Vent for glynmostyn

@glynventon

IC vent blog for @glynmostyn. Findable IC, interactable IC. TW for discussion of sexual assault and sexual abuse.

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I'm tired of this. I'm tired of me. I want to go back to being normal.

Why can't I be normal

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having so much love in your heart is beautiful and amazing right up until you’re alone in your bedroom clutching at your chest and whimpering like a wounded dog

Are we ... Fighting? What's happening?

#it feels like everything is crumbling and it's all my fault #blocked: Dwayne

[sound of Luke unfollowing everyone's NSFW sideblogs]

#[ooc for ic actions]

I should never have said anything. I ruined everything. Just one little conversation we didn't have to have and now I'm fighting to keep from detaching from everything and everyone around me.

I don't feel very much like Being right now... But I don't have the luxury.

#blocked: Dwayne

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Mmm....I think I'm going to pause my nsfw blog queue.

Yes! Let's make it a date~ And after we can go somewhere nice to eat. Or not nice, but with great food.

I don't 🙈 I should probably take a class first, though if it's just for research purposes I don't know how necessary it'd be. Or a nice camera, actually...are you good with cameras?

I'd love that..

Uh, well, I use the camera on my phone well enough that I've never needed to use anything better. Is it something you'd be interested in doing in general?

Yeah for our general purpose every day needs our phone cameras work well, but idk something like this I feel like a phone camera won't cut it.

I have been thinking a bit about photography, it would be nice to learn a new hobby or skill.

Oh, yes! Let's do a library trip! I'm sure there's probably a lot of really good books on that sort of thing. Nice big picture books of the architecture.

When we're ready to go ourselves we'll need to take a really nice camera so I can get pictures, too.

Oh- A library date? 🥺

There's a number of really good libraries in my world, but the ones in LA and NYC are the ones I'm most familiar with..

I didn't know you knew your way around a camera~

Yes! Let's make it a date~ And after we can go somewhere nice to eat. Or not nice, but with great food.

I don't 🙈 I should probably take a class first, though if it's just for research purposes I don't know how necessary it'd be. Or a nice camera, actually...are you good with cameras?

Oh, a temple tour! Yes, that will be exciting, I'm looking forward to that research. Ah...I wish I could help you plan that but I don't know your world...

On this I think you could still help. We could go to the library, gather a list of large shrines from all the major pantheons..

Oh, yes! Let's do a library trip! I'm sure there's probably a lot of really good books on that sort of thing. Nice big picture books of the architecture.

When we're ready to go ourselves we'll need to take a really nice camera so I can get pictures, too.

Well...can I help with that? What are those vacation plans you're making?

I don't want to burden you too much with all of this.. I just need to think about the possibilities..

Oh, that's right, the vacation. Temple sights in a variety that might be inspiring..

Oh, a temple tour! Yes, that will be exciting, I'm looking forward to that research. Ah...I wish I could help you plan that but I don't know your world...

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We don't have to go fast, we can mosey. Your legs are longer than mine anyways so maybe now I won't have to work as hard to keep up haha

I just keep getting distracted with my thoughts..

Trying to plan what happens next..

Well...can I help with that? What are those vacation plans you're making?

Hm...go for a walk with me?

Okay.. I'm sorry, I'm moving slow..

We don't have to go fast, we can mosey. Your legs are longer than mine anyways so maybe now I won't have to work as hard to keep up haha

Is there anything I can do to help?

I don't know. I don't know what I want..

Hm...go for a walk with me?

Don't you fucking do it you bastard, I say to myself as if I haven't been on my bullshit for the past two weeks..

Cariad what's wrong?

I'm just in a funk, I'll get over it..

Is there anything I can do to help?

Don't you fucking do it you bastard, I say to myself as if I haven't been on my bullshit for the past two weeks..

Cariad what's wrong?

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Immortality and eternity is far less scary now with you by my side

!!!!!!!!! Always!

Always, always, always we are more than side by side, I am always with you, inside you, happily protected and comforted by your love

You make me feel like I can weather and take on anything, even the march of time itself 💚 You protect me as much as I protect you. Caught in each other's webs.

Immortality and eternity is far less scary now with you by my side

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