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You don’t care for my feelings nor dyou give a damn about me like you used to anymore. Bumped my head cos you pulled me down and you couldn’t even be bothered to pick me up or say you’re sorry? Lol how am I still putting up with your bs. How can I only see your beautiful and neglect all the hurt you cause me. I find you so perfect but your attitude towards me really suck. I won’t break up with you yet. I’ll just keep the patience till you decide what your really want. In the mean time, it’s time I focus entirely on my career and stop all relationships and feelings. They fuck me up bad and brings me no where. At least you taught me this. I’m not suited to stay committed to a person I realised. For I give too much and always and forever, end up neglecting myself. Far worse, I put myself in the worst spot, foregoing submissions and in the past, exams. This the reason I kept jumping schools. I don’t love myself enough to know my worth. Enough of all these negative people bringing me down. Time to pick myself up for nobody will do that for me. Time to focus on myself and my happiness for nobody is going to give a damn about my feelings. People say a lot of shit but the only person down for me is me.