i love the power of the 🫵 emoji. yes you

im getting so tired of begging to just barely make rent every month while the father who said he’d help me recover has to be convinced to even throw me $100 in six months. yesterday was the first day in weeks i had more than one meal. even on days where im not in blinding pain i don’t have the energy to walk from one end of the apartment to the other without needing to catch my breath. the systems nominally there to support me are just a ouroboros of being cycled from one person to the next who each needs me to get something from the next person im never fucking making it out of here i am going to die in this building

thank you everyone that’s donated..ive gotten $285 which is a big chunk of my rent tho im still short another $250… i still have a week until i have to pay but every little but until then is a big help ❤️

please…i have a good shot at a job coming up but it won’t be nearly in time to do anything about july’s rent

Hiii I'm Black, nonbinary and disabled and a flareup's keepin me from work today <3 Cash is $CheshirePierrot

So you know you can dive into the notes of this post and queue this bad boy the whole week/month/year right? Me personally I'm not done reblogging this shit. Yall be easy tho

daily affirmation i do NOT have a secret disgusting evil hidden within me that will some day make its way out

i have no care for grimdark edgy wols whose existence is built on being contradictory to the story simply for the sake of it

and truly i don't think i'd have such a problem if they weren't presented as Saying Something Brand New that no one has ever heard before and everyone must pay attention to my super "subversive" take on the hero's journey (even though i barely understand what that is) etc. like idk imo it is infinitely more honest to be like i wrote it this way because i find this stuff cool than to present something as a #Statement when all the statement says is "i am an empty contrarian that hates this story" bc all im gonna tell you is to play a different game