Do you have any gaining-motivation fantasies?
For example, in college my ex started dating this upperclassman who was fatter than me, and it made me buckle down and gain 100lbs in a year. Even though he wasn't a gainer, I wasn't going to let him walk around like he was the big man on campus.
Nowadays, there's this morbidly-obese guy who shops at the same Sam's Club as I do. Anytime he's in there it really makes me load up the cart, one day I'll outgain the fat bastard.
Are you going to do what it takes to be the fattest hog in every room you're ever in? What runs through your mind as you pig out, what goal keeps you stuffing yourself to your breaking point?
The truth is, something similar happens to me; being the fattest guy in the place I am just turns me on too much. I'm particularly comparing myself to fat guys whose dicks are buried in fat. My main goal is to be so fat that my only way to ejaculate is by moving my fatpad while I eat. It's the total peak of obesity, so piggish and greedy that the only way to masturbate away is by eating and getting fatter.
When I eat I feel a beautiful sensation, like every time I open my mouth and swallow I'm getting more obese, whether it's real or not, it's a feeling of contributing to my dick being totally buried.
I think my only limit is a financial one, which I believe limits everyone. If I had the money, I would spend it permanently on the greasiest and most unhealthy food to bury myself in fat as soon as possible.
Every time I eat, I get the urge to masturbate for that reason; I simply imagine how obese I want to become while I wiggle my pork fat.
