Eh

Pain meds, tiredness, and hormones made me sob in the hospital after I got my gallbladder removed lmao.

Guess who ended up back in the ER???

Back pain warranting an ER trip

Kuma again

Kuma brain wipe

Was reading fics and made myself cry (just a little) for no good reason.

Been sick and miserable and my brain decided to spiral about how incredibly unsatisfied I am by my life, my chronic loneliness, and how hopeless my outlook is in general. Fucking sucks. Can’t wait to not tell anyone about my issues and continue ignoring signs of my declining mental health lmao.

Was reading on my side so the tears went directly across my face and now face tears in my ear. Wasn’t even a good cry.

Am sad and lonely

Going merry

And then I cried more about how if I keep being so pathetic (right now and in general) there’s no reason for them to want to stay

Read that stsg fic again knowing it might make me cry but forgot why it made me cry and so instead of a semi-voluntary cry sesh to release four months of pent stress I got a emotionally devastating punch to the chest and now my eyes hurt

Read a stsg fic that said ‘I think I’m probably no one’s favorite person, and I don’t think I ever will be.’ and broke down sobbing.

cried a bit over a one piece post lmao

Continued crying about literally everything else in my life lmao

sucks

Going merry