Welcome

You are never too talkative for someone who likes to hear you, you are never too annoying for someone who find your little actions cute, you are never too depressed for someone who knows what you went through, You are never too late for someone who awaits to see you all day, you are never too far for someone who loves you...

I’m thankful for those who actually care about me and go out of their way to talk to me and show me love at my darkest times or when I’m upset about small things, so many people in my life, yet a select few who have actually ever cared. I love you

And this is not me saying that it's bad to really want a romantic partner or that you shouldn't need love to be happy or whatever, but if you are more preoccupied with "being in a relationship" than you are with which person ends up filling out this role in your life, I do think that's very unlikely to actually lead to the kind of lasting connection you're dreaming of.

"Suicide is selfish!" - stfu! Do you know what's selfish? Forcing someone to stay alive for others because other people don't want to deal with a loss.

The problem with defaulting to "well it's better than nothing!" is that sometimes it really isn't...