& these golden petals led me nowhere

a prompt list from halsey’s 2021 album: if i can’t have love, i want power, adjust any as needed!

01.  𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘛𝘙𝘈𝘋𝘐𝘛𝘐𝘖𝘕.

oh, the loneliest girl in town.

she’s easy on the eyes.

her soul is black and it’s a fact.

her sneer will eat you alive.

and the buyer always brings her back.

because all she does is cry.

so take what you want, take what you can.

take what you please, don’t give a damn.

ask for forgiveness, never premission.

it’s in the blood and this is tadition.

his smile hides a lie.

her fear will eat her alive.

well, she got the life she wanted.

you can’t take it back, it’s as good as gone.

i hope what’s left will last all summer long.

and they said that boys were boys but they were wrong.

02.  𝘉𝘌𝘓𝘓𝘚 𝘐𝘕 𝘚𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘈 𝘍𝘌.

don’t call me by my name.

all of this is temporary.

watch as i slip away for your sake.

well, maybe i can hold you in the dark.

you won’t even notice me depart.

leaving through the door without a word.

you won’t even notice, little bird.

better off dead.

so i reckon i’m headed to hell instead.

so don’t wait for me.

it’s not a happy ending.

jesus needed a three day weekend.

to sort out all his bullshit.

figure out the treason.

i’ve been searching for a fortified defense.

i could keep your bed warm, otherwise, i’m useless.

i don’t really mean it cause who the fuck would choose this?

03.  𝘌𝘈𝘚𝘐𝘌𝘙 𝘛𝘏𝘈𝘕 𝘓𝘠𝘐𝘕𝘎.

i’m whatever you make me.

and you make me more and more a villain every day.

but you don’t know, you reap, you sow.

whatever you give to me, from yourself, you take.

well, if you’re a hater, then hate the creator.

it’s in your image i’m made.

one eye opened and one eye closed.

i lost all my faith and all hope.

that everything means anything at all.

one eye broken and one eye bruised.

cause i gave myself away for you.

you liar, you don’t love me too.

it’s easy for you, after all.

my heart is massive but it’s empty.

a permanent part of me, that innocent artery.

but it beats harder every time you come around.

but do you love the sound?

i sleep with one eye opened and one eye closed.

losing you is easier than lying to myself that you love me.

04.  𝘓𝘐𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘏.

well, i’m perfect when it comes to first impressions.

well, i romanticize and then i get to stressing.

a big brain like i’m teaching it a lesson.

baby, it’s a blessing, yeah.

you got me thinking i was too mean.

well, everything that i say, i believe.

tuck a knife with my heart up my sleeve.

change like a season, reason for nothing.

i am disruptive, i have been corrupted.

and by now, i don’t need an introduction.

i been gone because i been on this road too long.

you know i get too caught up in a moment.

i can’t call it love if i show it.

i just fuck things up if you noticed.

have you noticed. tell me, have you noticed?

now i’m wondering, if i ever wanted to hold you.

it never mattered if i owned you.

cause you let anybody with a body control you.

and you know it too.

the more that you give away, the more that you have.

05.  𝘎𝘐𝘙𝘓 𝘐𝘚 𝘈 𝘎𝘜𝘕.

i feel lighter in the wasitline.

with no hands around me, no spit in my teeth.

no, i’m not your daydream.

i won’t have your baby.

stop cause you’re killing my vibe.

it’s a shot in the dark.

i’m not a walk in the park.

i come loaded with the safety switched off.

this girl is a gun and we’ve been having some fun.

and i can show if you turn the lights on.

i keep waiting for luck to come swallow me up.

i feel better when the boys stop calling.

i keep falling in love.

this measuring cup is overflowing with the same damn problems.

and you’ll be wishing you crossed your fingers.

oh, but god, is it fun when you can have more than one.

so let me show you how to touch my trigger.

my newest babys testing me lately.

i cannot take it, i love it, i break it.

i can’t be stressing to give you attention.

oh, cause it’s never enough so i’m giving you up.

and you’ll be better with a nice girl.

06.  𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘈𝘚𝘒𝘌𝘋 𝘍𝘖𝘙 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘚.

i don’t know what you want from me.

when i’m suburnt lips and summer feet.

i’m tattered like these levi jeans.

now what the fuck does all this mean?

you know i’m still somebody’s daughter, see.

i spilled the milk you left for me.

my tears are falling flawlessly now.

go on and be a big girl.

you asked for this now.

everybody’s gonna drown you out.

you better show them why you talk so loud.

you wished upon a falling star.

who the hell is in your bed?

you better kiss goodnight and give some head.

and then next, the morning comes instead.

well, is this the life that lies ahead now?

i want my cake on a silver platter.

i want a fistfull in my hands.

i want a beautiful boys despondent laughter.

i wanna ruin all my plans.

i want a fist around my throat.

i want to cry so hard, i choke.

i want everything i asked for. 

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❝ listen. ❞ there’s a pause as nikkie takes a moment to think. ❝ i’m not saying that’s a good idea, in fact it’s awful, but if you’re gonna go through with it i won’t let you do it by yourself. ❞ controlling her worried expression, she glanced at them. eyes filled with resolve. ❝ i mean it, you’re not doing something that stupid alone. ❞

"you know what, this is quite insulting to hear. blonde would look unquestionably dashing on me. just like everything else by the way, ma'am". he nodded, more to himself than anyone else and sat properly on the chair, head held high as if to reinforce his statement.

"now, make me even more stunning." a pause, eyes squinting. "please." he was raised right, after all.

for  some  reason  ,  i’ve  been  listening  a  lot  to  𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟓  these  days  (  hello  ,  2013  -  2015  tumblr  ???  )  and  suddenly  i  have  lots  of  ideas  revolving  their  songs  .  below  ,  you’ll  find  ten  plot  ideas  inspired  by  their  amazing  songs  .  

𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚  𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆  :  muse  a  and  muse  b  were  in  a  relationship  for  a  while  and  they  had  a  really  intense  thing  for  each  other  .  muse  a  always  saw  muse  b  as  their  soulmate  ,  but  muse  b  didn’t  feel  this  way  about  their  partner  .  when  muse  b  broke  up  with  muse  a  to  be  with  another  person  ,  muse  a  didn’t  react  well  .  now  ,  they  find  out  they’re  going  to  be  workmates  /  classmates  .  what  now  ?

𝒎𝒆  &  𝒚𝒐𝒖  𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓  𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈  :  muse  a  and  muse  b  have  been  friends  for  their  whole  life  .  basically  platonic  soulmate  excepts  for  the  fact  that  muse  b  is  slowly  falling  in  love  with  muse  a  or  is  realizing  that  they’ve  been  in  love  with  them  for  ages  now  .  muse  b  is  contemplating  asking  muse  a  ,  aka  their  best  friend  ,  out  on  a  date  ,  but  don’t  want  to  ruin  everything  .

𝒔𝒆𝒙  :  [  cw  :  toxic  relationship  ]  if  there’s  one  word  to  describe  muse  a  and  muse  b’s  relationship  ,  it’s  ‘  casual  ’  .  while  muse  a  is  developing  feelings  for  muse  b  ,  muse  b  is  actually  in  a  relationship  with  another  person  and  says  they  are  confused  about  their  feelings  .  so  they  avoid  talking  about  what  they  are  .  .  .  until  muse  a  decides  to  confront  muse  b  .

𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚  𝒊𝒔  𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒚  :  muse  a  seems  to  be  the  only  person  who  can  see  past  muse  b’s  blasé  façade  ,  who  pretends  not  to  care  about  anything  and  acts  like  a  rebel  .  even  though  no  one  really  understands  their  relationship  ,  the  truth  is  that  muse  a  is  the  only  person  that  muse  b  can  be  vulnerable  with  .

𝒕𝒉𝒆  𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒚  :  muse  a  and  muse  b  are  nothing  alike  ,  but  as  they  say  ,  opposites  attract  .  it’s  your  typical  ‘  poor  boy  /  girl  meets  rich  boy  /  girl  ’  ,  and  while  they’re  extremely  different  ,  this  seems  to  be  what  draws  one  to  the  other  .  however  ,  for  this  same  reason  ,  they  seem  to  be  in  constant  arguments  ,  as  especially  muse  a  (  the  rich  one  )  criticizes  the  way  muse  b  (  the  poor  one  )  lives  their  life  and  tries  to  ‘  make  it  better  ’  ,  aka  make  it  more  presentable  to  the  society  .

𝒃𝒆  𝒎𝒚  𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆  :  muse  a  and  muse  b  met  casually  at  a  bar  /  club  /  party  setting  and  immediately  clicked  .  the  thing  is  that  muse  a  has  just  got  off  a  relationship  and  doesn’t  want  to  be  involved  with  muse  b  .  now  ,  months  later  ,  muse  a  regrets  not  giving  muse  b  a  chance  back  then  and  gives  them  a  call  /  texts  them  ,  because  they  decided  they’ve  got  nothing  to  lose  .

𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒔  :  [  cw  :  toxic  relationship  ]  muse  a  and  muse  b  have  a  very  toxic  on  and  off  relationship  ,  where  none  of  them  can  be  faithful  ,  yet  can’t  seem  to  end  the  relationship  .  as  much  as  they  love  each  other  ,  it  can  be  very  obsessive  and  unhealthy  ,  and  it’s  very  intense  in  all  aspects  .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒔  :  two  messed  up  people  meeting  for  the  first  time  at  a  party  ,  in  an  attempt  to  escape  from  their  realities  .  what  could  possibly  go  wrong  ?  muse  a  and  muse  b  have  nothing  to  lose  ,  as  they’re  just  two  strangers  searching  for  a  one  -  night  adventure  .

𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆  𝒎𝒆  :  a  love  affair  between  a  celebrity  and  a  ‘  normal  ’  person  .  muse  a  is  a  big  fan  of  muse  b  ,  so  when  they  accidentally  meet  on  a  flight  ,  muse  a  tries  to  keep  it  cool  but  can’t  help  themselves  and  starts  making  conversation  with  muse  b  .  surprisingly  for  them  ,  muse  b  is  really  giving  them  more  attention  than  expected  .