I'm Sort Of Here

What would especially suck is he would probably feel embarrassed if he had any flashbacks or anything, because it wasn’t even real.

But the thing is, even if what was happening wasn’t real, that doesn’t mean his trauma isn’t.

Also, Mittens has plenty of trauma of her own. But something else with her is she is declawed— and to my understanding, declawing is now understood to be a terribly inhumane procedure because it can leave cats in pain for the rest of their lives.

Round Two, Bracket 1

Propaganda below the cut:

hi everyone, some of you may have seen my old comm post, but it was accidentally deleted, so here’s my new one.

i’m coming on here to say that some really unfortunate things have happened. i found myself in an abusive living situation with my aunt in a completely different state, where she was the only person i knew. she took all of my money, overworked me, and forced her responsibilities onto me cleaning her entire house and caring for her child all while i was working 10–12 hour shifts every day, not including the hour it took me to walk to and from work. there were also times she purposely sabotaged my job and made me late so i could take care of her child. every day i came home and had to clean everything, including the messes her child had made. i was verbally abused and belittled by her and her husband daily. she even allowed her husband to throw things at me, and attempt to hit me. i won’t go into further detail other than to say i was eventually kicked out and left homeless with no money. she took hundreds of dollars from me every single week, so i wasn’t able to save anything. on top of everything else, i was completely exhausted.

i’m now back in my home state, while i do have a place to stay my living situation isn’t ideal, and i don’t have a strong support system. i’m actively searching for a job but haven’t had any luck yet. it’s especially difficult since i don’t have reliable transportation and can’t drive. i grew up in an abusive family, and my aunt’s husband was supposed to help me learn, but instead they only wanted to take my money and make me do their responsibilities for them.

right now, i have very limited resources and support, and i’m doing my best to get through each day while also dealing with declining mental health because of everything that’s happened. i’ve struggled with serious mental health issues that have impacted my entire life, and coping with them alongside all of this has made this time especially hard. i’m trying to move forward, but it’s difficult given my circumstances.

with all of that said, my commissions are open. these are emergency commissions so i can somewhat support myself, as finding a job right now is extremely difficult and this is currently my only source of income.

if you’re able to send anything during this time, it would help more than i can put into words. here is my ko-fi if you’d like to send any tips or donations to support me and my work.

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prices start at $12 per 1k words.

i will write for anything, no judgement. some examples of commissions i do!

oc x canon

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x reader fics

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+ many more!

research!

if your fic requires research it's an additional $10 for every hour of research.

depending on what the research is and or requires it could be less and or free!

WHERE TO FIND MY WORK

masterlist - on my blog aka tumblr

I'm happy to research any topic or fandom you need!

all finished comms will be sent via pdf through email.

i do reserve the right to deny any commission, though this is very rare. please be kind and respectful when messaging me, and keep in mind that i'm a person too <3

i accept payment upfront and through paypal and venmo. i can also use cash app if needed, though it's not my preference. if none of those work, i'm open to gift cards (such as amazon), and we can always discuss other options.

i've completed many commissions so far and have returning buyers who've commissioned me multiple times, so i can assure you that i'm reliable and true to my word. i also tend to finish comms fairly quickly, depending on what's going on at the moment.

i also write essays and poems!

if you are interested, please send me a dm on tumblr so we can start discussing your idea! thank you for reading this far and for your consideration + kindness:) if you want a commission but are unsure of an idea, or simply have a bunch of ideas floating around i can always help with ideas, and plot! if you don't want a commission and simply just want to send some support, my kofi is always open to accept tips <3 i'm immensely grateful for anything that's sent and always try to say thank you. if you're not able to support or commission me, please consider reblogging or sharing this with anyone you think may be interested. i'm so incredibly thankful for any help, truly.

again, i write for anything and any length. thank you so much (anything helps, truly!!)

ever wanted something perfectly tailored to your needs? something to fulfill whatever fantasy your heart desires? well, good news! my writing commissions are open these are emergency commissions, and i have a post explaining my situation linked here.

i write for a multitude of fandoms, and i’m more than happy to write for fandoms i’m unfamiliar with as well. i have no problem doing research for commissions if needed!

also, judgement-free zone! get your freak on, i do not judge. smut, fluff, angst, all of it is welcome. the only things i won’t write are anything involving minors, scat, incest, or non-con. other than that, most things are okay with me! original characters are also okay!

i’m open to writing fics of various lengths. whether it’s 3k or 20k+, i’m happy to discuss any word count, provided i have the time and available slots.

i’m also open to other projects that are usually outside the realm of most fanfic commissions, for example i’ve been commissioned to write a video game before! so things like that are totally okay.

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here’s my masterlist which contains fics from various fandoms! so you can take a look at my work

more info:

♡ kofi linked here — i also accept tips! there is absolutely no obligation to send anything, but any support is greatly appreciated and helps me immensely during this time.

♡ prices start at $12 per 1k words

♡ if your fic requires research, it’s an additional $10 per hour of research.

♡ all finished commissions will be sent as a pdf unless otherwise specified.

♡ payment is accepted upfront through paypal, venmo, or ko-fi. if paying through ko-fi, i ask that the fees be covered as well, since they take a fairly large portion of the payment.

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