Lesbians Do It Better

No minors

No ageless or blank blogs (18+ doesn’t count as an age)

Transphobes, homophobes, racists and general assholes will be blocked so don’t try it

Kinks:

Daddy and soft dom

Mommy is okay sometimes

Pet play

Praise

Body worship

Sweet sweet dirty talk

A slap here and there if you deserve it

Hard Limits and things I will NOT do:

Scat/Piss/Blood

Incest

Rape/non-con/rape play

Pregnancy kink

Age play

Tags:

🥵 - usually when I’m down bad

rambles - my own posts

horny rambles - my own posts but I’m hard

omega💦 - for baby girl

So yesterday I deleted tumblr because I was getting so worked up and upset about sex that the idea of having an NSFW account made me feel sick. My relationship with sex and intimacy is unhealthy. I don’t think sex is a positive thing as I’ve never had a positive experience. I’ve been SA’d more than once and one of those times was with someone I wanted to marry at the time. I don’t know what good, healthy or consensual sex is supposed to feel like, my brain can’t understand that it’s pleasurable or that someone wants it. This makes everything a lot harder for me to deal with so I’ve decided to stay away from porn and to stop masturbating for as long as I need to.

I doubt anyone actually cares about this, I get it if you don’t, but I just want to put it out to the world what I’m doing as a reminder to myself. I force myself to masturbate 90% of the time I do it. I’m not horny, I’m just bored and I’m used to forcing myself/being forced/made to feel like I should get off or do something sexual. I don’t really enjoy it at all. So I won’t be on this account for however long I do this for.

I hope no one else ever feels the way I do. It’s a horrible and exhausting cycle, being made to feel like I’m broken because I hate sex but then force myself to watch it anyway. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.