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another day gone to waste and indulgence made sick off pink ice cream, rice crackers and thick buttered bread i put on little shorts paint my nails careful polka dot red on white reattach the Faye Wong Phone Charm to the bottom of the case Queen of Canto Pop moral support

Fourteen total piercings Seven running up each lobe all mix&match metals She says she would have sex with me while my ex best friend of Fourteen Years (now just another guy) does eyeshadow rehab for Her over the upstairs toilet in response i say im shy and hide my face behind my hair this is not the place to explain and neither is the bed where She leans over to kiss me on the cheek says “i love you” and She’s really really drunk we’ve met maybe Six Times total all in this house always some kind of party now She’s freshly dumped and Her hair is faded box dye purple which i have a hard time telling stories without excessive context there are nuances there are reasons why i act like this mz is a year younger than me a year younger than her brother who was my closest friend for Fourteen Years and it is mz’s bed and mz’s house and mz’s party where mz’s pretty friend is subjecting me to this drunken proposition i know they kissed Two parties ago (before mz’s new boyfriend) and i know i’ve kissed only One Girl (One Person) surface level Five Years back and i know this girl just threw up for the Third Time in the bathroom only Fifteen Feet away from the bed where we are currently sprawled and then nothing happens just like nothing ever happens and has never happened before or since

the text of it is similar( probably) maybe exact,, 'everything is an infant to a childless woman' ive grown past any true maternal kick. But all things emerging from my hands are my daughters, my sons. affectionately referring to my hideous children

at 4:30 we went to pick up the Kijiji Kitten yesterday the woman texted me paragraphs and paragraphs i thought this is why you send in app messages instead of using your actual number haven't told anyone but the kid who got a picture followed by a line of shhhh emojis to get the point across right now she's asleep against my foot and purring so tiny i have to stop breathing to hear

on today's beach pilgrimage a man on a bike looked me in the eyes and said Enjoy your Last Sunday Here ive been thinking about it all day why did he say that what if it comes true