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Mi allarmava il fatto di avere tante difficoltà con le persone. Non ce n'erano molte che mi andassero bene.

“the courage it took to get out of bed each morning to face the same things over and over was enormous.”

I’ve had so many knives stuck into me. When they hand me a flower, I can’t quite make out what it is. It takes time.

“I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.”