If the universe is not telling me to go no contact and disassociate myself from almost everyone I know then I need to see something different in my life because that's the only message I'm getting.
I moved out of the state and that was the best feeling. It's isolating as hell but there's a peace that I just don't experience amongst "family".
I need a balance. A community of love and support to replace the disfunctional bs of a crowd I was born into.
I have had to undesire everything I've ever wanted and rebuild that vision.
I need someone like me to like me.












