Princess

i cant stand every top in every store being a crop top these days. someone help me.

i told my mum i wanted to dye my hair. she said "when you move into your new house i can come over and do it for you" and all that goes through my mind is that she has a house she just cares more about my step dad to the point she feels like she cant even do those things. my whole life has been this way. i wish she could see the pain. the courage she could have. pray that she sees that somehow with me.

It's not that I'm not okay with being alone. I prefer it sometimes. It's that I had so many people in my life. People who loved and cared for me. And one day they just don't believe it mattered. Time overrides the relationship and pushes us away like waves. Now I'm alone in a massive ocean and I don't think you'd want to swim back.

When I die I hope the outro to looney tunes plays

Can you be depressed for so long you explore the "joys of life" until you realise life is a paradox and life happens everywhere good and bad? Its all beauty and terror. Same shit different day.

never understood "hating myself" until i hated myself.

so many lives ive effected yet no one says hi anymore because i got shy.