She only expends the most minimal amount of energy with an arch of her eyebrows to acknowledge his presence, before gently stroking the teeth on the comb on her bed stand. The routine of wearing a wig on her head seemed an almost laughable pretense when Nisei had entered the scene of her daily life; she had seen the amused look flash briefly from underneath his half-hooded eyes, before a snarl from her Fighter and a beating to match diverted the man’s attention away from her cropped hair. Now, with the fight driven out of Nisei- Mikado only feels the slightest twinge of disgust whenever she and Nisei are in close proximity.
No fear, no uncertainty. Her Fighter’s constant, hovering presence and hypervigilance of every action that Nisei makes insures that she is forever secure from the hands of this man. She no longer has to recall the pain of his nails digging into her thighs.
(A sickening voice tells her she’ll never be safe, but it is quiet and easy to swallow. She trusts her Fighter’s ability to keep the dog tamed, muzzled.)
“A choker with a heart-shaped charm is on the vanity,” she begins coolly. She runs her comb through the fibers of her wig- motions that are gentle, practiced. Mikado sees the Fighter turn to look at the direction she indicates and she notes through the mirror’s reflection the fading bruises that stand out from paleness of his skin. Yellow, to match his eyes.
She wonders why Seimei has completely abandoned his Fighter.
It is not that she’s unaware of how completely apathetic he can be to the suffering of others- but Sacrifice’s purpose is to share their partner’s pain. She cannot forgive such a violation to what she considers a sacred aspect of the bond between Fighter and Sacrifice. Seimei’s betrayal is absolutely loathsome to have witnessed, she thinks- a thought that is followed by a surge of affection for Tokino. She is glad, so very glad that a man as kind as him has her protection. She notes idly to herself that perhaps part of her indignation towards Nisei’s mistreatment at Seimei’s hands was in part due to the possibility that she herself could have easily acted in the same way to her other half, had she not decided to place her absolute trust in him.
At any case, Mikado has assumed that Seimei would have called for Nisei eventually. Having two Fighters is exponentially more useful than carrying around just one- although Seimei may have realized that if he had, Moonless would have just followed Nisei straight to Seimei’s location.
The corner of her mouth turns down in a small indication of displeasure, even as Nisei returns with the aforementioned accessory in hand. His figure seems so very small now- hutched slightly over and withdrawn, with the gauntness lining the hollows of his cheeks and shadows underneath his eyes. He seems to be desperately clinging onto one last hope, one that both know will most likely never occur; she feels as if he is the barest bones of what he used to be.
A Fighter without a Sacrifice is truly a pathetic sight to behold.
Good, she thinks, and that word is followed by a vicious surge of gladness. This is a reconditioning- no other word exists to describe the training that they are performing. She would let her Fighter gorge himself with his fill of revenge and she would take whatever left and reshape it to her own ends.
To the victor go the spoils, Nisei had breathed once, brushing a lock of hair out of her face.
“What are you waiting for?” She clicks her tongue. “Put it on me.”