TIA

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Okay I will be deleting this app again

Ever since I heard you were engaged you’ve been on my mind 24/7 even in my sleep like I deadass had a fucking dream about you about us like what the fuck. I honestly thought I was over you but this whole quarantine thing got me thinking, thinking bout everything stuck in my thoughts. It’s like everytime I move on it’s like you suck me back in and the worst part is you haven’t said a single word to me in months. Sometimes I look back at our memories and just randomly smile and in the back of my mind I know u don’t think of them anymore, in the back of my mind I know all of our memories are being replaced by your new friends and new man. I just wonder sometimes do you think of me do you ever think of all the times we had the memories did you delete our pictures on you phone. Do you hate me for the way I fell off the face of your world. Are you happy with how your life is going. You know when you came home that one time I had to pass your house to pick up my cousin and I saw you outside and it took everything in me to not pull into your driveway to say hi or get one final hug the only option I had was to floor it as soon as I saw ur little 4’11 self sitting on the bed of your dads truck and I thought I was completely over you but the quarantine has got me thinking... thinking a lot about if I’m ready to date or do I just miss affection from someone.