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If you could read my mind, would you? Would you want to know how I think? How I feel, about you? Would you want to travel to the dark places, the coldest regions of my mind? If you could read my mind, would you want to know the lies my thoughts tell? The way I convince myself of things sometimes. The way I lie about being the person you see because I don’t want you to see me. The real me. If you could read my mind, would you even do it? Would you want to know what turns in my brain, what grinds around and won’t stop? The fears of not being what this world expects. That’s whats on my mind. Would you want to read all that?

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Tak selalu kebahagianmu itu berbentuk hadirnya seseorang. Tuhan jauh lebih tau apa yang kau butuh.Mungkin, selalu sendiri hari ini hanyalah agar kamu bisa mencintai diri sendiri lebih dalam sehingga kelak bahagiamu tak harus bergantung dari hadirnya seseorang.

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It is only once in a while that you see someone whose electricity and presence matches yours at that moment.

I hope you learn to let go of all the things not meant for you.

I hope you find someone that understands that you are all they’ll ever need.

I still wonder about the things you do.

Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.

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