Hello - i'm a mestiza peruvian, 21+ year old bisexual cis woman (she/her) who can be reached in the following places:
GothLoli on ao3
GothitaLolita on twitter
GothicDolores here on tumblr
GothicDolores on blsky
these are all the places you can find me in terms of fanfiction, and specifically fanfiction. My ao3 is listed at the top of my blog and contains both my old pseud and my current pseud - all public for you to peruse, as it always has been.
I occasionally indulge in Dead Dove, simply mind the tags and filter out my library accordingly, as it's mixed in with my usual work!
I used to take requests, but they were mostly for small ships or niche tropes, if I happen to write for something you enjoy, I might say yes but i am not a request blog, so no promises - i just yap about my ships here on tumblr
I am very liberal with the block button - i do not debate people, i do not entertain slurs or real life criminal accusations over fiction. You only have to say something weird around me or to me ONCE, and you are gone from my internet experience. I have no interest in "defending" myself or giving whatever else attention you are seeking. You are talking to yourselves, as i have repeated time and time again. I don't know what it is your saying or doing, but good luck with that. or sorry it happened to you.
i'm MOVING alot of my old works off of FFnet, where you can find them unedited and in their original state. You will occasionally see me post decades old fics! sometimes i throw a fresh coat of paint over them. But I will always specify when i wrote them, as some are so old i was still in grade-school, if you can imagine.
All my NEW wips include:
Dear Maria Count Me In: Shadria-centric found family fic. updating semi-regularly again
Icarus to your Certainty: My current DD:DNE. Last chapter pending.
All You Have To Do Is Sing: Updating regularly! The Lullaby Arc is underway
these are LONG TERM wips! If you see me post an old fic or a new one-shot no you didn't it's just where my muse diverted me atm
WIP list will be updated as fics wrap up.
Edit: canāt believe this has to be said but THIS IS MY ONLY FANFIC BLOG I HAVE NO SECONDARY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS BEYOND THE ONES LISTED ABOVE AND ANYONE CLAIMING TO BE ME IS NEITHER MY FRIEND, FOLLOWER, NOR EVEN A COMPETENT CYBER STALKER
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I think it would be cute if Dek and Thia took their little squishy ooman children with them to Genna...like a summer camp trip. Before they step off the ship, Thia rubs oil from Bud's fur into their skin because a single whiff of it can make ALL creatures give the kids a wide berth. After all, Kalisk aren't messed with by the flora or fauna of Genna. This way, the kids can walk in a single file line behind Thia as she's escorting them around certain areas while Dek is far up ahead hunting. At night, the kids set up their little tents or sleep in the big family tent with their parents. Razor grass fields must be observed a mile away with binoculars, but Dek still brings back sharp blades of grass to show his little ones how it shimmers in the light. If the kids are REALLY good, their parents might just show them the planet's desert.
this is so wholeshome T^T
i'm thinking of the sheer amount of looney tunes scenarios that a baby human can get themselves into on Genna after dek and thia take great pains to do all this -- such a tender family trip and suddenly baby wakes up in the middle of the night and starts crawling around and getting into mischief while their big sister bud is right behind them trying to get her baby sib back before their parents wake up
NOW YOU MIGHT BE SAYING thia has like a dozen or more alert features running to ensure her children are always within safe parameters but are parents but eepy adults and dek convinces her to shut down the way she does and ends up falling asleep himself through random happenstance so Bud is tRYING HER BEST
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its fine tho! thia comes back online and sees dek by her side before they both remember where they are and freak out -- only to find baby and bud curled up together in deep sleep ahhhh
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itās far less taxing to be canceled for shadria/kratreus cuz most of these people are genuinely dumbass teens who shouldnāt be talking to adults anyway, what was taxing about Yautja fandom was that many of the losers at large are 30-40 yet were and are so desperate for 17yearolds to follow them that to this day it gives me the heebie jeebies to see them continue to close ranks as they cannibalize each other
That era of freak sex I made dekthia have during the movie canon is so iconic I feel like they miss being a weirdo fetish couple so from time to time thia detaches her torso and wiggles her free roaming ass in front of Dek while she pretends to do science stuff which prompts him to drop trowel in point five seconds when he walks in the room SEND POST
ugh how i wish to be as well dressed and doused in jewelry as aket haha!!
canāt wait for the next chapter and for child and her groom š
Well youāre in VERY much luck dear anon cuz CHAPTER 10 HAS JUST BEEN POSTED šššš
You might really enjoy it, as you finally and FORMALLY meet Kweiānee, whose been looming the past few chapters lmaoo we finally get to meet her in the context of Sing, which will hopefully add some more context to her behavior in Nothing Left To Prove :3c
As for child and her groom, Iām giving myself the buffer of finishing Who Still Loves Your Ghost before Iām full throttle with the spinoff, which will still have at least one instance of Suāete and Aāket as Njohrr does passively meet them at one point in his long and increasingly unstable life
Thisāll give me some flexibility to finish the Lullaby Arc, but Iāve written important scenes for the sequel spinoff so far tho! Iām very excited for the interactions between the cast, and how it leads both groups to reevaluate their place in the Yautja world š
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well intended people: girl blink twice if you need us to rescue you
Aket, in her Gucci dress and Versace heels and wearing her Cartier jewelry and a crown that mightāve been stolen from some 18th century princess when some lower rung Yautja had been out hunting, before making it onto the hands of Suāete: ā¦..aside from all this shit I have to wear, Iām actually fairly happy so
Since reader is, obviously, a self-insert I try to keep things neutral when describing what reader is wearing at any given time, aside from her signature flowers in her hair and the fact that they are currently pregnant
But Aāket is an actual OC and itās usually very important what sheās wearing, especially in Child and Her Groom where weāre getting multiple perspectives which interact with her
As such, take a gander what being the Honorable Arbitratorās living trophy affords you
No but actually the concept of Kratos marrying Fey is so baffling like?? She was in hiding and Kratos doesnāt even believe in gods anymore, as an institution, so who married them? Was it civil marriage? A nature-based wedding? Like in a Disney movie?
Anyway my POINT IS Kratos simply CANNOT have casual flings! He literally has to call his significant other his WIFE or husband in Atreusās case lmao this dude is so intense!! āWEāRE MARRIED BTW JUST SO YOU KNOW!ā
justā¦itās very funny to me but also sad as it clearly shows how earnest and seriously Kratos takes these things only the first time around he kept leaving his family even when he regretted doing so and the second time around he was too afraid to spend time with them for fear heād kill then again only for fey to simply contact death disease so Iād love to explore how heād go about it three for three like okay THIS TIME Iām sticking by you clearly staying away doesnāt help so HENCEFORTH you will refer to me as your loving husband and show off the ring brok forged for me just in case I actually went thru w this
Me writing chap 4 in 2012: and so itās likeā¦.catholic communion! Itās like..::symbolic of Aket being baptized into her new life! Itās very pure, very angelic
Me frequently having to refer back to chap 4 in the year of our lord 2026: ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.bitch why the fuck is it giving child bride ass vibes ajdjfkfkkgkg, I donāt remember writing this lmaooooooooooo
Sometimes Iāll be re-reading old chapters and come across moments like this;
And start cackling like a maniac lmao girl give me a minute it Iām about to lead you into a situation where your first impulse is to beat the crap out of him *cracks knuckles*
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āSo what does aket actually wear all day you spend a lot of time describing her clothing -ā
Because sheās wearing couture. Sheās wearing high fashion. Do you realize thereās Yautja who stay up all night just to make her something to wear in the morning? No sheās not just wearing leathers and hides sheās wearing LIVE INSECTS, sheās got GIANT FLORA on her body, plucked that morning. Sheās got GEMS encrusted into her rib cage mined from a planet that is only accessible once every hundred years. Pearls from ocean planets constantly storming. Silk weaved by the most dangerous worms in the galaxy. SHES WEARING COUTURE. āOh surely you mean fishnets andā NO BITCH I MEAN SUETE RAIDED THE MET AND GAVE IT TO HER AS A PRESENT CUZ SHE WAS MAD AT HIM FOR SIX HOURS she has a dubloon dress! Yknow what Iām saying?? She as a dress made out of GOLD COINS she only wears to the beach! Sheās has crowns from royalty youāve never heard from. Lost princess broches and rings from empresses. Sometimes when heās feeling sappy, Suete will even will grind the finest ivory ripped from the most elegant bones of the fiercest of beast into dust and paint Aketās nails with it bc heās a freak and a weirdo and insists he wants to do something nice for her but really he likes the iridescent shine it gives her absurdly well kept nails and he wants everyone to see how long and healthy they bc that means he keeps her healthy and strong and adored
YOU BETCHA this gives me an excuse to talk about MORE YAUTJA FASHION:
HAIR FASHION
I sort of have this idea for the Old Man Dek fic i'm still working on where Thia pokes fun at the fact that she dyes Dek's hair so it's not entirely white like njohrr's was (i also like the headcanon i see some artists do where njohrr's white hair isn't due to his age, but that he always had it, i'mma use that for a thing soon) - I also have Na'ji, who's Ten'tatta's city girlfriend, dye her hair unrealistically blue on purpose, because it makes her look more intense/attractive
We're already used to seeing yautja with their hair up, not just for dek but in general across the comics/games, but i certainly think they can also do things like curl/dye and even CUT their tresses if they really want to!
I have this OC for my fic Sing who can't grow her hair out and has a very short bob (as a sort of genetic thing rather than a choice) - usually this works for her because she's a medic and it doesn't get in her way, but when she's attending ceremonies, she actually puts extensions in FROM the base where it ends, as opposed to from her scalp
I feel it's very favorable to have long, lush tendrils in Yautja culture, so many try to make their hair look bigger/longer in general, though it largely depends on where the yautja hails from if thinner or thicker locks are more in fashion
Take Kwei and Dek's clan for instance! they seem to have thinner keratin, so it might be easier for them to curl it tight during special holidays, giving them a more alluring image (i really like curled yautja tresses arejgnaekrjg)