Welcome To Your subspace

“What are your fears specifically?”

-there’s alot of shame associated with sex. I want to have it but I also feel like as soon as any shows any sort of sexual interest in me I lock down. It’s something I’m working on, but seems to be going no where lol

“and what makes you interested in a daddy Dom relationship over other things?”

-I like the idea of an older man guiding me and telling me what to do. They have more life experience, in my opinion and are definitely way more mature than guys my age. I also just am genuinely attracted to older men. And I prefer being utterly submissive and at someone else’s mercy

as for the tumblr research, yeah I quickly realised this isn’t the best website to learn more about these things. So i definitely have to look elsewhere

thank you again for even answering :)))

Checking in with yourself about why you lock down in a curious and non shaming way would be the best bet. Sex should be a fantastic and very fulfilling part of everyone's lives but if you are locking down there is a reason and pushing past it won't be helpful.

More mature maybe. Many have terrible intentions but I know you are looking out for that. Giving yourself in such a vulnerable way to someone is such a beautiful thing and not to be taken lightly. I am sure you know this. There should be no shame in what we are attracted to! If you are attracted to older men you just have to understand that we/they are in very different life stages and that will have to be navigated long term.

As a rule I love it. I love training pets to be better and better at it. I love fucking a face deeply and slowly. Deciding when they breathe. I also love when they take over and deep throat me without any help. Using their body in a visceral way to please me. It is really wonderful to see the art and commitment to my pleasure. But I will take over again and fuck you at my pace, because the control heightens the pleasure.

You are FAR from alone on the strict religion to BDSM/kink pipeline. There really is not a question in your anon so I will just say that Tumblr has more bad information than good as far as kink goes .... tread carefully.

Or so you say. I still see the embarrassment in your eyes.

Glug glug glug

Such pretty thoughts baby. Tell daddy more.

Glug, glug, glug

They were rubbing on the phone with me, planning the trip and all things we were going to do once they were here. Once they were mine.

I’m going to r@pe you as soon as I get my hands on you

They yelped.

Jesus Christ Daddy I just came so hard

Good girl. Your body knows what it wants

A long pause.

W- would you- would you really do that? In front of everybody? Her voice was so small. So expectant and behind that…. An earnestness

Of course I would. I would r@pe you for the whole world to see Bend you right over the chairs and fish hook your mouth with my fingers so you drool. Drive your hips so hard that you limp, leaking to the car.

Everyone would stare

Some would. And you would love showing people who you really are.

Ahhh if the world wasn’t so stodgy. So stuck. I don’t need a felony, of course. So I will take you at the airport. Just not at the gate.

The day arrives.

You come toward me timid and excited near baggage claim. You are wearing next to nothing as I asked. A white camisole and black booty shorts. You have a backpack and nothing else. All eyes were already on you. You are freezing and your nipples are so hard.

I place my hand on your jaw, my thumb slipping into your mouth. Your eyes clear. Your lips curl into a smile.

My other hand gropes your tiny tits. Pinching your nipples. Twisting. Your eyes want to dart around but I keep you locked into me.

My thumb leaves your mouth and my hand moves down to feel you are already hot and wet. Of course.

I fold your arms behind your back and lead you through the crowd to my car. I press you up against it and you will feel my bulge against the small of your back.

I open the back door and push your face down into the leather. I’ve parked at the very far end of the garage with limited chance for interruption. I am still you hand folded behind your back and you instinctively bring the other arm to join it. I have tape and rope in my car. I choose the tape and use just enough to secure your arms so I won’t have to hold them any longer

I pull your shorts down and off, throwing them into the passenger seat. I kick you legs apart as you arch your back doing your best to present your needy pussy. I pull the camisole for leverage like a rein I unzip and am fully hard already. I pull you onto me, your tiny body easy to manipulate. I pull and you sleeve my entire cock in one go.

Oh god Daddy. Thank you.

The first intelligible words out of your mouth since we entered the garage. And they will be the last until we get home.

I use you and you grunt. I’m used to yelpers and whiners. I like the guttural sounds you make as your cervix kisses my cock again and again. I change the angle so I can get a bit deeper. You are drooling on my leather seats. I push your head into the drool using your hair as a handle and your face as a mop.

I see flashing lights. Security is just an aisle down and I’m not ready to cum yet. I pull out and zip up. I fold your legs inside and close the door. You are squirming and kicking wondering why I stopped. I grab your panties from the passenger seat and walk to the other side of the car where your head rests. I open the door. You open your mouth. I shove your soaked panties inside. Your eyes are teary and your hair is wet. You look very happy.

You stop masturbating.

I didn’t tell you to stop

You slowly start delicately rubbing your little bean for Daddy. You glisten.

You are just where I need you.

Daddy is going to use your body to masturbate too ok kiddo?

I don’t wait for an answer of course but you are just starting to nod your head in the affirmative as I thrust my hard cock into your already dripping hole.