolitov gets down on one knee and kisses her hand. This is the prelude to Stay, I Pray You: Anya, in a way, connecting with her father from a lifetime before one final time. This introduction connects her (and us) with the past, ties together Anyaâs previous life and current, before she sets out to find her future. Before they all set out to find their futures.
Thirdly is how true Stay, I Pray You is to the experience of leaving home, of leaving Russia. The entire spectrum of emotions is captured in this song. They all wonder, how could they possibly leave, how could they justify to their home that they canât be there any longer? And so they beg for a minute- not to explain themselves, because they canât even know where to begin; rather, they ask for a moment to do all that they can do: say goodbye. Goodbye to all of Russia, to the natural and the man-made; Russiaâs native rivers and greenery, the bridges constructed to knit together a sweeping land, to a sky that should be the same everywhere but very much isnât. They canât ever look up at the sky the same way, because it wonât be from their native land, amongst all theyâve ever known. And though they ask how they can possibly break the tie, thatâs all they do- ask, but donât attempt it in this song, because for now all there is to do is remember and say farewell.
There was joy and sadness, as there is in life; the singers are honest, do not exclude anything negative from their experience in Russia because then they are not saying goodbye to all of Russia, all of their home. And through it all, through scars that wonât ever go away, they will bless and love and thank their home for the rest of their lives.
Anya, Dmitry, and Vlad further this trend of capturing every emotion during this farewell. Anya says âNever to return,â which we know to be a source of sadness for her not just because of the song Stay, I Pray You, but when she insists to Vlad âRussia is more beautifulâ than France. She still loves it, itâs always a part of her, and to leave forever is something she has to face as one faces any other heartache. Dmitry, however, sees it as âfinally breaking free,â because to him life in Russia is one of hardship; refugees can relate to this, and understand that remorse and fear of the unknown can coexist with an eagerness and readiness to flee a place. Vlad asks âhow to close the door,â a nod to the lives they all had in their homeland.
Ultimately, Stay, I Pray You is absolute brilliance. The vocals and instrumental choices were done as such that this is left as music of the heart, and left general enough that anyone faced with this overwhelming event in life can relate, can find themselves somewhere- everywhere- in these lyrics.