J U N K

So I read The Mortal Instruments Series two years ago and through browsing the internet I learned that there’s a prequel. I downloaded all three books (i always download pdfs bc im a broke ass bitch) but I never got to read them right after I finished TMI. I attempted to but I just didn’t feel it. Idk why, probably because the pdf I got was soooo small-fonted(im making up terms now) and I didn’t like the format much. And I was still fresh from the rollercoaster feels of TMI and I was soooo busy with school to dedicate my time into a book series. 

But now that I’ve got nothing to do anymore (3 months unemployed since graduation yay), I finally opened the pdf and gave it a chance. 

And all I’ve got to say is that I was soooo hooked that I finished all of them in less than a week.Last night I finally finished the third book and I COULDN’T HELP BUT CRY????

I already knew that Jem was going to become a Silent Brother and that Will and Tessa would end up together. But the dilemma Tessa had when Jem proposed to her???? And when Will and Tessa thought he died but then they saw him alive in Cadair, Idris??? JESUS MY FEELS. AND WHEN HE VISITED TESSA AND WILL FOR THE “LAST” TIME GODDAMIT I CAN FEEL TESSA AND WILL’S PAIN AND ATTACHMENT. I MEAN, IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR ME WHEN THEY’RE BOOK CHARACTERS?  And what made the feels worse wAS THE EPILOGUE. When Will was dying and all their kids, grandchildren, and friends were there??? And when Tessa remained looking like an eighteen-year old but Will was all wrinkly??? AND WHEN JEM CAME AND PLAYED THE VIOLIN. I WOULDVE THOUGHT HE FORGOT HOW TO BU T NOOOO. AND THEN JEM AND TESSA FINALLY MEETING AGAIN IN THE MODERN WORLD. AND WILL ISN’T THERE ANYMORE. I WAS SO FUCKING SAD ABOUT THE EPILOGUE THAT I ACTUALLY CRIED.

I really hate it when OTPs have one of them immortal bECAUSE THE SEPARATION AFTER DEATH OF THE MORTAL. Now I can picture out Alec and Magnus :(

But anyway, onward to the not so sad bits!

There are sooo many good bits. Like the cave sex Will and Tessa had? Damn, now we know where Jace takes after lol.  AND MAGNUS BANE AND WOOSLEY SCOTT!!! They’re so gay I love them.

Also, I always pictured James McAvoy as Henry and forgive me for wanting to laugh, but when Henry said that he couldn’t feel his legs, I was laughing because seriously, Professor X? And Gideon and Gabriel, oh my gosh. I actually pictured Dom Sherwood as Gideon and Matt Daddario as Gabriel (bc they’re sooo alike wtf) and Victoria Justice as Cecily Herondale (i ship her and matt, srsly watch naomi and ely’s kiss list). I just go kilig all over because of Gabriel and Cecy. 

 Anyway, I believe this post is too long now and would probably bore anyone who read it so I’m going to stop now. But to to conclude everything, IT WAS SO GOOD I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH LIFE NOW.