gurgly, glorpy, goopy

my depression has gotten super bad this past year, which is one of the primary reasons why this blog has died for a short while. due to that, i went through a massive art block and i wasn’t motivated to draw whatsoever, let alone really do anything related to vore in general. i worked a really shitty job for 5 months, went through some awful friendships and another awful relationship, and had to deal with a lot of unnecessary drama. things are beginning to clear up, and i’m moving out near the end of july, so i can say for sure that things are already getting better and i’ll get better in terms of my behavior, boundaries, and other things.

Jertixmate was in a server that @sketchyvorist​ and i run as moderators. i have an imp oc named eyesore that he gained a pred crush on a while back, which is fine and all, but he very quickly began to get really creepy and gross about it. here’s some screen shots, do be warned that they are pretty gross and graphic in sexual nature. this is only a small handful of the weird shit that he, need i say, constantly talked about with my oc.

it’s really ironic that he apologized for being gross but he’d still continue on. jertixmate had this sona that he said represented him. this sona of his and eyesore were in a relationship, and it got the point where he got really creepy about it and kept saying that he, himself, not his sona, was dating eyesore. 

he’s a fucking creep. i’ve told him on multiple occasions that he was making me uncomfortable with a lot of stuff he was doing, but that didn’t stop him. in fact, he wouldn’t take no for an answer, and would actually press on. 

clearly he wasn’t listening, so i had to flat out tell him that he was making me extremely uncomfortable. after that, he sent me this, went on DND, and posted on my discord server that he was going to kill himself. all because i told him that he was making me uncomfortable.

i would post a screenshot of what he posted on my server, but i actually deleted the message because it was just a guilt trip and i kicked him. i also blocked him and told him to leave me alone, but he sent me this message on twitter a few hours later. 

this was obviously a complete a total lie. he made this up entirely to guilt trip me into unblocking and talking to him. in the past, he has also lied about having a broken leg, cancer, and also a suicide attempt. 

jertixmate was dating a friend of mine for 6 months as well, and whenever this situation happened, her and i talked about it. she revealed to me that he abused her, doing stuff like yelling at her in vcs, yelling at her for calling him names like “baby” and “honey”, blocked her on multiple occasions, ignored her on her birthday, and even went as far to tell his friends that he loved them more frequently than he ever did with her. she’s not a part of the vore community, so i’m keeping her anonymous. thankfully she made the right decision in dumping him and blocking him. he also copy and pasted the same message to my friend and i, the only difference being the address of our names.

that’s only a small handful of the things he did just to me and my friends. other people have had a plethora of bad experiences with him. he has no respect for other people’s boundaries and has admitted to getting aroused at my friend’s art, who’s a minor and is also a sfw vore artist. 

i can absolutely post more screenshots if i need to. i have plenty to prove his vile behavior. the only reason why i’m not doing it now is because this post is already super long.

i had to draw this on notebook paper as opposed to my actual fucking art tablet but it’s entirely fine because i’m completely okay with providing candyman vore content regardless