(Behind the Scenes) ♥

They were happy. They owned the world. They only needed each other. Until he cheated, until she lied.

Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan.

Kung paano sasabihin sa kanya ng hindi nasasaktan.

Sobrang daming pag aalinlangan.

Mga tanong na walang kasagutan.

Dapat pa ba tong ipag laban?

O simulan na ang pag papaliban

Kung gaano kabilis nag simula, ganun din katulin nawala.

She has the saddest stories.

She stop writing when she met you. Her broken heart starts to heal. All of her wounds suddenly disappear. She finds her happiness in you. She took the greatest risk of her life by loving you.

Just like a broken record, the story repeat itself and proves you that everything is temporary.

Thank you 😊;

For listening to my endless dramas and rants. For telling me that its not the end of life. For helping me get over from trust issues, depression, and anxiety.

Fighting depression and anxiety has never been that easy. Fighting the urge of having a suicidal thoughts is not easy. Waking up every single day asking yourself why you are still breathing is not easy. Staring at the blank sky and feels like its calling you is not easy.

The wounds were cut too deep that I don't know when will it be heal. No matter how I stay on the positive side, I always find myself on the latter side of life.

I smile again. I wont cry myself to sleep tonight. I think im getting better and better each day.

5:59 am

I wake up feeling nothing. Nope. Im fine. I just dont feel anything. Im pretty sure about it.

The burden inside me was still half untold. Im happy because I am that strong. I decided to tell people than to buried my self in depression.