~“I Would Know Him In Death”

Disclaimer ** anything like Grayson and Jean or Zane or Riko mention (if any) is not a ship just like the general vibe. As a basic thing if it’s not written as a ship name it’s prob just the individual characters in separate contexts

Connell -

Kevjean

“Kissing your ghost was my own damn fucking fault, but deep in my bones I know pain is what I earned.“

Neil

“Yeah you remind me of my father slurring words, yeah you remind me of how little I deserve. Connell.”

Jean and Zane

“Yeah you remind me of how good it feels to hurt, yeah you remind me of how little I deserve.”

Vodka Cranberry

Kevjean

“Looked at your picture and cried like a baby. Speak up, don’t leave me waiting. Got way too drunk off a vodka cranberry. Called you up, in the middle of the night, wailing like an imbecile.”

Nauseous

Andreil

“Your love is a threat and I’m nauseous, it scares me to death how I want it. It’s not common sense but I’m haunted. By people who’ve left, so you scare me to death”

“I know it’s in me to really love someone but that’s not a thing that I learned from my loved ones.”

Jerejean

“Maybe that’s why I feel safe with bad guys, because when they hurt me, I won’t be surpised. Your love is a threat and I’m nauseous. It scares me to death how I want it”

Sunset Tower

Kevjean

“Wed drive around talking bout how we hate this place. Luka says you’re dating again, it’s horrible. Getting all your news from a friend. Been tryna hide that I’m still here stuck in your hell. So really man if you’re out here doing well, don’t tell me.”

Actor

Kevjean

“Nobody saw us, in the hotel lobby. Nobody saw us, with your sweatshirt on me.” “But my friends discovered, when you left me in July no I didn’t cry, kept the lie alive.”

“And youve spent the summer drinking, while I spent it being erased.”

“And ive tried to hide the feeling, but it just won’t go away.”

“A friend of mine asked you, have you talked to Conan? You didn’t react you said, I barely even fucking know him.”

“When you meet a girl on some tv show there’s a side of you that she’ll never know”

“you spent your whole life drinking, oh drinking me away.”

Kevaaron

“And ive tried to hide the feeling, but I just can’t lie that way. Let’s pretend nothing happened, I agree. But youre a much better actor, then me.”

“Youre saving your face but, you take it out on your nose. The white wind blows.”

“if you ever cared, well I wouldn’t know”

This song

Kevjean and Andreil

“You know that I love you. And I have a feeling that you love me back.”

“Youre eyes are like heaven, yiur voice is like rain. Eleven elevens they all hear your name”

“I hope you can see if you read through these lines.”

My world

Kevaaron

“A full year later, youre calling me back, youre saying your sorry, for treating me like trash.”

“So you can keep drinking, and living a lie, and talking all low when you’re out with the guys”

Eleven Eleven

Kevjean

“And if you’d ask me, I’d deny that we ended, as much as I know that it’s time to forget it.”

“Cuz I’ll wait for nothing, pretending we’re something”

“But I just can’t accept that it’s too late to save us.”

Caramel

KevJean

“Promises spoken, all coming back as lies.”

“Did me wrong, in the past. And I know it was bad. But you, burn inside my memory so well.”

“It was love, at the worst. It was what we deserved”

“Now when I hear you’re in town I just want caramel”

Andreil

“Well in the moment, you weren’t all that kind. You with your wide eyed grins, all I can see when I think of that time.”

“Your cigarette breath, thick on your open mouth.”

Care

Kevjean

“But there will always be parts of me, that are yours.”

“And I don’t cry cause it is over, I just don’t feel like I could love again”

“I told myself that I’m over you, but I care. I care.”

“Pretend I hate you instead”

“But why does it trigger me so bad, to see you with somebody, who is not me?”

Class Clown:

Nicky, Matt, Jeremy

“Growing up didnt go how I’d liked, it twists and turns like the limbs of a pine”

“Tryna grow on an earth that writhes and do it all with the biggest smile.”

“If I stop laughing now all the blood will start pouring out”

Neil

“Half my friends barely know who I am, there’s none at fault but this own singing man”

Bonus Conan gray songs:

The cut that always bleeds

Kevjean

“But even though you’re killing me, I need yoy more then anything”

“Cause you keep me on a rope and tied a noose around my throat. You’re gone, but you’re back at my door.”

“Cause if you’re gonna leave better leave better do it fast.”

Memories

Jean when Grayson shows up in TGR

Self explanatory

People watching - Neil and perchance Andrew

“I’m only looking just to live through you vicariously. Ive never really been in love, not seriously”

“I wanna feel all that love and emotion, be that attached to the person I’m holding some day I’ll be falling, without caution, but for now I’m only, people watching.”

“I cut people out like tags on my clothing, I end up all alone but, I still keep hoping.”

Crush culture - Neil

Self explanatory

Overdrive - Andreil kandreil

“Yeah I know you’re a stranger, but I’m liking that danger.”

“Said I’m not catching feelings, oh I guess I lied.”

“you right next to me, feel the heat, going overdrive.”

“All or nothing, you’re my ride or die”

Jigsaw - Kevin and Riko

Self explanatory

Family line - Neil

Self explanatory

Wish you were sober - pretty much everyone especially andreil and Kevjean, and kandreil and even Neil just by himself the first time they go out. ALISON AND SETH!!! Dan and Matt perhaps?

God bless the hottest man alive 🙏