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đ¸ From One Motherâs Heart â Please Read đ¸
My name is Saja. Iâm a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow â from her first smile to her first steps â surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.
But life had other plans.
War has returned to our home. Again.
And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.
There was a moment â a fragile, breathless moment â when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark â hiding, holding on, praying.
Iâm writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.
Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.
This is my life.
This is my daughterâs life.
And even now â especially now â I believe in softness. I believe in kindness.
Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.
Why Iâm Reaching Out
Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.
Thatâs why I keep going.
Iâve launched a campaign to ask for help â not because itâs easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.
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My name is Saja. I am a wife, a mother to a precious 8-month-old girl, and I am writing this in a moment that I wish I didnât have to live t
If you canât give, please consider sharing.
Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.
From My Heart to Yours
Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe youâve never lived through war.
But if youâve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them â then you understand more than you know.
I donât want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.
Please, if youâve read this far â thank you.
Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring.
We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like itâs a lifeline.
Heyy! Just wanted to thank you for posting such quality work so regularly! Seeing the '' goosewriting posted '' notification genuinely brings me joy lmfao
Could you write about kindergarten teacher!reader x joaquin, who for some exceptional reason has to pick up his nephew/niece from school and meets the reader like that.
Maybe he doesn't mention the fact he works with Captain America or that he is Falcon, not wanting to brag or anything when they start hanging out. But then one day at school his nephew/niece brags about their uncle being Falcon and reader founds out like this
Matchmaker
summary: reader is a kindergarten teacher and gets a bit of a crush on that one handsome uncle.
relationship: JoaquĂn Torres x gn!reader
warnings: none
word count: 2.1k
A/N: tysm for your words, that really means a lot! i appreciate it đŤđĽ° iâm so sorry it took forever to get to, especially after you started your ask with me posting âwork so regularlyâ đŤ thank you for your patience and i hope youâll like it c:Â
You turn around to where the voice came from and look down to see one of your kindergarten kids, Carlos, extending his arm towards you with a folded note in his hand. After taking the piece of paper, you unfold to check it; itâs from his mother, saying that her brother, Carlosâ uncle, would be picking him up today.
âThank you, go ahead,â you say, and the kid takes off to go play with his friends.Â
You grab the notebook from the drawer in your desk and write down the name from the note by Carlosâ listed guardians. After putting it away again, you face your class and clap a couple of times to get their attention to start the day.Â
The hours go by relatively quickly, and luckily itâs pretty uneventful, except for one little accident where a girl spilled some watercolours all over herself. When the day ends, you bring your class to the entrance of the building, notebook tucked under your arm, as you hand the kids back to their guardians one by one, making sure everyone is accounted for.Â
However, nobody is here for Carlos yet, so he waits by the entrance on a little bench, colouring in his book. Youâre putting away some toys when someone appears at the door, and when Carlos looks up, a huge smile spreads on his chubby face.
âTĂo JoaquĂn!â he exclaims as he leaves his things on the bench to go greet his uncle.
âHey, little man!â the man says as he crouches down and opens his arms, letting the kid tackle him into a hug as he laughs.
You approach the two, a polite smile on your lips, opening your book and checking the name again.
âHello, MisterâŚ?â
âJoaquĂn Torres,â he says as he stands back up, taking your extended hand to give a shake. Now that youâre looking at him properly, you notice two things: one, he seems strangely familiar, but you canât place where youâve seen him before. And two, heâs very attractive: dark hair and eyes, strong build, tan skin, a smile that knocks the breath out of your lungs. Thereâs a slight prickle of heat on your cheeks, but you will it away, this really not being the moment to start crushing on one of your kidsâ guardians. Luckily, your brain remembers to tell him your name as well as you shake his hand.
âGo get your stuff,â JoaquĂn says to Carlos, who runs back to the bench to pack his bag, and the man looks back up at you with a smile, and you inwardly curse at the beat your heart skips.Â
âMister Torresââ
âOh please, JoaquĂn is fine,â he interrupts with raised hands.
You hesitate for a second, waging whether to be friendly or maintain some professional distance, but his name rolls over your lips far too easily.
âJoaquĂn,â you repeat his name, and he hums in acknowledgement, waiting for you to continue. âI know Carlos recognised you and you introduced yourself, but I still have to ask to see some ID.â
âOh, of course,â he says, fishing out his wallet from a back pocket of his jeans, and grabs his ID to present it to you.Â
âItâs just a formality, really,â you say sheepishly and take the card, comparing his name to the one you wrote in your notebook. Before you can stop yourself, you take a glimpse of his date of birth, corroborating your assumption of him being close in age. Not that it matters, you remind yourself.Â
âThank you,â you say as you hand him back the ID, and your eyes move on their own as you check for a wedding ring; thereâs none. Good grief, will you calm down?, you reprimand yourself inwardly.Â
âNot at all,â he replies, putting his ID and wallet back into his pocket. âIf anything, thank you for taking this seriously and protecting the kids.â
He gives you a genuine smile, which you mirror. You both turn at the sound Carlos makes in frustration as heâs trying to sling his backpack over his jacket, but the side of it got stuck underneath.
âOh, let me help you with that,â you say and walk the few steps back, crouching down at his side and straightening out the jacket to close the zipper at the front. âThere you go.â
Carlos takes off again, but JoaquĂn holds onto his backpack as he tries to run past him, stopping him in his tracks.Â
âWhat do we say?â he scolds the kid, who turns around to you with a slightly annoyed look, but he quickly corrects it when he sees JoaquĂnâs warning glare.Â
âThank you for helping me,â Carlos mutters. Then he looks up at his uncle, who lets go of the backpack to take the kidâs little hand in his. âCan we go home now?âÂ
JoaquĂn sighs with a slight shake of his head, but a smile spreads on his lips. You follow the exchange in silence, biting back a smile of your own.Â
âThis kid, I swear,â JoaquĂn says in your direction with a chuckle. âI know he can be a little rowdy sometimes, but I hope heâs not been too difficult?â
âNot at all,â you assure him. âHeâs a good kid.âÂ
âIâm only rowdy because I come after you,â Carlos interjects with an offended huff.Â
Both you and JoaquĂn look down at the kid with brows raised in surprise.
âThatâs what mom said,â Carlos is quick to add when he feels both your looks on him.Â
âThe audacity of this kid,â JoaquĂn scoffs playfully. âYa voy a contarle a tu madre lo que dijiste, asĂ que pĂłrtate bien.â (Iâll tell your mother what you said, so you better behave.)
âNoooo, no le digas! Prometo portarme bien,â Carlos cries out. âCan we go now?â (No, donât tell her! I promise Iâll be good.)
âYeah, letâs go,â JoaquĂn says, about to turn to leave, but he stops to face you one more time. âSorry about that. And that I was late. Thanks for waiting, Iâll be on time next time, I promise.âÂ
âNo worries,â you say, giving Carlos a little wave, which he mirrors. âGet home safe!âÂ
âIt was nice meeting you,â JoaquĂn calls over his shoulder as they leave, but youâre not quick enough to say it back before theyâre gone.
You stand by the entrance door for a moment longer, your brain still reeling to try and remember where you know him from.Â
âNext time, huh,â your coworker, one of the other teachers, appears out of nowhere and playfully pokes her elbow into your side.Â
You startle a bit at her sudden appearance, but shove her right back with a chuckle.Â
âDonât even start,â you say with a slight roll of your eyes.
âI didnât say anything,â she retorts, raising her hands in defeat, but the mischievous glint in her eyes betrays her.Â
The next time JoaquĂn comes to pick up his nephew, he does arrive on time. You two engage in pleasant small talk as Carlos plays with his friend, whose parents havenât arrived yet. Your coworker keeps sending you knowing looks from the other side of the hall, and it takes a lot of willpower to ignore her and keep listening to what JoaquĂn is saying.Â
By the time all kids are gone, youâre still replaying the conversation in your mind, remembering every little gesture and quirk JoaquĂn has when talking about something that interests him. Turns out, you actually have a lot in common.Â
It takes a little more encouragement from your coworker, but the third time JoaquĂn comes for pick-up, you ask for his number. Thereâs no denying now that youâve developed a bit of a crush on the man. You fumbled the delivery a bit, stuttering as you assured him that you usually donât ask for any parentâs number. To your pleasant surprise, JoaquĂn gently interrupted your rambling to reassure you that heâs been wanting to do the same but wasnât sure if he was crossing a line. So with slightly flushed faces, you ended up exchanging contact information.
Over the next couple of days, you text back and forth, and finally he asks you out for dinner. Youâre over the moon, and giddily accept. Heâs told you heâs in the Army, so your schedules are very different, but you finally settle on meeting on the weekend for dinner.
On the Friday before the date, JoaquĂn comes to pick up his nephew once more. Youâre both a bit flustered since you havenât seen each other in person since exchanging numbers.
As Carlos is packing up some things he forgot in the classroom, JoaquĂn walks closer to you.
âSo, howâs your day been?â he asks.
âItâs been good,â you say, taking a quick look around to make sure no other parent or guardian can overhear you as you give him a knowing look. âBut itâs certainly better now.âÂ
JoaquĂn looks away with a silly smile on his face, the slightest shade of pink on his cheeks.
âYeah, well, same,â he says. Heâs about to add something when Carlos comes back, a drawing in his hand.
âTĂo, look, look!â he says as he holds up his masterpiece. JoaquĂn takes the paper in his hands to inspect it, recognising the two figures to be Captain America midair with his shield held high, and the Falcon, wings splayed out on each side.Â
âYou drew this? This looks great, kiddo!â JoaquĂn compliments his nephew with a loving ruffle to his hair. The kid soaks it in and you see him stand a little straighter, chest puffed out.Â
âIsnât my uncle cool!â Carlos exclaims, huge grin on his face.Â
You tilt your head ever so slightly, confused.Â
âI mean, he is,â you start, looking up at JoaquĂn, who looks slightly mortified, and then back at the kid. âBut I thought we were talking about the drawing?âÂ
âYeah, I drew him! Thatâs my uncle!,â Carlos leans over the drawing to point at the figure coloured in green.Â
It takes a second for the information to click in your brain, but when it does, your head whips to JoaquĂnâs, who averts his gaze like heâs a boy who just got caught getting into the cookie jar in the middle of the night.Â
âSo thatâs why you looked so familiar,â you finally say with a chuckle. Seeing that your reaction isnât negative like he thought itâd be, JoaquĂn breathes in relief. Carlos takes his drawing and rushes back to finish packing up upon his uncleâs instruction.
âI canât believe Iâm going on a date with the Falcon,â you say in a low voice, more to yourself than anything else. JoaquĂn looks around to see if anyone else caught that, but all other parents are focused on their own conversations.Â
âItâs not like I was trying to keep it a secret,â he says, and when his gaze finally finds yours again, your heart does a leap in your chest. âThis isnât how I meant for you to find out, though. I hope this doesnât change anythingâŚ?âÂ
âOf course not,â you reassure him. âI hope youâre ready for a lot of questions, though. The moment the other kids get wind that Iâm friends with the Falcon, theyâll want to interview you for sure.âÂ
âThatâs fine by me,â he says with a chuckle. His phone pings and he takes it out of his pocket, looking at the message. âWell, time to go. My sister wants us to pick up some groceries on the way home.âÂ
âRight, Carlos should be done packing,â you say, turning around to check on the kid, but heâs out of sight from where you stand. When you turn your head back to JoaquĂn, you let out a low gasp as heâs suddenly standing very close to you, and he very quickly places a kiss on your cheek.Â
âSee you tomorrow, then?â he asks in a low voice, a slight fear in his eyes that youâll say no after his bold move.Â
âWouldnât miss it for the world,â you reply just as softly, and your hands come up to fix the collar of his shirt, brushing your fingers over his jaw.Â
âAre you two about to kiss?â a voice startles you both, and you quickly take a step back to put some distance between yourself and the man. Looking down to the side, you find Carlos looking up at you with slight disgust.Â
âOkay, letâs go,â JoaquĂn is quick to say with a nervous chuckle to drown out Carlosâ onslaught of questions, among which you think you hear âAre you going to marry my teacher?â and âDoes that mean I donât have to come to school anymore?â.Â
A wave of heat erupts on your cheeks as they leave, and when you turn around to go back to the classroom, you find your coworker standing there, giving you an âI told you soâ look, a smug grin plastered on her face.
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bit of a rant there but could reader insert writers start tagging their shit accordingly already??? no because its genuinely getting annoying. I stopped counting the number of times I find a cool looking, long fic, only to find out halfway through it's a x fem reader because the writer was too lazy to add the proper tag.
ALSO, no, your fic is NOT gender neutral if you call the fucking reader '' princessa '' đ can't believe I have to actually say this.
reader inserts are a bit of an anomaly because you can't give too much depth or informations about you main character as you risk breaking the immersion, or even make your reader feel disphoric
Of course there are plenty of writers who write beautiful works and tag their posts accordingly, and I know us non-female readers don't exactly represent a huge proportion of your fanbases. But I am just begging you guys to add three goddamn words in the tag section so you can avoid risking ruining someone's night, thank you.
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summary: Logan, caught in the throes of a deep and invasive brainwashing process, battles the shifting tides of his own mind. The process, designed to span days for full indoctrination, is interrupted prematurely, leaving him stranded in a liminal state. Confusion consumes him as the lines between his original self and the imposed identity blur. Struggling to discern allegiance and even the essence of who he truly is, Logan becomes a man torn between two realities, his grip on both slipping further with every passing moment.
logan walker X (any) old friend teammate reader
warning: Violence, Emotional Strain, Strong Language, Tension/Trauma
(if there some words are understandable forgive me English is not my first language!)
The rain drummed relentlessly against the earth, turning the ground into a mire of mud and misery. Each drop carried the weight of the nightâs tension, masking the subtle sounds of the forest except for the rhythmic splashes of boots slicing through puddles.
A beam of light cut through the thick darkness, jagged and searching, until it settled on Loganâs dirt-streaked face. His jaw was set, his glare sharp even through the grime and exhaustion. The pit around him was shallow yet suffocating, and he leaned heavily against its slick walls, his breath ragged. His defiance was palpable, but it was clear his strength was ebbing, a flickering candle in the storm.
âWell, look at what weâve got here.â The voice dripped with mockery, laced with a soldierâs cruel amusement. The man holding the flashlight stepped closer, his silhouette a dark smear against the rain. âThe infamous Ghost. Not so scary now, are you?â
Logan gritted his teeth, his muscles coiling for a lunge, but the ropes around his wrists dug deep into his skin, sapping his momentum. His effort was feeble, almost pitiful, and it only seemed to entertain his captor further. The soldier laughed, harsh and hollow, before tossing a coarse rope down into the pit.
âLetâs haul him out,â another voice growled, muffled by the storm.
Rough hands gripped the rope and began to pull. Logan staggered as he emerged, the cold rain slapping against his face, mixing with the mud and blood that clung to his skin. His legs buckled, but he refused to fall, drawing from a well of defiance he couldnât afford to lose.
The soldiers didnât wait for him to recover. They yanked his arms behind him, tightening the restraints with a sharp jerk, their movements mechanical and unfeeling. One of them shoved him forward, the hard barrel of a rifle pressing against his back, urging him onward into the darkness.
The rain continued to fall, relentless, its cadence a cruel backdrop to the quiet desperation in Loganâs eyes.
The jungle swallowed them in shadows, its dense canopy offering little shelter from the storm. Rain poured through the leaves in relentless sheets, mixing with the mud that sucked at Loganâs boots with every step. The air was thick, damp, and oppressive, clinging to his skin as thunder growled like a restless beast overhead. The storm seemed alive, its ferocity mirroring the storm raging within Loganâan unrelenting fury fighting to keep hope alive.
Each step was an act of rebellion, a battle against his weakening body and the hands that sought to break him. Loganâs wrists burned against the tight cords that bound them, his mind racing through fragments of plans, each more desperate than the last. Escape wasnât just a possibilityâit was his only option. He stumbled, his foot catching on a root hidden beneath the mud, but he caught himself before he could fall. His eyes burned with determination as he pushed forward.
A soldierâs voice cut through the rain, sharp and biting. âKeep up, Ghost. Weâre not stopping for you.â
Logan ignored him, his silence speaking louder than any retort could. But his defiance didnât go unnoticed. The nearest soldier, a towering figure with a sneer etched across his face, stepped closer. Without warning, he drove the butt of his rifle into Loganâs ribs. The impact was brutal, a crack of pain that stole the breath from Loganâs lungs. He staggered, his body screaming in protest, but he refused to cry out.
âKeep moving,â the soldier growled, leaning in close. âOr Iâll drag you the rest of the way.â
Logan straightened, his chest heaving as he caught his breath. His silence hung in the air like a challenge, his piercing gaze locked onto the soldierâs face. The rain dripped from his hair and into his eyes, but he didnât blink. For a moment, the storm seemed to quiet, as if bowing to the weight of his unyielding defiance.
The soldier snorted and shoved him forward again. Logan stumbled but pressed on, each step a victory, each breath a reminder that he wasnât brokenânot yet. The jungle loomed around them, dark and foreboding, its secrets whispering of opportunities yet to come.
The convoy trudged into a clearing, where the jungle opened up just enough to reveal the harsh glare of floodlights piercing the relentless rain. The lights illuminated a small Federation outpost, its structures crude and temporary, yet fortified enough to suggest they werenât leaving anytime soon. The hum of generators mixed with the hiss of rainfall, creating an uneasy symphony that set Loganâs nerves on edge.
He was dragged to the center of the encampment, the soldiers shoving him forward with little regard for his stumbling steps. The mud clung to his boots, each step heavier than the last. His drenched clothes clung to his body, but the chill of the rain was nothing compared to the cold knot forming in his stomach.
Under a makeshift canopy, a figure stood waiting, his posture relaxed yet commanding. As Logan was thrust into the light, the man stepped forward, his face emerging from the shadowsâand Loganâs heart sank. He knew that face. He would never forget it.
Rorke.
The man who had destroyed everything. The man who had killed their father.
A wicked grin spread across Rorkeâs face as he looked Logan over, his eyes glinting with cruel amusement. âWell, well. Look what the storm brought me,â he drawled, his voice as sharp as the knife at his belt. âThe son of Elias Walker. I was hoping Iâd get the chance to meet you up close.â
Loganâs breath hitched as fury coursed through him, hotter than the lightning crackling in the distance. His fists clenched so tightly that his nails bit into his palms, and his body trembledânot with fear, but with unrelenting rage.
âYou killed him,â he spat, his voice low and hoarse, breaking his long silence. The words carried more venom than volume, cutting through the rain like a blade.
Rorkeâs grin widened, his head tilting as if savoring the moment. âAnd now, Iâm going to finish what I started,â he said, his tone almost mocking. He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a sinister whisper. âBut not before I have a little fun with you, first.â
The air between them felt electric, charged with years of pain and hatred. Loganâs blood boiled, his mind racing as he burned the image of Rorke into his memory. If he ever got the chanceâwhen he got the chanceâheâd make sure Rorke paid for everything.
Logan was forced to his knees, the cold mud swallowing him as if it meant to bury him alive. Rain streamed down his face, tracing paths through the blood and grime that caked his skin. He kept his head high despite the ache in his neck and the sharp sting of his wounds. Around him, soldiers watched, their rifles poised, but Logan only had eyes for the man circling him like a predator sizing up its prey.
Rorke.
The manâs boots squelched in the mud as he moved, his presence looming like a storm within the storm. He tilted his head, a smug smile curling his lips, as if savoring the power he held over the son of Elias Walker. âYouâre just like your father,â Rorke said, his voice dripping with disdain. âStubborn, predictable⌠weak.â He stopped, crouching slightly to meet Loganâs glare. âBut donât worry,â he continued, his tone almost mockingly kind. âIâm going to make you stronger. Just like me.â
Loganâs jaw tightened, his eyes blazing. Without hesitation, he spat at Rorkeâs feet, defiance etched into every line of his face. âIâll never be like you,â he said, his voice hoarse but steady, cutting through the rain.
Rorkeâs smirk faltered for the briefest moment, but then he grabbed Logan by the collar, yanking him upward with surprising strength. Loganâs knees scraped against the mud, but he didnât flinch. Rorkeâs face was inches from his own now, and Logan could see the fire in his eyesâpart fury, part amusement.
âOh, you will,â Rorke snarled, his grip tightening. âBy the time Iâm done with you, youâll beg to be on my side.â
Rorke let him go with a shove, and Logan hit the mud with a muted thud. The soldiers barely had time to react before Logan moved, launching himself upward with a sudden burst of energy. His bound hands came up fast and hard, connecting with Rorkeâs face in a swift, brutal punch. The force of it sent the man reeling, blood trailing from his split lip.
Rorke staggered back, his hand brushing his mouth as he stared at the crimson streak on his fingers. For a moment, there was silenceâsave for the rain and the ragged breaths of everyone present. Then, Rorke chuckled, low and dangerous, a smirk spreading across his face despite the pain.
âThe hellâŚâ he muttered, shaking his head as five soldiers swarmed Logan, struggling to pin him down. Logan fought like a cornered wolf, his strength fueled by sheer rage and adrenaline. It took all five of them to wrestle him into submission, their grunts and curses mingling with the storm.
Rorke wiped the blood from his lip, his grin never fading as he stepped closer, towering over Logan once more. âYouâre something else, kid. Five men can barely stop you.â His voice was laced with dark amusement, but his eyes betrayed something moreâan acknowledgment of the fire burning within Logan. One that wouldnât be extinguished so easily.
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The dimly lit room buzzed with quiet tension, the hum of equipment and the faint sound of rain outside the only noise. A large map stretched across the table, dotted with red markers and lines tracing Federation movements. The Ghosts were hunched over it, their faces grim and focused as they pieced together fragments of intel. The faint glow of screens illuminated their expressions, sharp and determined.
You stood by Merrick, your finger tracing potential routes on the map as you spoke in a low, deliberate tone. âHell if the Federation is back after we checkmated them,â you said, the sharp edge in your voice breaking the silence. Merrick didnât respond verbally, his eyes glued to the screen, but his furrowed brow suggested he shared your unease.
The door swung open with a force that drew everyoneâs attention. Hesh stormed in, his bandaged arm a reminder of the last mission, his eyes burning with urgency and anger. âEvery second we waste, theyâre breaking him,â he snapped, his voice thick with frustration. He slammed his hands onto the table, making the markers tremble. âWe canât wait around for perfect intel.â
Before anyone could respond, Keegan stepped forward, his calm yet commanding presence cutting through the tension like a knife. âRushing in blind will only get us killedâand then Logan too,â he said, his voice steady but firm. His gaze locked onto Hesh, daring him to argue.
Hesh clenched his fists, his jaw tightening as he struggled to hold back a retort. The room fell into a heavy silence, the weight of their dilemma pressing down on all of them. Every second felt like an eternity, the unspoken fear of what Logan might be enduring hanging thick in the air.
The room crackled with tension as Heshâs voice rose, trembling with emotion. âYou donât get it!â he shouted, his frustration spilling over like a dam breaking. âHeâs not just another Ghost to meâheâs my brother!â His words echoed through the room, raw and unfiltered, his tone almost childlike in its desperation, like a nine-year-old trying to explain something no one else could understand.
Keegan remained silent, his face unreadable as he turned back to the map. He wasnât one for indulging emotional outbursts, and to him, Heshâs reaction wasnât helping anyone. Instead, it was Merrick who shifted, drawing everyoneâs attention as he let out a long sigh, his eyes closing for a moment.
For a brief second, it seemed like Merrick might snapâhis patience with Heshâs outbursts wearing thin. But when he opened his eyes, his expression wasnât one of anger. It was something softer, something restrained. Since Eliasâ death, something in Merrick had changed. The hardened edge that defined him had dulled slightly when it came to the Walker brothers. He still led with strength and precision, but there was an underlying care that hadnât been there beforeâa quiet, unspoken understanding of the weight they carried.
Merrick stepped forward, his voice calm yet firm, cutting through the storm brewing in the room. âHesh, we all get it,â he said, his tone steady, not harsh. âLoganâs not just a Ghost to any of us. But your brother needs us to be smarter than this. Losing our heads wonât save himâitâll bury him.â
Heshâs chest heaved as he tried to steady his breathing, his emotions still simmering just below the surface. Merrick didnât break eye contact, his voice softening slightly. âI know youâre scared. I know youâre angry. But right now, Logan needs us to keep it together. Can you do that?â
Hesh looked away, his jaw clenching. He didnât answer, but the tension in his shoulders eased, just a fraction. Merrick placed a hand on his shoulder briefly before stepping back to the table, his eyes scanning the map once more.
Keegan finally spoke, his tone dry but not unkind. âIf weâre done with the yelling, maybe we can get back to finding him.â
Merrick gave a slight nod, his focus returning to the task at hand. The room settled into a strained silence, but the spark of unity was there. For Loganâs sake, it had to be.
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The night was eerily quiet, save for the faint rustle of leaves and the distant hum of generators from the camp below. The rain had finally eased, leaving behind a damp chill that clung to everything. Hesh sat on the rooftop, hunched over a map of Federation territories, the dim light of his flashlight casting long shadows across his weary face. His eyes were bloodshot, the bags beneath them betraying how long it had been since heâd truly rested. He stared at the map as if sheer willpower could reveal something heâd missed, something that would lead him to Logan.
You climbed up quietly, your boots crunching softly against the wet surface. He didnât acknowledge you, his focus locked on the map, his brows furrowed so deeply they might never unfurl. You stood beside him, gazing out at the faint glow of the other camp in the distance. For a while, neither of you said anything, the silence settling comfortably between you.
Then, without warning, you chuckled softly. It wasnât loud, just a short, unexpected sound that broke the quiet. Heshâs eyes flicked to you from the side, his expression sharp, though curiosity glimmered beneath the frustration.
âSorry,â you said, shaking your head with a faint smile. âItâs just⌠earlier, when you were angry about Logan, you were like aââ You paused, searching for the right words. âLike a cute kid who just wants his family back.â
You smiled at him, your tone teasing but not unkind. The warmth in your voice carried no mockery, only understanding. Heshâs jaw tightened, and he turned his gaze back to the map, his fingers gripping its edges. His anger was still simmering, but there was something else nowâa flicker of vulnerability he couldnât quite hide.
âItâs not funny,â he muttered, though his voice lacked the venom it had carried earlier.
âNo,â you agreed, your voice softening. âItâs not. But itâs also not a bad thing. You care, Hesh. Thatâs what keeps you goingâand thatâs whatâs going to get Logan back.â
Hesh didnât respond right away, his eyes fixed on the map, though you could see the tension in his shoulders ease ever so slightly. After a long moment, he sighed and leaned back, his gaze shifting to the horizon.
âI just... I canât lose him too,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper, the words carrying the weight of a thousand sleepless nights.
You nodded, your smile fading into something more solemn. âYou wonât.â
The silence stretched between you both, the stillness broken only by the soft drip of water from the rooftop. The air was thick with the humidity, the remnants of the storm clinging to everything, and for a while, neither of you spoke. Hesh remained staring out at the camp, his face still shadowed by the flickering light of distant fires. His hands were pressed flat against the cool rooftop, but his mind was clearly elsewhere, somewhere deeper.
Then, almost too softly to hear, Hesh muttered, âHe was always... special...â His voice was quiet, almost lost in the air around you, but there was something raw in the way the words slipped out.
You turned your gaze to him, focusing on his profile in the dim light, sensing the weight behind the words. You didnât rush to respond, simply letting the silence hang for a moment, giving him space to continue if he chose to. When he did, it was almost like he was talking to himself, wrestling with thoughts that had been buried for far too long.
âI mean...â Heshâs voice trailed off, and for the first time, he seemed vulnerable, uncertain, as if this was the first time heâd fully admitted something to himself. âHeâs always in demand. Sometimes I wonder why he just... got this power.â
You didnât answer immediately, letting him speak his truth. You thought of Loganâhis calm authority, the way his sharp skills and natural charisma had always made him stand out, even when he tried to stay in the background. There had always been a quiet magnetism to him, a way of pulling people in without trying. Youâd seen it a thousand timesâLogan could command a room without raising his voice, could turn the hardest of enemies into allies just by being himself.
You understood what Hesh was trying to say. Logan didnât just have skills. He had something intangibleâsomething that made people gravitate toward him, something beyond just his strength or his training. It was the way he made others feel like they mattered, the way his presence could shift the mood of an entire room without a single word.
You exhaled slowly, breaking the silence between you. âHeâs always been like that,â you said softly, your voice steady. âBehind that calm demand, thereâs a sharpness to him, yeah. But... itâs more than just his skill. Heâs got this... presence, you know? People want to be around him, follow him. He doesn't even have to try. Maybe that's his powerâhe knows how to make people believe in something.â
Hesh didnât look at you, but you saw his eyes shift slightly, like he was processing the words, the quiet truth of them. âYeah,â he muttered after a long pause. "I guess that's it. Heâs got something most people donât."
You could see the tension in Heshâs shoulders easing just a fraction, the weight of his words lifting, and for the first time in a while, you saw something softer in his eyesânot just anger, but a deep understanding of why Logan had always been the one everyone gravitated toward.