Hello - i'm a mestiza peruvian, 21+ year old bisexual cis woman (she/her) who can be reached in the following places:
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these are all the places you can find me in terms of fanfiction, and specifically fanfiction. My ao3 is listed at the top of my blog and contains both my old pseud and my current pseud - all public for you to peruse, as it always has been.
I occasionally indulge in Dead Dove, simply mind the tags and filter out my library accordingly, as it's mixed in with my usual work!
I used to take requests, but they were mostly for small ships or niche tropes, if I happen to write for something you enjoy, I might say yes but i am not a request blog, so no promises - i just yap about my ships here on tumblr
I am very liberal with the block button - i do not debate people, i do not entertain slurs or real life criminal accusations over fiction. You only have to say something weird around me or to me ONCE, and you are gone from my internet experience. I have no interest in "defending" myself or giving whatever else attention you are seeking. You are talking to yourselves, as i have repeated time and time again. I don't know what it is your saying or doing, but good luck with that. or sorry it happened to you.
i'm MOVING alot of my old works off of FFnet, where you can find them unedited and in their original state. You will occasionally see me post decades old fics! sometimes i throw a fresh coat of paint over them. But I will always specify when i wrote them, as some are so old i was still in grade-school, if you can imagine.
All my NEW wips include:
Dear Maria Count Me In: Shadria-centric found family fic. updating semi-regularly again
Icarus to your Certainty: My current DD:DNE. Last chapter pending.
All You Have To Do Is Sing: Updating regularly! The Lullaby Arc is underway
these are LONG TERM wips! If you see me post an old fic or a new one-shot no you didn't it's just where my muse diverted me atm
WIP list will be updated as fics wrap up.
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Which made it hard for Te'jeiros to drag her back to his ship.
"YOU KILLED MY BROTHER!" She kept screaming, "YOU KILLED MY BROTHER — I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!"
Te'jeríos was not one to let a pauk up deter him.
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The huntress was valiant. Noble and clever. The day he'd come across her, he understood what his bearer had said to him, before signing off on his request to be allowed upon the hunting grounds.
You will find many things, in that little dirt planet floating in the middle of the galaxy. Our neighbors paraded themselves as gods, but is the Oomen who drew lines in the sand that they meant for us to see from the sky above.
It's not a thing she understands.
Te'jeiros cannot make her understand. Not yet, anyway. Not until she calms, and stills, and lets him feed her flesh and blood.
"n—No! NO —!" after all, with all her screaming, it is easy for him to stuff his stumped hand into her maw. He has bled much, but not enough to to make him sway. Not enough to make him loose purpose.
The huntress gags. Little bubbles of her spit and his ichor forming along the her face as she struggles beneath him. She likes to kick, but connects with the air instead of his abdomen. Even so it is an admirable resolve.
He watches her eyes begin to roll back as she struggles to breathe.
Still, Te'jeiros waits for her body to go limp before he can be sure to pull his weight off of her. Whether she has wanted to or not, she has ingested much of his blood. And the sight of it spilling from her lips is worthy of the murals of his family home.
She truly is remarkable thing.
An intelligent warrior. A beautiful female.
Even now, as Te'jeiros began to sway a bit on his feet, he cannot let go of the sharp possessiveness that overtakes him. To see her here. On his ship. Far from the Oomen who had mistreated her.
Yes, she had severed his arm, but what male worth their pound of flesh would complain about the hardships of courtship?
He deserved it. She had nearly bested him.
But because she hadn't, by some miracle of Paya where her clever trap might've killed him if he had tilted his head just so, Te'jeiros had proven to be in true-match in every way. She need only accept him, now.
He got to work cleaning his wounds before tending to her own. Hist stump arm needed immediate attention, while the rest of him would keep.
Te'jeiros administered the salves and healing ointments methodologically. Trying not to get distracted. Yet every mark she'd left on his body felt sacred. Sharp — sensual jolts through his being as he moved or stretched or even breathed. For a Yautja to be thusly claimed was akin to her already embedding bonding scarification over him.
Te'jeiros purred as he licked fondly at his dried wounds.
Wounds that so clearly stated who he belonged to.
Te'jeiros steadied his breathing, as he finally focused on his huntress's needs.
Though his body longed for rest, it longed far more ardently to finally be able to touch her, up close. She slept deep. And the wounds along her body likely added to her exhaustion. But Te'jeiros would see her cleaned and healed.
He only needed to reign himself in, as he did so.
Easier said than done, as his mandibles caressed the temple of her forehead. Good hand caressing her long hair. She would need to be bathed properly, and more was the pity for it, to dilute her natural scent. But infection would not do.
Not when he finally had her all to himself.
He lifted her body. Slung over his shoulders where he wished to have her pressed against his chest. Perhaps when he had more time, for now he took her to his refresher. A need to see her well overtaking desire.
He placed her at the base of his washer. Pulling apart every article of clothing as if they were silk. The water ran warm, where he had it pour lightly beside her, careful with his washcloth as he gently cleansed her legs, her arms. As best he could, given the state of his arm.
With a trembling hand, he slid her clothing from her shoulders.
Even now, with her body bare before him, Te'jeiros let out a soothing series of purrs. Regretful that she felt so strongly over his mistake. His jealousy.
He leaned in close and licked along her neck, begging, "You will forgive me, in time, my mate."
Te'jeiros had stalked the lion when he first came upon her majesty. He'd seen it attack an Ooman male with sharpness of intent, and had wanted to wrestle with the beast himself, before it scurried away.
The Ooman female was also hunting the lion.
But she was clever about it. She tracked it with ease, in such a way that one of the Oomen males in her party differed to her judgement. She caught wind, here and there, of Te'jeiros's own tracks. Far more readily than the others.
Does she know that I'm here? He had thought, watching her. The darkness of her hair intrigued him. The slight form of her body. She carried herself well, for a being far smaller than him.
It was not until she saw him climbing upon the lion's tree that Te'jeiros thought to himself, She is a true huntress of her clan.
There was only one way to test her. To draw out the lion, to see what else she would do.
Her brother had stolen her kill.
So her brother had to die.
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Ships: gracerocky, dekthia, eventually friendly f/m/m/m
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The twin-suns are dimming.
Yautja Prime experiences an unprecedented danger as what Thia calls "astrophage" finds their two-stared planet and begins to consume the heat their species thrives upon. The only solution as the clans devolve into in-fighting is to contact a race of aliens known as the Eridians, who once kept the Oomen's own star from dying.
They do not expect to find another human living among these Eridians.
And they do not anticipate him calling Dek a staggering waste of carbon.
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The twin-suns were dimming.
In any other planet, some of the greatest minds would come together and address the problem as the global threat it is.
On Yautja Prime?
Half the planet holds a 20 day war until the council of Ancients form an emergency summit meeting and suggest that, perhaps, killing each other is not going to appease the Gods enough to keep their suns from getting colder.
Several religious leaders are forced to share a space and declare that the suns' diminishment was not a sign of Paya's anger at them, or Cetanu's promise to claim them all in some ancient apocalyptic scenario writ in the tomb of a great leader who died several hundred centuries ago.
And still, after all of this, yet another round of voting was had to declare a state of emergency grievous enough to elect a planetary Predator King, who had to oversee and allocate resources to face the ordeal in a calm, rational manner.
Which is how Dek found himself saddled with this c'jit pauking job.
"The Eridians helped Earth from their sun dying, I'm sure if we connect with them, they'd extend that sort of grace to Yautja Prime."
Granted. Thia had been the true reason Dek had spoken up at all. She was synthetic, and moreover, she was a scientist. She knew many of the Yautja within the intellectual-sphere, who were quick to form committees of their own as their respective clans lost their minds during the aforementioned warring.
Dek had been dragged into it all by merit of being Thia's mate, or rather, her being his mate. And he'd been one of the only hunters patient enough to pauking listen to the engineers and the technicians and the biochemists and any living Yautja whose vocation had not stopped at killing the deadliest prey.
Their suns were dying for Paya's sake, Dek did not understand why it was taking the rest of the pauking planet forever to catch up with logic and reason.
"But if the so-called Eridians gave the solution to Oomans, do you now simply posses the knowledge within your system, that you might now give it to us?" one of the older female Yautjan scientists, Yaquita, spoke.
At that, he watched his mate's mouth frown, "Earthlings…are a very covetous species. Once they managed to save their own planet, several corporations decided to hide the solution behind a paywall. That way, if any of the human colonies ended up faced with the same issue down the line, they'd profit off of selling the "taumeoba" to them. It's all…a very dishonest and inhumane system set up by those in power."
"Su'ya!" the female chuffed, "It is no wonder why your creators are often pauking up space faring for their kind."
Several of the attendees began ruminating about the unreliable nature of Oomen. Several of them bemoaning that they could not simply reach out to one of the out-lining colonies to see if they had any knowledge, that did not require Prime to negotiate with on a larger scale with the figureheads of Earth.
"Being a Weyland-Yutani synthetic, I know certain things that would otherwise be censored to the public, but there's no reason for me to know how to keep the Patrova Line's astrophage from consuming a star," Thia had continued to explain, shrugging with the reality of it, "If I had perceived Genna's star was dying, for instance, when I had been sent there, I would've called for the company to send another team of specialists. If they'd had deemed it an acceptable expense…"
She trailed off, allowing for her colleagues to fill in the rest.
Much of humanity is corrupt institutions. Dek has heard his fair share of horror stories form Thia's own lips, and though for a long time he has had not better opinion of his own race, he felt it clear that Oomen rarely if ever did well with alliances.
"It is too much of a risk, to contact anyone from Thia's Earth," he said, with some authority he probably should not have, if he'd known what would come of it, "They would want things from us in return, and we are already struggling amongst ourselves what with the Ancients wrangling together the warring continents. We should contact the Eridians, as Thia suggests."
"Cut out the middle man," Thia nods, with a smile.
The meeting continued on, into developing a method of contact or signaling and trying to determine where Erid was relative to Prime. Dek was less helpful in this regard, and preferred to step back and watch his mate in her element. She always appeared to glow the most when surrounded by Yautja who valued her input as a scientist, rather than simply his mate.
"They will name you Yautja King for this."
Is what Ni'mue said to him, when Dek had fully left the room.
"The pauk are you talking about?" is how Dek had responded. Unnerved from the start that the Warlord had shown up to these proceedings at all.
He was famous for pageantry and being something of a tolerated ic'jit, he hadn't seemed to Dek as someone who would be supportive of the non-violent minds of Yautja society. Yet here he was, funneling all manner of resources to the amassed scientists who were keeping their world from dispensary.
"The brains like you," Ni'mue said, as if it clarified his words, "They like that you respect them."
"They are respectable Yautja," Dek frowned, "More should be heeding their counsel instead of harassing the Ancients who are trying to keep us all from eating each other."
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I think it would be cute if Dek and Thia took their little squishy ooman children with them to Genna...like a summer camp trip. Before they step off the ship, Thia rubs oil from Bud's fur into their skin because a single whiff of it can make ALL creatures give the kids a wide berth. After all, Kalisk aren't messed with by the flora or fauna of Genna. This way, the kids can walk in a single file line behind Thia as she's escorting them around certain areas while Dek is far up ahead hunting. At night, the kids set up their little tents or sleep in the big family tent with their parents. Razor grass fields must be observed a mile away with binoculars, but Dek still brings back sharp blades of grass to show his little ones how it shimmers in the light. If the kids are REALLY good, their parents might just show them the planet's desert.
this is so wholeshome T^T
i'm thinking of the sheer amount of looney tunes scenarios that a baby human can get themselves into on Genna after dek and thia take great pains to do all this -- such a tender family trip and suddenly baby wakes up in the middle of the night and starts crawling around and getting into mischief while their big sister bud is right behind them trying to get her baby sib back before their parents wake up
NOW YOU MIGHT BE SAYING thia has like a dozen or more alert features running to ensure her children are always within safe parameters but are parents but eepy adults and dek convinces her to shut down the way she does and ends up falling asleep himself through random happenstance so Bud is tRYING HER BEST
srkgjneskrgnsek
its fine tho! thia comes back online and sees dek by her side before they both remember where they are and freak out -- only to find baby and bud curled up together in deep sleep ahhhh
it’s far less taxing to be canceled for shadria/kratreus cuz most of these people are genuinely dumbass teens who shouldn’t be talking to adults anyway, what was taxing about Yautja fandom was that many of the losers at large are 30-40 yet were and are so desperate for 17yearolds to follow them that to this day it gives me the heebie jeebies to see them continue to close ranks as they cannibalize each other
Друзья, сегодня важный для меня день, о котором я едва не забыла - Днюха Нашатыря))))
Его появление на бумаге - как в виде текста (https://ficbook.net/readfic/5987924), так и в виде первого рисунка, - произошло именно 23 июня. Именно в этот день я зарегистрировалась на Фикбуке. Хотя первые главы были выложены только спустя месяц (кстати, повесть в 2024 году была отредактирована).
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That era of freak sex I made dekthia have during the movie canon is so iconic I feel like they miss being a weirdo fetish couple so from time to time thia detaches her torso and wiggles her free roaming ass in front of Dek while she pretends to do science stuff which prompts him to drop trowel in point five seconds when he walks in the room SEND POST
ugh how i wish to be as well dressed and doused in jewelry as aket haha!!
can’t wait for the next chapter and for child and her groom 💋
Well you’re in VERY much luck dear anon cuz CHAPTER 10 HAS JUST BEEN POSTED 💖💖💖💖
You might really enjoy it, as you finally and FORMALLY meet Kwei’nee, whose been looming the past few chapters lmaoo we finally get to meet her in the context of Sing, which will hopefully add some more context to her behavior in Nothing Left To Prove :3c
As for child and her groom, I’m giving myself the buffer of finishing Who Still Loves Your Ghost before I’m full throttle with the spinoff, which will still have at least one instance of Su’ete and A’ket as Njohrr does passively meet them at one point in his long and increasingly unstable life
This’ll give me some flexibility to finish the Lullaby Arc, but I’ve written important scenes for the sequel spinoff so far tho! I’m very excited for the interactions between the cast, and how it leads both groups to reevaluate their place in the Yautja world 👀
well intended people: girl blink twice if you need us to rescue you
Aket, in her Gucci dress and Versace heels and wearing her Cartier jewelry and a crown that might’ve been stolen from some 18th century princess when some lower rung Yautja had been out hunting, before making it onto the hands of Su’ete: …..aside from all this shit I have to wear, I’m actually fairly happy so
Since reader is, obviously, a self-insert I try to keep things neutral when describing what reader is wearing at any given time, aside from her signature flowers in her hair and the fact that they are currently pregnant
But A’ket is an actual OC and it’s usually very important what she’s wearing, especially in Child and Her Groom where we’re getting multiple perspectives which interact with her
As such, take a gander what being the Honorable Arbitrator’s living trophy affords you
No but actually the concept of Kratos marrying Fey is so baffling like?? She was in hiding and Kratos doesn’t even believe in gods anymore, as an institution, so who married them? Was it civil marriage? A nature-based wedding? Like in a Disney movie?
Anyway my POINT IS Kratos simply CANNOT have casual flings! He literally has to call his significant other his WIFE or husband in Atreus’s case lmao this dude is so intense!! “WE’RE MARRIED BTW JUST SO YOU KNOW!”
just…it’s very funny to me but also sad as it clearly shows how earnest and seriously Kratos takes these things only the first time around he kept leaving his family even when he regretted doing so and the second time around he was too afraid to spend time with them for fear he’d kill then again only for fey to simply contact death disease so I’d love to explore how he’d go about it three for three like okay THIS TIME I’m sticking by you clearly staying away doesn’t help so HENCEFORTH you will refer to me as your loving husband and show off the ring brok forged for me just in case I actually went thru w this
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Me writing chap 4 in 2012: and so it’s like….catholic communion! It’s like..::symbolic of Aket being baptized into her new life! It’s very pure, very angelic
Me frequently having to refer back to chap 4 in the year of our lord 2026: …………….bitch why the fuck is it giving child bride ass vibes ajdjfkfkkgkg, I don’t remember writing this lmaooooooooooo
Sometimes I’ll be re-reading old chapters and come across moments like this;
And start cackling like a maniac lmao girl give me a minute it I’m about to lead you into a situation where your first impulse is to beat the crap out of him *cracks knuckles*