Good night everyone,

Don't ask me why I didn't post on Monday. I wasn't feeling it. I do a bit better now, so I decided to still post my little song.

I relate to this and usually this happens with people, whom I have to mask around. Whenever I'm masking, I tend to copy or imitate the people around me. Whenever someone is standing next to me and watches what I'm doing and I feel the need to mask, I get overwhelmed because I don't know what to imitate to be able to mask.

How does the person standing next to me usually does that task? Is this the right way I'm doing it or do they do it some other way?

And additionally, I get overwhelmed because I actually have muscle memory from doing a task authentically (how I do it when I'm being my authentic self) and that muscle memory kicks in and sabotages my efforts to mask.

To be a faggot, you need to be a man first. To have a faggoty walk, you need to have male hips.

Good morning everyone,

I have a stomach flu, so I stay in bed.

Good morning party people,

I need something harder to wake up this morning. Someone asked, if I really drink sour kraut juice and yes, I do. Every now and then. I used to avoid it a bit because I only found it at Rewe and I don't like their version so much, but I really like the version of DM, that I posted the other day and I think I will drink it more often. I really love warm sour kraut juice in winter, especially mixed with beef broth. It's so good on a wet german winter day (they can be disgusting). It keeps you warm and healthy throughout the winter. I do get sick in winter but I never take too long to recover, I don't drag sickness around with me for weeks. I think sour kraut juice and beef broth really help with that. Rosehips tea, too.

So, if you have to prepare for a disgusting german winter, don't forget your sour kraut juice and your bone broth (or only sour kraut juice, if you're vegan/vegetarian), it'll keep you warm.

Good morning guys,

I'm in bed with stomach issues so let's just enjoy this song and then go back to bed, shall we? At least I will.

If you're central european and you don't feel like eating chia seed pudding because of the whole logistics behind it, try linseed - pudding.

Good morning everyone,

If you ever think dancing is easy then just know that almost 2 years after breaking my skull I can go to the gym and lift weights but I'm still to weak to do 1 hr of ballet. Fuck my life, because I genuinely miss it. But it's soooooo exhausting to dance right now. I hope that that'll soon be better. Anyways,

People on Tumblr can be weird and combative but at least no one's stressing over creating content or losing money/followers through not posting enough.