Living inside your head is the worst place ever. -

Nothing. Just posting as a testament that I'm still alive.

Going to HK but I'm sick af 😔

Everyday I wake up questioning my own existence 😔

It's been a year since I brought my mom to the hospital..... She never came back. 😔

I just want a hug to be honest. I can't remember the last time I was hugged. Was it during my mom's funeral? I'm not sure anymore. My heart feels heavy. 😔

Had a good cry. I really needed it 😔

I feel like my heart is being ripped apart. I opened my mom's phone today to retrieve all of her social media accounts. My heart fucking hurts. I miss you so much mama 😔

Here we go again

Whenever my anxiety attacks, I always dream of my mom 😔

Kahit sa panaginip gusto ko na mamatay

I'm at this point in my life where I question my own sanity. I can't even recognize myself. I just know that I'm not it. Not that person that I used to be. Idk what to do. Idk until when my sanity will hold on. 😞

My go to whenever I'm sad and down 😔