Sadie felt the sheets tear away from her bed, jumping up to turn to the other, only to gasp and grip her bandages. They were starting to become discolored from the marred flesh under. She gripped her arm tight, feeling the tears welling up. She was sweating, the pain unbearable, physically and emotionally.Â
âIf your so fucking pissed off at me then Why are you here?!â she yelled then, pushing her face up to look into Grunts. âI ran because Iâm a fucking coward. I thought he wanted to restart his life too and was afraid of ruining his reputation. You think everyone knows about me and Team Aqua!? Fuck no! if they did they would easily kick me out too!â she panted.Â
âHe was from Team Magma, and he was the one that did this to me!â she lowered her head and tried to breathe. âAnd maybeâŚ. Just maybe! He wanted to restart his life too! I donât fucking know! But I didnât feel like I should try and take someone elses chance, someoneâs happiness away! Because GOD FUCKING KNOWS I donât deserve to be happy. Not after all the bullshit I have brought to this GOD FOR SAKEN TEAM.âÂ
âAndâŚ. And I wasnât prepared⌠I wasnât ready to deal with this!â She shook her head. âHe threatened me. And I couldnât give two shits about myself⌠But if I would of ran away maybe he wouldnât of burned half the damn town downâŚ. I-I didnât know what else he was planning, but for what I didnât know I at least tried! And Iâll fucking say it again! Iâm fucking sorry Grunt!â
She winced starting to pry off the bandages, letting her see the full extent of what had happened to her. The flesh still bear, smelled of decaying flesh, and wet from puss and blood.Â
âI was dragged back. And when I made it back he started his rampage! Because of me!â she was still trying to find her breathe. âSo i confronted him! I stopped him. And Iâm trying okay! Iâm fucking trying to fix what Iâve done! But I need some god damn time to sort through my shit! OKAY?!âÂ
She dropped her hands and gripped the sheets. âYou think this is easy for me?! To see the man that destroyed the once happy life I had! Only for him to come back in my life and threaten what little I had left! I realized I fucked up but I got a lot of shit coming back to bite me and the assâŚ. AND NOW LOOK AT ME!â She tore the bandages off her face, pushing her hair back. âNOT ONCE BUT TWICE IN MY LIFE! Iâve taken a damn Houndoom blast to the face! I think that should be reason enough TO JUST GET OFF MY DICK FOR JUST ONE FUCKING MINUTE DONâT YOU?!â
âIâM A FUCKING MONSTER! INSIDE AND OUT! The sooner you learn that the better! AND IâLL NEVER BE THE YOUNG GIRL I ONCE WASâŚ. I WISHâŚ. I wish i could be what you all want me to be⌠I wish I could be as Supportive of my team as i once was when i was younger⌠Or as fucking open about my feelings and letting you all know who I am and the baggage I holdâŚBUT I FUCKING CANT!âŚ.â she started sobbing then, lowering her head. âI just canâtâŚI got too much shit manâŚ. Too much.â She shook her head, only to reach up and cover her face.
Grunt stood stock still, like a statue, her face contorted into some sort of mixture of surprise and rage. She wanted to snap back, to stop the torrent that spilled out of Sadieâs mouth. But Sadieâs burns, the pain in her voice...
Shit. Grunt pushed it too far. She knew she fucked up, but how could she admit it?
Finally, she looked down to Lucy, and went to pat his head. Lucy huffed and avoided her hand, his eyes full of disappointment. He padded over to the bed and leapt up, curling up beside Sadie. Clearly, she needed his services now more than his trainer did.
âAw, what...â Grunt groaned at him. âSadie...â She reached a hand out towards her, but quickly pulled it back. She probably wouldnât want to be touched... Not by her, anyway. âSadie, Iâm... Iâm sorry, I just...â
A few tears of her own began to slide down her cheeks, but she ignored them as best she could; Sadie needed to cry right now, not her. âIt just... It hurt so bad, I... I was so scared heâd hurt ya, Sadie...â Slowly, carefully, she sat down on the edge of the bed, her eyes staring to the floor. âI... I thought youâd never come back...â She slowly began to pick Sadieâs bandages up, and held them out to her. âPlease, Sadie, Iâm so... Iâm so sorry, Iâm such an asshole...â
Lucy took the bandages into his mouth, and placed them in Sadieâs lap, encouraging her to put them back on. Grunt stayed silent for a few moments, before a shaky sigh left her. âI...You were so afraidâa him... I was selfish, I wanted tâ help you, and then... You were just gone...â