ivy

bleh

nvm i actually don’t feel that well

i feel so terrible that i took a lower paying job just to potentially move out soon. idk.

my brother is a genuinely a weirdo i do not like that kid. why are you talking about shit about me with my mother? and then im called an animal and a bitch for advocating for myself. i just want to die or move out, i hate everyone here lmao

genuinely cannot stop crying because of the amount of just pure rage and loneliness i feel

honestly the two things i’ve wanted since i was a kid was my own place and to die 😭 like i’ve always seen those as my solution to this. i’m so tired and i honestly genuinely do want to die

just feel so stupid that i transferred to a lower paying job to focus on school knowing my housing situation isn’t entirely stable

finally found a new show to watch so #yay and i picked out two books from my collection to read and mmm yeah

i was a little too excited to do a project on poison as a kid

still thinking about and heavily disgusted about catcalling like it’s 2026 u would genuinely think men know better

when ur lowkey not loved at home and the world is going to shit

don’t get me wrong though i love being a woman and i’m cool just because i’m a woman and “men” are still inferior beings

knowing i’m forever limited even in one on one relationships/interactions because i’m a woman sucks so much. my mother just never corrects my brother like she did with me and my sister, she loves saying she doesn’t have any preference but that’s a fucking lie

i don’t take things on here too serious since it’s just an app but it’s pretty funny that a previous mutual went out of their way to message me about me being owned & blocked me before i could respond, & now it seems they’ve unblocked me and were interacting with me 😭😭😭 blocked that ass real quick. i’m not some one sided form of entertainment for you fucking losers, owned or not tf

i have such a strong dislike for men.

i side eye a lot of people on this app, why are you 48 writing about smut with 19 year olds