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Btw you can ask me about my Deltarune AU whether it's more contest, more about certain characters (bare in mind the ones I focus on the most are Tenna and the Bouquet/Flower gang), situations and such
My asks have always been open but leaving that out there just in case anyway bye
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I really gotta give a name to this AU, anyway Time for other blorbos that aren't Tenna so it's Yellow time!
Flowery is the guy running this Dark World; Asgore is its king but the one who mostly manages things and the Darkners in there, directly or through the rest of the flowers, is Flowery. So I can easily immagine how everyone freaked The Fuck out when the news of his fight with the Roaring Knight broke.
Everyone must have been so confused and scared, as not only had Asgore been kidnapped but the guy who worked as the middle man between him and them was also gone (not dead, but y'know too injured to really be able to do much). Someone had to step in... and that responsability happened to fall on Flowery's older brother, Yellow.
Now the thing is: while he isn't the sharpest tool in the box, I don't think Yellow is utterly incompetent. He's very much driven by his sheer passion and will to the point he lets that (and the emotions attached to it) dictate how he acts but he's a honest man who just wants to do what's best. Would actually get rid of himself if it would be any beneficial for the rest out of sheer care. If there was responsability to be taken, he would take it without thinking twice.
But intentions don't always equal actions, and sheer will isn't enough to ensure good results. He's never been in a position of leadership, he doesn't quite know how to actually make things run, and with the responsability of the Dark World suddenly falling on his shoulders there's chaos bound to happen. Darkners calling for his attention at all times and having to stay in contact with the rest of the flowers guiding them around so they can help properly. It is a lot and even if he'd do his best to ensure everyone's alright and the place doesn't blow up on Flowery's or Asgore's absence, there's a lot on his plate and he's just. Even if he ends up doing well he's freaking and tweaking internally the whole time.
(I'm not English so I have no idea how to write this guy's speech pattern so just ignore lol)
"Howdy Blue looka dis nee think I get" he says, showing up to Blue dishoveled and sleep deprived
Oooh I think the reason why Blue didn't take on the respondability, or at least not all of it, was to allow Yellow to cover for the role of a leader he always strived for but never actually had. He'd be aware Yellow isn't perfect but hey, to grow you have to get yourself in it even if it means making mistakes, and he knows that Yellow's heart is in the right place and would actively try to learn and follow new directions, on his way to become the just and fair sheriff he always dreamt to be.
But that doesn't mean he's just going to watch Yellow stretch himself thin and have absolute no support at all. He'll still be there by his side, looking after him, ready to pull him back to make him think through his actions or catch him when he's too tired to stand up on his own.
Literally and figuratively.
Bonus doodle:
He's definetely an anxious stimming mess, to me. Give him a toothpick to chew on so he doesn't just destroy his fingers
A moment before, he was about to pull Toriel from her spell and let her go with Kris and their friends, comforted by Susie's words and glad to have been able to settle their differences despite his crashout. And, a moment after, he saw his arms fall off from his body before the world became static, and he fell into the cold snow.
Couldn't quite tell how long had it been since then, if a couple minutes or days, weeks even. He felt like he had just woken up from a coma, from a still moment in which he had remained stuck inside, and only now was he back to be alive. Or so he thought.
He still felt cold, he couldn't feel his arms, his screen had been cracked and he could barely see. He could barely hear, sounds coming muffled and shuffled through his broken antenna. What even was what he was hearing???? Crying??? Chatter??? From who???? Not a voice he could recognize, he couldn't tell where even was he...
Colored, distorted figures appered around him. Couldn't make out what they were, but could distinguish them from the environment, tell they were alive from the way, and they had all their attention on him. He would've tried to communicate, to ask for their intentions and mercy, but the cracks of his screen preventing him from forming his face were messing his ability to speak as well. Not that his anxiety certainly helped, making his words even more of a stuttering chaotic mess. Until...
So he said, the golden figure. So he told him.
It has been a while since then. The golden man, who went by "Flowery", did keep his promise and with the help of his friends put him back together. They put tape and stickers on his cracks, gave him a new plug, at first patched and then got him new clothes to change his ruined uniform. They had even planted seeds on his shoulders, which grew into fully formed arms... the fingers were pointer than his original arms, and he still had to wear splits to ensure they kept "growing right", but it was more than what he could've asked for.
...
And yet...
He said he wanted to not just "fix him", but give him "the ideal body". Said he would've made him one of them, made him human, got him to achieve "the perfect version of himself". And something- about that just-
Didn't feel right. Beside...
Who was their "king" anyway?
Heyyyyy actual post and art of my AU!!! I promise to make more of the flowers lol I just had to give some more spotlight to my tv boy first lol
So I mentioned here some context for an AU I don't know how to name yet but it's basically all about the Flowers and how they do after the events of Chapter 5/in general. Yellow said they also had to deal with a "Newby"
Who is this newbie you ask? Well, none other than
Pardon the quality I'm just messjng around with new brushes and digital art as a whole, anyway
The core idea of this AU is that Tenna was left on the road after chapter, so he wasn't given to Mettaton nor brought to the school in time. So he remained there and Asgore, recognizing the old tv, couldn't help but pick it up and bring him to the Flower shop where he met the rest of the Bouquet gang
I have ideas on how the interactions went and how are the relantionships between him and the rest but in brief: he gets along with almost anyone except for none other than Flowery
And just because I know there is a ship between them I do not hc them as partners but as step-brothers because I think the idea of a Tenna jealous and a bit resentful of Asgore after finding out he "left the family" to have his own "kids" (Flowery) is way funnier and more compelling. Anyway this is all for today byeee
Bit of context, after the events of Chapter 5 Yellow (with the help of Blue) temporarly took on the lead role while Flowery was recovering from the fight with the Roaring Knight, and after he's gotten stable and they all had some time to breath, he has the chance to spend some quality time with his partner.
Also note it is part of an AU but that's a whole other thing that I'm still pondering if/how to post about it lol. Anyway enjoy ayeee
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First those specifically tied to the order they came to be (copy pasted from Discord)
- Blue was the oldest and first to properly form, first "mutated" (referring to flowers gene colors and how sometimes through random mutations or recessive genes they'll develop different colors/patterns to those of its species) one from the original bush and therefore selected, grown and developed into a full organism, consequentially the first to gain proper sentience
- Yellow was the second and a bit of a particular case. Came from a bush of yellow flowers, the most common and easy to grow breed of this flower, that Asgore planted for funsies in his garden along with other plants and just so happened to select him because he was one of the prettiest of said bush. Was taken too after Blue since the idea of making a colored boquet to propose to Toriel came to mind, so he was the second chosen and who developed, and got his cowboy stich from all the movies and rants Asgore would make ever since then (since he's based off one of the long-lasting but also past interests of Asgore)
- Flowery was the third, as Asgore's first successful attempt to breed and select a flower differently colored (I imagine Blue was an accidental mutation), a very rare mutation of the yellow flowers. Took a lot of attempts and crosses to get and only managed to get one/one bush due to their requirements (the labels in the pack of seeds of golden flowers) and had stricter requirements compared to others to fully develop (because of him Asgore had the idea of putting the flowers in glass tanks and have this way more specific tech to grow them) but eventually he did get him and so he became the golden special boy ever since
- Green was the fourth. Another successful attempt at hisolating and developing another color, though because it was the first one to not grow outside in a bush or something, it ended up being a little paler, a little frailer (their mutism and posture). Got their passion either from Asgore's food passion or maybe Toriel herself as they may have been the last one to really see Toriel, but not enough to have a solid idea of her
- Orange was the fifth, similar case to Green; successul attempt to get a color but because it bloomed in a lab-like environment it didn't get to fully develop at its max potential (short stature despite her age). Also since she grew up way after the whole boquet idea was a thing, while she knows that was their purpose she doesn't really get it or feel connected to so developed a personality and interest of her own like any other darkner
- Seth was the fifth one, same thing yadda yadda but bloomed during the time Asgore's had begun his research so they developed based off that. Also the reason why they are the most aware and locked in on Asgore's whole plan
- Aqua was the sixth and last one. Came up on accident, as a variant of blue flowers, growing up slowly like Flowery but with way less strict requirements. Has no idea nor care for anyone's plans because of how far off the original events she was born from, and why she struggles to take responsability better and so on
And then other related to else (also just copypasted from Discord)
Just remembered the last part I wanted to add but forgot because I was sleepy af. Other hcs and notes about the flowers
- None of then is directly related but because some of their seeds/original bushes were used to select their specific color/breed, I imagine some of them are "more related" than the other (I don't say straight up related because I know little of plants genetics and what I know is that it's different from animal one and so works/is transmitted with differences). Mainly two lineages where there's Yellow, Flowery and Orange on one side, all coming from the same lineage of yellow flowers, and on the other lineage there's Blue, Seth and Aqua + Green who is a very stark mutation of it (lacks the pigments typical of the species and has a fuckton of cloroplasts, hence the color)
- Their personalities don't just come from the things (memories, passions or etc) Asgore shared with them but like...you know how Darkners are personified objects. And each flower has an item that rapresents them. I hc they took their personalities from those items and that is partly why they manifest in the Dark World like Darkeners rather than stay as simple flowers. Those items might have been left next to their tanks as decoration or whatever by Asgore
- So (continuing the above point) some highlights: Green took their personality from kitchenware/pans Asgore took with him, while both Orange, Seth and Aqua toom theirs from toys and items the kids would use that he also took and kept over time
- The only exception is Flowery who instead of developing from an item specifically he took it all from Asgore's love and the thoughts and stories he'd share and so on. An exception of the exceptions
- This only semi-related but because of the lack of red flowers despite red was one of the soul's colors instead of the gold one (I know why that is like that in Deltarune but still lmao); I hc Flowery was originally meant to be a red flower, he was being selected for it as red is an equally hard to get color for their species of flower, but none of Asgore's attempts succeded. Something something were meant to be 8 flowers (or 7 with red swapped with gold) but because that flower never came to be that one is missing. I hc their item would've been the red ribbon Aqua wears (not just because it's red but because all of the flowers' items and look are strictly monochrome, with the exception of Aqua because of that one ribbon she wears)
And that's it I have more ideas for like charater interactions and AU too and stuff but I'm still too embarassed for it and have to figure out a way on how to share it so Eeeh
If I had a DA account left I'd have asked it there but oops I nuked it so here goes nothing:
Is it legal to engage in a fandom specifically My Little Pony even if I basically never watched the media itself. Like I saw a couple episodes and had pony toys but I never got into it I'm not even a horse girl
But I really want to design fucking horses man it looks so fun and cool and I grew up watching artists come up with amazing designs but I still really don't care for the series can I like do that or will I be put on a stake for "User engages in media they have no interest in" crimes
Me when I want to do a piece of fanart for a character I deeply care about but I'm lying because I'm making a wholeass animation that takes two days and a half. Anyway go watch my animation pretty please very proud of this one ty
Hey Hello remember when I said I disappered for threw months because of a massive project?
Boom
Pokemon Legends ZA animatic made almost entirely with traditional tools
Please give it love even if you aren't a pokemkn fan or played legends ZA I do not ask for engagement usuall but I really put a lot of work and I'm so prud of what I made. I just wanna show off what I made
And fingers crossed that I at least get nominated among the finalists hehe (this was for a video making contest!)
it’s too bad that the mechanics of the creation trio makes zero fucking sense to me because i keep getting a headache trying to come up with the final series of events in this volo peridot saga. can an expert on volo/sinnoh/the creation trio (dialga especially) let me know if volo launching a similar but smaller scale plan a few decades post-pla when provided with the opportunity (walking time anomaly) makes any sense at all?
also can dialga just puncture small holes in the timeline? like mini space-time distortions? or is that reserved for massive G (giratina)
I played both PLA and the original game as throughoutly as possible, and while I know there's Primal Dialga from the Dungeon series I'm purposefully gonna ignore it since it's another canon entirely. Apologizes I reblog it's just to have more space to explain things rather than leave a big chunky comment or tag textwalls, so anyway
Does Volo launching a smaller scale plan make sense at all
I mean yeah, considering his name and whole character are based off the idea of Unstoppable and Unwielding Will Strenght, he absolutely would take any chances to reach his objective, and use any tool at his disposal to do so. Likely even attempting the same strategy he used, adjusted to better account for Random Time Travelers stopping his plans or legendaries turning their back on him.
[Previous statement] when presented with the opportunity (walking time anomaly)
So two things. As I just said, yeah he absolutely fucking would, but the use of who's essentially a living paradox is interesting to his canon. Peridot's existence (sorry if I'm sounding like an expert of her, I'm not I've just been reading all Diamoncard posts lmao so apologizes if I get some things wrong, as I only use Tumblr) in a way is not too dissimilar from the PLA player's existence, since they were too a character living in the present who got isekai'd in the past and caused HUGE events from which the canon timeline now kinda depends on, making the PLA player a living paradox too. The "only" difference being that Peridot wasn't Isekai'd but was born from one. So to Volo, she'd be like another case of PLA player (someone whose existence is already a paradox, a fallacy in the divine order of things), therefore a new person he can use to get to his goals. And it's better this time because of Peridot's visions, which would allow him to better claw his way through the divine system and potential reach Arceus as he could push things enough to call for Dialga's attention- and idk find a way to pull Dialga in and then use it (and Peridot) as bait for Arceus. Since I imagine Peridot is enough of a time paradox to call for Actual God's attention. (Unlike the PLA player, she wasn't purposefully summoned by him, so unless you specified otherwise I imagine Arceus has a close eye on her to make sure she doesn't wreck the order of things even more. Or have someone like Volo use her for that)
On top of that: canonically Volo did, or does eventually, get some kind of divine power. Because through pokemon ZA we know he's still alive so something happened/will happen to him that will allow him to like. Gain immortality or something, or get Iseakai'd himself (somehow) in the future. Either way it's certain he tempered with either Dialga or Arceus himself, which would give stronger reasons, narratively, for him to have used Peridot and her power for his own gain.
Can Dialga just puncture the small holes in the timeline
He is the god of time so I imagine so. Pokemon has canonically a multiverse, even just within the main games (just consider gen 7 as a whole), which implies the existence of multiple timelines he has control over. And as the god of time, while we don't have solid canon proof, we can imagine he has the power to cut and sew parts together to ensure time flows properly- hisolating paradoxical events in their own time bubbles or adjust them in a way that won't deform time too greatly. The kinda proof we have, all implicit, is the the Hisui presentation in ZA that shows how the player's events have affected but not destroyed the canon timeline- or in ScVi how the main player is implied (in the Indigo Disk dlc) to have been the one to give the Scarlet/Violet book to the professor through a time distortion and therefore have caused/encouraged the events of the actual game, again without the universe blowing up in an instant. I want to say he maybe only does it when necessary, but one can also assume he does this all the time and the mortals just don't realize.
I hope this was an exhaustive enough reply, if there's more doubts or discussions I'm down for more discussion regarding these games' canon, and if I got stuff wrong (in regards of Peridot) I apologize again. Hope this helps and have a good day man
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Art I made like. Ten minutes before ep 8 premiered and finished now. I knew what was gonna happen and tell you what he's my blorbo and no one and nothing can ever make me hate him
Sooo so normal lmao
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My hc has always been that it is magic and its state is tied to Propeller's state of mind of love. I hc had a dear lover that he lost but still waits to see again and so the rose, even if cut, is still alive because his love for them is alive. But if he ever were to forget or lose hope, it'd begin withering and die. The fact it's unbloomed is because Something Something he still holds onto that hope but he's being quiet about it because god forbid he's caught being genuinely sentimental and vulnerable by anyone
Hello, been inactive again because I was busy discovering new ways to Make Art
Animatic I did for an art contest, featuring my liquid samurai OCs! And currently working on another (Pokemkn ZA themed because I fucking love that game)
It was my first serious animatic, done fully traditional! There's room for improvement but really liked what I did
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I'll figure out later if adding the emergency tag because I don't want to overstep anyone. Anyway
Hi I need theraphy. My parents are kind of shitheads when it comes to mental health, neglected my struggles until late teenagehood, was terminated the first time I tried it, had to quit the second and the third time I was sent to a center that 1. It's pretty fucking far with no possibility of online session (I can manage with public transport for this year, but idk about next ones) 2. I cannot afford it on my own anyway, most of my extended family is on shambles/has their own stuff going on including mine and and by god I'm gonna ask my parents about that given the track record.
I could reach the place but asked already about the programs and at most I'd need around 400 euros for 10 sessions and I hardly believe those are all the ones I need.
But also my mental health Horrible and I don't think I can afford to wait any longer either. I'm tired and I would like to try relying on a professional figure or at least get a diagnosis rather than crashing out over and over again every other day and have it affect my social, academical and general life more than it already has been. I couldn't get help before and I'm not willing to hope I get at 30+ to perhaps maybe get something at a point when life it's already on fire and harder to catch up. I don't like asking for anything but I'm too tired to wait on a miracle.
So like. Yeah if you would like a drawing so I can pay for a psychiatrist/psychoterapist or you could spread the word, it'd be very much appreciated. You can check out my drawings of my Kofi (acts as a portfolio) or at this blog, specifically this post with all the information.
https://www.tumblr.com/grif-o-cil/762336174329184256/support-grif-o-cil-on-ko-fi?source=share (idk why it's not embedding, rough solution but hope it works)
UPDATE: I started psychiatric therapy and currently on the process of getting a diagnosis and start psychotherapy (on a waiting list). Got to sort things out through public healthcare so it's been taking a while but better than nothing. Things are slowly getting in place and that's all it matters to me
Of course you can still check out my commissions and art, I'm just removing the Urgency tagline. Thanks everyone and have a good day
I'll figure out later if adding the emergency tag because I don't want to overstep anyone. Anyway
Hi I need theraphy. My parents are kind of shitheads when it comes to mental health, neglected my struggles until late teenagehood, was terminated the first time I tried it, had to quit the second and the third time I was sent to a center that 1. It's pretty fucking far with no possibility of online session (I can manage with public transport for this year, but idk about next ones) 2. I cannot afford it on my own anyway, most of my extended family is on shambles/has their own stuff going on including mine and and by god I'm gonna ask my parents about that given the track record.
I could reach the place but asked already about the programs and at most I'd need around 400 euros for 10 sessions and I hardly believe those are all the ones I need.
But also my mental health Horrible and I don't think I can afford to wait any longer either. I'm tired and I would like to try relying on a professional figure or at least get a diagnosis rather than crashing out over and over again every other day and have it affect my social, academical and general life more than it already has been. I couldn't get help before and I'm not willing to hope I get at 30+ to perhaps maybe get something at a point when life it's already on fire and harder to catch up. I don't like asking for anything but I'm too tired to wait on a miracle.
So like. Yeah if you would like a drawing so I can pay for a psychiatrist/psychoterapist or you could spread the word, it'd be very much appreciated. You can check out my drawings of my Kofi (acts as a portfolio) or at this blog, specifically this post with all the information.
https://www.tumblr.com/grif-o-cil/762336174329184256/support-grif-o-cil-on-ko-fi?source=share (idk why it's not embedding, rough solution but hope it works)