i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

person (non-practicing)

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

Back when i was like. 9 i watched a cuck porn video And i didnt quite understand the concept of what it was But i remember being so sad about how the woman was talking to her husband while she was fucking this other guy. and then she broke the couch and she said "uh oh sweetie we broke your couch.." all condescendingly And then he said "i LOVED that couch.😕" and it made me so upset i cried

guys you gotta stop thinking of women in their 30s as elderly it’s just misogyny

you also gotta stop thinking about actual elderly women as lesser human beings. Youth is not a measure of one’s worth.

they dont tell you this but you carry your upset younger self in you like a parasitic twin

hey sorry for being so snappish earlier i was in a bad mood. and im still in a bad mood so can you fuck off

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

How about Other people start worrying about how I perceive them

the problem with employment is it gives you money to purchase video games but it takes away your time to play video games. Mao spoke of this

What I’ve discovered is that even if someone gives u permission to be obsessed and pathetic and annoying u cannotttttttt do that do u hear me!! You have to be more interested in research and poetry and perhaps even martial arts

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me