CLOCKWORK KISSER

Personal blog for 18+ purposes

For:

Sharing art

Sharing thoughts

Sharing fantasies

Talking about series and games

Acting like myself in a safe space :3 (I like acting childish and it might be either age dream or ddlb)

Figuring out myself

I like:

Seriessss!!! :> (bfdi, INANIMATE INSANITY, animation vs animator, The Boys -its terrible past season 3-)

Building games (Adopt me, Minecraft)

I wish I could get Tomadochi Life :<

Fictional characters

Organizing ocs (toyhouse basically)

THIS BLOG IS PROSHIPPER SAFE. DONT LIKE DONT READ (doesnt mean that I love darkships, they actually make me sick)

Imagine smooching them, they would be so flustered. And if you know the sensitive parts of one- you know *all* of them. The other would have no idea how you found their special spot that makes them tremble and moan. Cute :>

I bet they were never loved before, they would melt under love

"more than a clone, part of a team. More than a team, part of a family!" Ok then, come here so we can make a family you gray cutie.

Btw, if you bottom- just know that you will have to deal with a bunch of needy men who are super affectionate and easily addicted to love... Warning: may look extremely cute while they get addicted to how good and tight you feel.

And if you top- the ones not currently getting topped will watch the scene drooling and waiting for their turn. The one getting topped would be a moaning mess, loving to be controlled by someone else who isnt Hacker (they love Hacker platonically, this just hits differently).

The giga chad BFDI and Inanimate Insanity, who did it first and didnt market it as "wow, we are the best indie to ever indie" but instead it was just creators being happy to show their shows on theaters: excuse us?

I guess II and BFDI dont count because they arent the next Disne- oops, I mean, the totallyyy giga chad Glitch who will totally make the animation industry better, of course

I feel like these spaces are not safe for them, and seeing dark/18+ content as a minor was a terrible experience to me.

Decided to make pride art with my healthiest ship for good representation: Blue and Orange. Blue and Orange have healthy communication, even in difficult situations (like the one in where Green is banging Orange's inner god. Blue comforts him about it and assures that he knows Orange wouldnt cheat on him and that his inner god is just freaky, while Orange promises that he wouldnt). I headcannon Orange as pansexual and Blue as gay. They are happily dating. Blue likes to cook for his boyfriend and Orange supports his cooking skills (this man will never be hungry). Happy pride to everyone who is lgbtq+!

I was thinking about making polyamorous bisexual Hacker (our polyamorous bi king) with his wife (straight ally and polyamorous) Mitsi (our queen). But I got lazy. Maybe later.

I also wanted to draw a black character after all the shit going on on the internet. But I think I kind of can see Orange as black because of his skin tone (orange is close in the color circle wheel)- maybe Blue too? I think the most popular black headcannon is Green, so maybe if Im not too lazy, I will draw Green in pride art. Maybe bisexual green.

Im afraid someone, one day, will find that post and think that I havent changed at all and that I support horrible things and then reduce me to that one day of my life in where I did that just because I wanted to comprehend why horrible people did things. And that day, before I even went through all the way, I noticed "oh my god, those people are truly heartless if they go farther than this, I dont want to be this. I wont even begin this. I will just stop right here before I do something that I cant take back.". I remember thinking exactly this "lets test it, because why do people do it? I want to understand them. Let me pick something I dont like much". And I feel horrible for that. For the choice. For how I was close to doing it. But I am grateful for the moment I noticed, just before I began "oh my god this is horrible I am so sorry". I cried that day. It was horrible. I have no idea how people love it. I have no idea how a human being can do it. I feel unworthy of being traumatized by it, because its my fault and nobody else's. I am so sorry.

I dont understand why I even thought about doing that.

Im scared I wont be able to post my art anymore and wont be seen as a normal human being anymore. Im scared of attracting the wrong kind of people, and then they see me as an example, as someone worth glorifying. "She is just like us fr!" No, Im not. If you support this, get away from me. Im scared of people.

If you ever find that post, just know, that yes, I regret it. And I prefer forgetting about it than forgiving myself. And no, I dont support it, I dont glorify it, I dont feel good about it, I dont get joy from it. You will know if you find it. And I hope no one ever does.

Im sorry. I hope I can still be a good person and redeem myself. I dont want to be bad.

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The jedi code is so fucking cruel, what do you mean I cant have a family with this man? HE ALREADY LOOKS LIKE A DADDY. HE IS READY. HE JUST NEEDS TO GET MARRIED TO ME AND THEN WE FIGURE THE REST LATER. PLEASE LET ME MAKE HIM A FATHER.

I WANT HIM. AND I WANT TO MAKE INNAPROPRIATE USE OF THE WORD "DADDY" WITH HIM.

(Imagine how it would feel when he eats you out with that very well-kept beard...)

(btw Im sure he would be a gentle lover who makes love slowly and makes a lot of grunting sounds)

I will be very normal about the fact that Orange/TSC can clone himself.

I am totally not thinking about a situation with five TSCs and one Green in a room.

I am not thinking about Blue sandwiched between two Oranges. I am not.

I will not draw any of this. Totally.

THE AMOUNT OF SELF RESTRAINT.

BECAUSE RED IS ALWAYS JUMPING INTO THINGS.

AND ORANGE HAD TO SHAKE HIS HEAD LIKE "please. Dont do it."

RED WAS READY TO JUMP ON HACKER.

Agent is such a great friend. He will always protect Hacker and Mitsi.

"MY FRIEND-" he is so protective

"MY FRIEND." (I headcannon that Mitsi and Agent are best friends)

"Im also in this frame" - TCO (he is just standing there awkwardly)

I GASPED BECAUSE I DIDNT KNEW THEY WOULD ACTUALLY BRING HER BACK THIS EPISODE.

MITSI!!!!

"MY WIFE."

This is such a beautiful frame too.

Oh, ok. They will make me cry for stickmans now.

(why is this sheep so fucking cute. Mitsi, can I pet it please-)

YOU PIECE OF SHIT.

Oh.

Im out of words.

LOOK AT THIS FRAME. ITS CHILLING.

He CAN take over the world ALONE. But for some fucking reason he wont. And Im pretty sure its because this man craves for an evil husband who will share the throne with him, which, honestly? Thats based, TDL, I want an evil husband too.

Of course the perfect boyfriend is a powerful ceo, it tracks with the pattern of being TCO's ex.

I hate him. I hate him. So much. But I love him. He is so terrible. So silly. He is an evil boyfriend who wants to have an equally evil boyfriend who matches his freak and the only way for him to get one is through brainwash because NO ONE wants to date him.

The way he LAUGHED when H4ck3r saw that Mitsi wasnt back normally. YOU JEALOUS LITTLE SHIT. SADISTIC FUCKER. WHY DID YOU DO THIS WITH ME. I HATE YOU DARK LORD. I LOVE YOU DARK LORD.

What if Orange and The Second Coming are kind of like two different people in the same body. Like Orange is a vessel for TSC god, who has his own personality but also a mix of who Orange is.

Oh, and yeah, of course Green would try to bed The Second Coming. And of course The Second Coming is going with it, because the small green mortal is cute and has funny words that please him. (god x mortal LETS GOOOO)