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05.27.2025

I’ve avoided posting for so long because I’m ashamed of my weight gain. But if I’m ever going to get my shit together I need to be honest with myself and with you all. So I’ve accepted the fact that I deserve to feel this shame and use it as fuel to get back on track.

Here are my stats as of today:

HW (2021): 299

SW (03.2024): 275

LW(08.2024): 233

CW (05.27.2025): 251

GW: 150

UGW: 130

Feel free to send me some meanspø or sweetspø or whatever you're in the mood for spø-wise. Send me all the spøs.

#anamia #obese ana #fat ana #tw ed but not sheeran #thinspø #wanna be thin #goth ana #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #ed bullshit #ed behaviour tw #ed dairy #obeseana

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moonkissedletters

I'm neither beautiful nor admirable. I'm tired and I'm bruised.

- Martha Gellhorn, Selected Letters

p3rf3ctcha0s

professionallyunstable-deactiva

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

joes-coffin

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

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yourgirlinpieces

yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

rexismind

c0ll@r b0ne !nsp0

05.27.2025

Start: 251

EOD: 250.2

C@ls in: 350

C@ls out: 974

Total: -624

#anamia #obese ana #fat ana #pro4ana #⭐️ve #tw restriction #ed not ed sheeran #ed dairy

nanaporquinhaa

beardedmrbean

theman

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

tattooedzombigirl

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

secondlina

Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.

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borderlinejessie

I'm the kind of heavy nobody wants to carry.

beautifulandraretoevenexist

I told myself it wasn’t anything. I knew it meant nothing. I prepared myself for it to be nothing.

Yet when someone agreed that they probably weren’t interested, why did my heart break a bit?

I thought I had prepared myself. I thought I had not let myself get hopeful. I thought repeating ‘boys don’t fall in love with girls like me’ enough times would remind me where I stand.

But no, my subconscious and it’s stupid hope. My crippling want to be loved. My thrashing to grasp at any proof I am lovable. It always wins. It always overtakes my rational mind.

Isn’t my brain supposed to protect itself from getting hurt? If so, why did it lead me down this path again, when it knows it always ends in pain?

My mind keeps repeating ‘boys don’t fall in love with girls like me’, but all my heart desperately wants to do is prove it wrong. And fuck, so do I.

emberuzumaki

My biggest fear isn’t dying alone- it’s living unseen and unloved, as if I were never here at all

I’m fighting for my life every day.

But what am I fighting for?

#su1c1d10 #su1c1d3 #su1c1d4l #suic1de #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sh vent #self h@rm

seani222

having sex over 200lb is humbling 💀💀

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WIEIAD

Breakfast: coffee - 150 cal with creamer

Lunch: Hummus and veggie plate - 210 cal

Dinner: Chicken Noodle soup - 420 cal

Gross: 780 cal

Workout burn: 985 cal (yoga and a walk that put me at 12k steps)

Net: -205

Looking for a buddy to keep me accountable and I’ll do the same! Workout tips, res motivation, fas motivation, omad meals, etc! All the spos welcome (sweetspo, etc)

18+ only please! Female or female presenting only please.

A bit about me:

I’m about to be 32. My HW was 299. My CW as of 9.19.24 is 233 and trending downward. Based in the US.

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