bbbrew

this is going to be an overwhelming time in my life. I don't know what I want to do. I'm scared, nervous, frightful of what my mom might say. I don't know if I can handle this and I'm scared to become a lesser version of myself over this. Wish me well.

I am not disposable. I belong. I am worthy. fuck the demon that has told me otherwise. These tears are real, my heart feels pain. With no exaggeration. I am not disposable. I took my own damn self out of suicidal tendencies. no one was there for me. I did this for myself and I will not let anyone make me feel like I don't matter ever again. because if it's so easy for me to go above and beyond, there is someone out there like that for me. I deserve to be loved and taken care of when I'm feeling blue. Life is hard enough I shouldn't feel alone when I'm with another body.