My mind... My Hell..

Name's Cody, 20 almost 21 years of self warfare inside old. I'm struggling with huge depression, suicidal thoughts,anxiety to a pretty sever degree, insomnia, and an alienation syndrome (I don't feel accepted/welcome anywhere). I've gone through a few books worth of wars on myself in my head. I've also had my fair share of abuse of kinds. (none by family!) I love photography, music, books, some video games, anime, and art. I want to be a photographer for a living and am also a musician, but I'll be honest... I'm lucky enough to get through the day. I don't self harm nor do I promote it, and I will always be the guy that helps you out no matter what... even if I get hurt by it. Won't you stay and see the battlegrounds of my psyche?