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sillyyy SIIIILLLLYYLYBDHDJCMXM explodes

I think about them all day every day every minute ohmyodjdh brain eating amoebas….

—————YAP⬇️

I wish we got to see more from the phaeton and me drafts I think about it daily

Popepepeoeppeoeooopepepepee I need more official dr popee content I’m STARVING(never gonna happen but I can live in denial)

How Could Not? From to Circus To Your Heart 🩷💜 (Popee the performer AU) Popkeda

Popee ya siendo un adulto, encuentra una caja antigua que contenía todas las cosas que utilizo cuando era payaso en WOLF ZIRKUS. Kedamono JR encuentra una foto donde estaba siendo acompañado con sus viejos amigos, entre ellos, Kedamono quien ha estado muerto hace más de 5 años. Es ahí donde Popee le cuenta de cómo se enamoró de Kedamono y cómo comenzó su historia de ellos dos como algo más que amigos...💜🩷

FUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA VOLVEMOS CHAVALES 🗣 Hace bastante tiempo que he querido mostrar algunas escenas de las cuales tendrán más importancia más adelante, si, si si, ya se que habra gente que se pregunte " KEDAMONO ESTA MUERTO?!!! 😭" La respuesta más sencilla es, no, al menos no del todo, esto es una pequeña promoción del Au, como dije en algunos lados, he estado pensando en hacer un directo nuevamente para dibujar a 3 participantes del evento del Au, aun estoy planeando un dia donde todos se sientan libres y sobre todo...que yo lo este para empezar XD

Bueno, con todo esto, es posible ya empezar a trabajar nuevamente con el capítulo, he estado queriendo componer música original así que si llegamos a atrasarnos con este capítulo (nuevamente...) sera quizas por eso, pero no estoy segura. Con todo esto, gracias por ver :)

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Popee, now an adult, finds an old box containing all the things he used when he was a clown in Wolf Zirkus. Kedamono Jr. finds a photo of himself with his old friends, including Kedamono, who has been dead for over five years. That's where Popee tells her how he fell in love with Kedamono and how their story began as something more than friends...💜🩷

FUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WE'RE BACK, GUYS 🗣 I've wanted to show some scenes for quite some time now, scenes that will be more important later on. Yes, yes, yes, I know some people will be wondering, "IS KEDAMONO DEAD?!!! 😭" The simplest answer is, no, at least not entirely. This is a little promotion for the AU. As I've mentioned before, I've been thinking about doing another live stream to draw three participants from the AU event. I'm still planning a day when everyone feels free, and especially... when I'm free to start XD

Thinking about Kedamono and his struggles with social interactions, hell, even the mere idea of being perceived by others makes me sick to my stomach. As a person and once a child that has had to swallow my needs in order to please other people around me, and sweep under the rug my own identity, it just hurts how much I relate to him. It's mostly tied to how my autism was handled, by my parents saying that "it's good to be different!" while actively avoiding other adults saying that I should get diagnosed for autism. I knew from a very young age that I was different, and every time I was met with that phrase, but no explanation as to why it's good.

Masking fucking sucks. Especially when you don't know why you're doing it. Keda does it because it was pushed on to him. Maybe it was pushed on to him by his mother, maybe by Papi, but what's factual is that this never came from him. What we do know for a fact is that he kept "Kedamono" as his name because it's tradition in his family for the sons to have this name. Another fact is his appearance: Keda only covers his face but his beast-like behaviour is still noticeable, his fur sticks out, his tail wags, his teeth are easily seen, his paws and claws are exposed. He doesn't fully get it. But he has to wear those masks because he looks like his mother.

Personality-wise, Kedamono is spineless: he has a lot of care for Popee but doesn't go out of his way to help. He usually makes things worse, either by trying to help, or by prioritizing his own survival.

He also carries a lot of resentment towards the rabbit, for the way he treats him, but he never shows it fully. He tiptoes around his feelings instead of being direct like Popee. On top of that, he also tends to explode when he is fed up with bullshit, but he also swallows a lot of his resentment and manifests it when he is alone.

Either way, Kedamono even masks his personality. It isn't his identity fully but he is getting there.

If you're insane like me over this damn show, check this old ass amv out, life is daijobu

Se portó mal el nene

Explodes into a bajillion pieces why do we only get this in screenshots (these are from the official Popee The Performer account on Twitter)

Have this one too that drives me insane