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Come to think of it I may not have had avian flu in December. It is true that I did dissect a bird during an surge in avian flu cases but I also did that inside a cold damp garage, whilst menstruating. Much to think about

The other day, I think early in Sunday’s morning, I woke up on hearing an owl hooting outside of my window. I would have recorded it but opening both eyes is arduous, so I think I only had one open, and I lay there until the bird was gone. They make a sweet sound, onomatopoeic, they suit their selves very well. I fell asleep afterwards and had a bad dream

It is a bit of a shame that so many people will say something to insinuate another thing, but the things spoken aloud are not very ambiguous. Because they are not ambiguous I say them expecting a response directly correlated to what I said, which may be a direct answer or nothing at all, but people will give the learnt answer instead. Shut up!!!!!!

I really have injured my hand in writing too much. Kitty: but you at least have worked hard. Okay. Thank you

I wish I could think of how my thought is disrupted

I wish I did not let downsides of confrontation outweigh the potential benefit considering the circumstances is only lovely once you consider them in confrontation and present the issues understanding that mutual awareness does more than not saying a word. It may be that some people I find to be hopelessly insufferable are hopeless and stagnant,and so I can’t stand to waste any of my valuable time that can be spent on productive things, in actuality nothing, on ensuring change for the better but you know, whatever I say, it never permeates past letters, It isn’t that rejecting probabilities whilst never having proven them is something I’ve done consistently. I know myself that caring too much will be worse, so I shouldn’t and I don’t, and I’ll make communications but magnetism binds me to people whose brains are creeping from their nostrils thus it makes no sense when an unambiguous no is put forward and those drivelling freaks keep cataract blanched retinas set on theirselves and primevality. That’s what you believe. Fine. Ok. Should you hear word relating to my self again it will be of my abdominal aorta being speared by a fragment of my pelvis and I died that will not be suicide though it will be your fault

The wind is quite strong, it has been for some time now really, I like being able to hear it without seeing it through the darkness

My headphones are broken so I never really know if I’m listening to noise properly because it just sounds like that any way. Fuck. This is disruptive to echolocation. And these sounds will be inaudible in 12 years.

It would be ideal to consult others over decisions I can’t make. Kitty: That’s very insightful

The angel on my shoulder tells me,..... No...I shan’t say...