Glamour Beast!

I hate being in a run and wait situation it’s literally so annoying…… but it cant be helped

Get get Ornacia head

One of the student workers I am in charge of has been spotted on her phone on tumblr…….. shes out there…………. Somewhere…….

Just got Left Hand of Darkness by Le Guin, who is an author who Ive known about and thought I would be interested in for a while now, from what I know Cultural Anthropology has a big influence on her work and since I got a bachelors in Anthropology I was curious how that comes across in her writing. Im certainly already seeing it in how this book is half of the time an ethnography on a fiction group of humans.

Apparently Stop! That! Train! has a bunch of AI slop in it which is extremely annoying and means I wont be seeing it but honestly its a little predictable given how much Rupaul and WOW have already put AI slop in drag race :/

My only critiques for Obsession were that it relied more on classic jumps cares (sudden movement,loud musical sting) than I would have liked and the screaming gets to be a bit much by the end of the movie

Unfollowed for the crime of posting to much Dan and Phil. BEGONE!

Definitely not feeling my best this afternoon since I had it to myself and spent a lot of time scrolling instagram reels… having lots of thoughts about “phone addiction” how its couched that way a lot of the times and ways to get out of consuming more content than I want and consuming it in a way that makes me feel negatively afteewards

To me my Anno work has a certain flavor to it. All the art Ive posted on this blog thus far fits within it, as does my website, and the glamour beast sub-persona… it makes me wonder what a story written fir that moniker would be like. Definitely bright and colorful and probably pretty inspired by the Deltarune if I’m being honest… much to ponder

I definitely have always had a hard time speaking up for myself and voicing my opinions and this has benefited me in certain ways, in that being a fly on a wall and not frustrating anyone lets you slide through life a little but but its clear to me that it also leads to many issues such as not feeling like I am acting as myself all the time, feeling a certain distance from all people I find myself around, not standing up for what I believe in and thus existing in hostile environments, and a real struggle standing up for/with others and feeling awful about it after the fact.

I do think a nice side effect (regular effect) of reading and understanding more communist theory lately for me has been the diminishment if the power of the individual political actor in my, which in certain ways takes a lot of pressure if feeling like I need to be a perfect political agent in my own regardless of my material conditions and personal situation.

Had a three day weekend after a particularly tiring week and I fucked it up by messing up my meds in the first day which has psychological effects for the first two days of the three day weekend. Its so joever

Am I sick or is my body telling me to slow the hell down…. More at 4

I would really really really love if Vivacious just blew the other queens out of the water this season