Grisha

"I remember how I used to blame myself for every single one of my actions, but it never stopped me. My inner demon loved that feeling of permissiveness, of impunity. But I was ashamed in front of my father. I was supposed to be a worthy son and an older brother, but I failed. All his efforts, everything he invested in me, was destroyed because of me. I still remember how my father comforted me during a tantrum when he got me out of prison. Back then, I didn't let anyone near me except him. And now what?

Behind me are about twenty-six thefts, two rapes, one of which was with a girl under sixteen, and animal cruelty. Most of all, I "loved" catching rabbits and tearing off their ears."

"And only a couple of minutes later did I realize what I had done... My sister's body lay on the grass, which was quickly soaking up her own blood. The toy in my hands seemed to stare right into my soul. I threw it against the wall and ran away, without looking back. I never returned to that house again, sleeping at work."

"I was taken home, strictly warned not to tell anyone anything. For two weeks, I lived in isolation, barely leaving the apartment. Nightmares haunted me every minute, forcing me to relive those terrible events again and again. The thought of pills to end this torment became increasingly obsessive. But the truth, burning inside me, wouldn't let me stay silent. Anxiety grew, but I tried to keep myself together."

"After several months, I realized that I didn't fully accept myself as a girl."

SOLLAL ALLI

OLLIE HEADCANONS

LUMI HEADCANONS

JESSIE HEADCANONS

BYLER