Now I don't wanna overhype or anything but I think the reaction I had for this was kinda insane compared to the other ones I've done. This was a suggestion someone had given me, adding a request for me to squeeze my throat with my hand as I did this. Problem is I only have two hands lol, and I didn't have a way of securing my mic to my chest.
The other part of the suggestion was heavy breathing and stuff so I'm making a lot more noise than normal, which I try not to do usually
So, I don't think it's really the same, but I folded up a hoodie and put it over my face to make it just a bit harder to breathe. This actually worked a bit better than I expected since, like I talked about before, the weather here is hot and not having ac in my tiny room sucks, but I didn't wanna have the noise of the fan in the file so I've had it off, so it was hot as it is, and with the way I was breathing here, under the hoodie it was heating up fast lol.
I've never reacted this way before, by the end of this, I was trembling so much, and my heart wouldn't calm the way it usually does. Felt like I was on cloud 9.
One more note: I'd still like recs, but I just ask for the moment that no one recommends pleasure files, just not in the mood to do this so often.