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it’s sooo interesting how 95% of autistic women are much much higher functioning than the average autistic man bc female socialization forces us to adapt or die (begrudging w for female socialization here, i would kill myself if i knew i was as insufferable as guys like this) but autistic men are allowed to just be out there comitting mass murder on the vibes of everywhere they go. i hate it!

"Hi, I’m Chris, and I’m from Kawzah

During the war, the sounds of explosions and drones and fighter jets were so loud my dad could feel their vibrations. The strikes kept getting closer and closer until we lost our house there and had to move in with relatives in Hadath. We found and rented a place there and now we lost our house there. My family is full of life even though we’ve been through everything: my mom is crippled, and my dad is deaf, and I have 3 sisters. I’ve been struggling to support them all through this, and in Beirut its almost impossible to rent a place without paying huge deposits and 3-6 months to be able to rent.

Making this fundraiser is harder to me than when we had to move, so please help me find a place where we can stay."

My landlords dropped it on me that I need to pay an extra month’s rent as a U&O fee on Friday (4/10/26); I’ve figured out how to lock down the majority of the money, but I’m running about $700 short. I’m in the home stretch for the big problem here, but if there’s any way anybody can help, this should be the last time this comes up, because I think I’m at least finally getting back into the livable wage zone 💜